Goodbye Baby

Salam all.

This is going to be a heart breaking story. At least for my part. As I'm writing this, my eyes are swelling and I can't see clearly because of the tears. Yes, I am crying. You may think it's because of something that must be really sad. It is.

Me and the rest of my family just witness our new cat Tia, died. By new I meant she was just taken last weekend. I had just came back from campus and I couldn't wait to see her (I only had a picture of her sent by my mother). I came home yesterday, and the first thing I did was look for her. She is beautiful. I mean was beautiful. Of course she was, Allah is perfect.

I played with her, and cuddled her. She was a light. But there was something wrong. She wouldn't eat or drink. She was not happy. We could feel it.

So this morning, we took her back to the shelter place where we got her to get her examined. The woman there said she was a little skinny. Another one said didn't look like she was sick. I was a bit relieved. They gave us some kind of vitamin and told us what kind of food to give her. We went back home, she was still the same. We gave her food she won't eat. We gave her water she won't drink. We were scared for her because if she doesn't eat something, she'll be sick.

But Allah decided that she should go. She is not meant to live with us. But she is meant to bring smiles to us. Even just for a while.

We looked at her. Her breathing was heavy. But a moment later, it went slower and slower. I saw my mother cried. I googled something about why cats won't eat. They say, talk to your cat and give them food. So I tried it. I talked to her. I tell her please just hold on for a little longer. But she was just so little, and delicate. She wasn't strong enough. She looked like she was in a lot of pain. But we couldn't do anything. All the Vet's are closed at this time of hour. We thought maybe we could take her there tomorrow.

But I had a feeling - a strong feeling - that she won't make it through the night. I was right.

For a moment, I couldn't stand the sight of her like that. So I went inside my bedroom and cried. I cried and cried until my eyes are swelling. After a while I went out, but I heard my mother said softly. She's gone. I cried again, heavily. We all did. Me, my mother, and my sister. It was really painful.

After that, I told my brother, and he was speechless. Angry maybe.

Thank you Allah, for giving us a chance to live with this one perfect creature You've created. Thank you for giving us the smiles and laughter. Oh, Allah, take care of her well up there in heaven. Insyaallah, if You will it, I would like to see her again one day...

Tia baby...I am sorry. We are sorry. We love you so much. I love you so much. Thank you for the smiles you gave me. Even if it was just for 2 days, they were beautiful days.

WE'LL MISS YOU A LOT TIA BABY. WAIT FOR US THERE.

I am sorry if it was my fault that you died. I am so sorry.

Ignorant or just Plain Stupid?

Salam all.

Hari ni yang sepatutnye jd hari yg penuh kaler2 utk aku, ttibe dgelapkan oleh 2 org girls nih. Xle blah ayat kan.haha. Aku xtau la ape nk jd manusia2 zaman skang nih. Dah xde kesedaran sivik dah.. sengal la drg nih (termasuk aku jgak). Mesti korang ttanye kan ape yg budak ni melabun dan merepek nih.haha.. aku cite aku cite yer..

Actually, bende ni da bnyk kali aku update kat blog ni (tak tau la klu krg xbace ke x). Tp mmg bende ni common lah. Td time aku nk beratur nk mkn lunch, ttibe ade la 2 org minah ni selamba tenuk je potong line aku and Ima. Mmg la xde sign sruh queue up kan. Tp kau patut sedar sendiri lah, klu tmpat2 cmni mmg kau patut beratur lah. Aku xkesah klu kau nk ptong pon kan, tp at least, hati aku sedap la sket kalu kau minta lalu ke, excuse me ke x pon ape2 yg bleh wat aku xsakit hati. Tp sbb kau senang2 je ptong xckp ape pon.

Yang sorang tuh plak tudung 'lebih'. Act according to your look lah. Otherwise people will say you're hypocrite! And when that happens, u deny like crazy plak...

So, in conclusion, you guys please...have if not a lot just a tiny bitty sense of caring and responsible. And please be aware of other people's rights! Our rights!

Jgn la smpai orang2 kat Malaysia ni jadi macam org2 dlm kejadian kat China tuh. Budak umur 2 tahun kene langgar lari, xde sape pon tolong. Jalan2 and tgk aje budak tuh. Xde ke rse responsible ngan nyawa org? Once ko nmpak budak tu perlu pertolongan, and klu ko xtolong, and die mati, ko pon berdosa skali! Budak tuh dok kat tgh jln tuh nyawa2 ikan. Dah la kene langgar bukan sekali.

Yg lori tu plak, ade ke patut dah langgar skali, die stop and langgar lagi skali ngan tayar blakang! Sbb nk make sure budak tu mati! Pemandu tu kata, klu budak tu mati, die perlu byar sket jer, tp klu xmati, maybe die kne byr lagi mahal. Sekali lagi aku tnye, kita ni manusia ke atau? (krg pikir la sendiri, yg pasti I wasn't going to write 'binatang').

Satu je yg aku benci ttg citer kat China tuh. Ade makcik tolong angkat budak tu ketepi, Makcik tu try nk tlg ngan minta tlong org rmai kat ctu. Tp drg kate mind ur own business! nape xtolong pggilkan ambulans? Nape xtolong die? Klu xbleh tlong, at least duduk ngan die pon xpe. Nape biarkan die?

