Goodbye Baby

Salam all.

This is going to be a heart breaking story. At least for my part. As I'm writing this, my eyes are swelling and I can't see clearly because of the tears. Yes, I am crying. You may think it's because of something that must be really sad. It is.

Me and the rest of my family just witness our new cat Tia, died. By new I meant she was just taken last weekend. I had just came back from campus and I couldn't wait to see her (I only had a picture of her sent by my mother). I came home yesterday, and the first thing I did was look for her. She is beautiful. I mean was beautiful. Of course she was, Allah is perfect.

I played with her, and cuddled her. She was a light. But there was something wrong. She wouldn't eat or drink. She was not happy. We could feel it.

So this morning, we took her back to the shelter place where we got her to get her examined. The woman there said she was a little skinny. Another one said didn't look like she was sick. I was a bit relieved. They gave us some kind of vitamin and told us what kind of food to give her. We went back home, she was still the same. We gave her food she won't eat. We gave her water she won't drink. We were scared for her because if she doesn't eat something, she'll be sick.

But Allah decided that she should go. She is not meant to live with us. But she is meant to bring smiles to us. Even just for a while.

We looked at her. Her breathing was heavy. But a moment later, it went slower and slower. I saw my mother cried. I googled something about why cats won't eat. They say, talk to your cat and give them food. So I tried it. I talked to her. I tell her please just hold on for a little longer. But she was just so little, and delicate. She wasn't strong enough. She looked like she was in a lot of pain. But we couldn't do anything. All the Vet's are closed at this time of hour. We thought maybe we could take her there tomorrow.

But I had a feeling - a strong feeling - that she won't make it through the night. I was right.

For a moment, I couldn't stand the sight of her like that. So I went inside my bedroom and cried. I cried and cried until my eyes are swelling. After a while I went out, but I heard my mother said softly. She's gone. I cried again, heavily. We all did. Me, my mother, and my sister. It was really painful.

After that, I told my brother, and he was speechless. Angry maybe.

Thank you Allah, for giving us a chance to live with this one perfect creature You've created. Thank you for giving us the smiles and laughter. Oh, Allah, take care of her well up there in heaven. Insyaallah, if You will it, I would like to see her again one day...

Tia baby...I am sorry. We are sorry. We love you so much. I love you so much. Thank you for the smiles you gave me. Even if it was just for 2 days, they were beautiful days.

WE'LL MISS YOU A LOT TIA BABY. WAIT FOR US THERE.

I am sorry if it was my fault that you died. I am so sorry.

Beautiful My Cat!!

As-Salam...
Hey2...lagi post utk hari ini..
Lovely nyte ain't it? hahaha...
Gile ke ape aku nih..
Wah, entry ke2 dlm mse setengah jam!
Sape yg se'addicted' aku update entry turun tangan!
Lol...

Bkn salah aku, actually, aku ngah boring.
Bile kt boring, kt akan lakukan ape saje utk hilangkan boring itu.
Apsal ttibe formal lak ayat aku nih? Geli la...

Anyhoo, not the time for mah craziness.
Utk entry ni, aku da reserved special place utk kucing aku yg seko nih.
Name diberi, Karl. Klu name Melayu Khal.
Umur, err..errr unknown hehehe...(bole x, lol)
Kaler nye putih with slight brownish.
Kaler matenye Kuning.
Ekornye pjg smpai ke kpale die.hahaha..
And die sgt GANAS!!

Ye, itu la basically klu nk summarize sape kucing aku yg sbenar..
Bende yg die ske buat adelah lari! Ye, kdg2 tu ttibe je die lari dr beranda masuk celah tv, atas sofa, sume lah. Mcm ade bnde tgh keja die.
Pastu si Karl ni xske mkn Whiskers! Apekah?
Bkn ke kucing mmg ske mknn kucing?
Tgk dlm tv tu cam syiok je drg mkn an?
Ghupenye tipu je...die mkn ikan rebus hari2! Gile la..

Another thing about him, die dah tau dah kat dapur tulah letaknye mknn.
Ktrg tpaksa tutup pntu dapur sbb kat blkg ade ruang keluar beranda.
So takut die klua kan. Bile bkak je pntu tu, klu die ade kat dpn ruang tamu,
berdezummm die lari nk masuk dlm dapur.
2, 3 kali la gak aku nyaris nk jatuh sbb die.

Next, die ni mmg kuat gigit.
Ko bg lah tgn ko, msti die gigit.
Bkn la gigit cam ghimau tu.
Gigit2 maja jelah. Tp die pnye gigit tu luar bese sket kuatnye..
Hehehe...saket gak la. Time aku blek je umah, tangan aku kiri kanan msti penuh
luka2 hasil kerja tangan si Karl nih.
Seb bek la ko kucing, and naseb bek aku ske kucing.
Klu x aku gigit ko blek (eyh?).

Sejarah dsebalik nama 'Karl'.
Xde sejarah, nama tu je yg bile pggil die pandang.
Western gak kucing aku nih. (lol)
Ok la tuh, drpd name 'Samad' xpon 'So'od' or 'Chot' (kasi sengau sket ye) hasil ciptaan makcik aku...kyahahahahahah...

Tp ktrg ade sejarah dgn kucing lain.
Ye, sebelum Karl, ktrg pernah bela sekor kucing len iaitu Benny a.k.a Ben.
Ktrg bela die xsmpai 2 bln pon.
Ttibe die hilang xdpt dkesan.
Ktrg syak die kne kidnap dgn org coz our ben was really Gorgeous!
Die baka 'Maine Coon' iaitu gabungan kucing ngan raccoon.
Mmg sgt sedeh time tuh. Aku siap nangis gile2 tau igt kat die.
Aku nanges senyap2 jelah. Pas da abes nangis tuh aku ckp diam2, utk Ben
"Goodbye Ben". Coz aku tau, die xkn balik dah..

Wokeyh! Cerita td made my eyes teary! Xske2!!!
Moving on, yg pergi bialah pg. Skang ktrg ade Karl.
Karl pon cantik gak. Bulu die sgt tebal especially kat tengkuk and ekor die.
Tp aku xtau die baka ape.
Skang aku xtau rupe die cane coz aku da 3 mggu xblek umah.
Waaaaa rindu!!!!!

Kesukaan bg kucing aku yg pelik ialah die ske kacau aku time aku nk smayang.
Ape kes daa...
Time aku berdiri, die landing kat atas sejadah dpn aku.
Cane aku nk sujud?
Bile aku sujud je, zoom die lompat atas kpale aku.
Camne aku nk khusyuk?? Soh klua xnk.

Pastu Karl ske men Kotak. Die ske dok dlm kotak and then sergah org.
X ke bole mndatangkan heart attack?? Pernah la kne 2 ratus ribu kali...
Dan die ske men hide and seek. Aku ske men game ni ngan die.
Mcm Ninja je aku tgk. Scary pon ade coz die ttibe je sergah.hahaha...

Ktrg pon xde la jahat nk biar die dok dlm umah je.
Tp ktrg pon takut gak die hilang mcm Ben dulu.
So, tiap2 kali die klua, ktrg kne pi cari die.
Slalunye die xpg jauh la. Coz die xberani.
Paling jauh pon ktrg jmpe kat tgkat atas.
Die dok kat dpn umah org atas yg same ngan ktrg.
Die igt itu umah ktrg.. (xke pandai tuh?)

Ok