Hancur luluh hati aku tgk video tuh. I can't keep writing cause' if go on, I'll cry. Klu krg nk tau lebeh lagi click here.

WHO ARE WE REALLY? ARE THERE NO MORE HOPES ON HUMANITY?

War

"If we don’t end war, war will end us."

- Herbert George Wells

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Kings and Queens

Salam all.

Time for another episode of total crapness (don't use this word wherever you are, it's only reserved for those who doesn't care). So, let's go.

What if we were Kings and Queens? All of us?
What if we were someone BIG?
What if we were all the same?

What if we all want the same thing?
What if we don't care about power?
What if we just live and die?
What if we don't mind saying Hello and Goodbye?
What if we were all crazy?
What if we just be HUMAN?

Believe it or not, being human is the hardest thing to do.
You, me, do we believe that we are actually human?
How do we know we are?

I never understood how to be a human.
They say by making mistakes.
But making to many mistakes is making me feel less and less human.
Why is that?

Quote

“We need others. We need others to love and we need to be loved by them. There is no doubt that without it, we too, like the infant left alone, would cease to grow, cease to develop, choose madness and even death.”

-Leo F. Buscaglia

My Sister's Keeper

When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, 'I used everything you gave me'.

~Erma Bombeck

Salam all.

Korang pnah xtgk citer My Sister's Keeper? Kalau xpnah, pg la tgk. Cite die sgt best, dan sedeh. Korang mungkin bole blaja something. Blajar aper? Jgn la tnye aku, tiap2 org blaja different things.

Cite die pasal family. Tp lebeh kpd tiap2 family members yg ade isu sndiri utk hadapi ahli kluarga drg, Kate, yg ade cancer. Mak kpd Kate, syg kan anak die dan xnk tgk anak die mati. Bpak die plak pikirkan anak die Anna yg slalu jd mangsa utk tlg kakak die yg sakit. Pastu adik lelaki die Jesse plak, slalu kne pinggir sbb nk bg phatian kat Kate, smpai die ade masalah dgn membaca pon drg dpt tau lmbat.

Ape yg aku blaja dlm cite nih, utk tgk org yg kt sayang derita sakit, mesti kt nk buat ape je utk selamatkan die btol x? Mcm parents Kate jugak yg lahirkan Anna untuk jd penderma pd Kate. Kate plak, die tau sume org sedih and selalu buat ape je tk die. Die pun kesian kat adik die Anna yg kne tlg die sejak dr baby lagi. So die sruh Anna cari lawyer and fight for her freedom.

Kadang2, mmg susah nk lepaskan. Tp, mungkin da sampai masa kan? Bile kt ade sikit je peluang utk hidup kat dunia nih, jgn la sedeh. Be happy and just live your life.

Sebagai mak pon, bnyk sacrifice yg die buat utk anak2. Tp slalu xramai anak2 yg tahu. Pikir2 lah. Kesimpulannye, family sgt pnting. Kt kne hargai ape yg kt ada. Bila kt diuji dgn perkara mcm ni, xkn bru nk sedar?

Anyhoo, bnyk lagi yg aku dpt dr cite ni. Bnyk tlg aku gak.

Kate: I don't mind my disease killing me. But it's killing my family too.

Bai!

Berapa Kali Malaikat Maut Ziarah Kita?

Sebuah hadis Nabi s.a.w yang diriwayatkan oleh Abdullah b Abbas r.a.,
bahawa Rasullulah s.a.w bersabda yang bermaksud,
' Bahawa malaikat maut memerhati wajah setiap manusia di muka bumi ini 70 kali dalam sehari.'
Ketika Izrail datang merenung wajah seseorang, didapati orang itu ada yang sedang bergelak ketawa.

Maka berkata Izrail:

"Alangkah hairannya aku melihat orang ini, sedangkan aku diutus oleh Allah taala untuk mencabut nyawanya, tetapi dia masih berseronok-seronok bergelak ketawa"


Manusia tidak akan sedar bahawa dirinya sentiasa diperhatikan oleh malaikat maut, kecuali orang-orang soleh yang sentiasa mengingati mati. Golongan ini tidak lalai dan sentiasa sedar terhadap kehadiran malaikat maut, kerana mereka sentiasa meneliti hadis-hadis Nabi s.a.w yang menjelaskan mengenai perkara-perkara ghaib, terutama mengenai hal mengenai mati dan hubungannya dengan malaikat maut.

So, sentiasa lah igt mati. Ianya sgt dekat dgan kita sume. Kite xtau bile Malaikat akan dtg jemput kite. Waktu tu klu nk mintak ampun Tuhan dah xterima...
Moga kita sume djemput dalam Iman, dan agama-Nya...Amin...


P/S: 1 hari = 24 jam = 1440 minit1440 minit / 70 kali malaikat menjenguk kita= 20.571 minitINI

BERMAKNA MALAIKAT MAUT MENZIARAHI KITA SETIAP 21 MINIT.

Cre: Encik Afa from Fb..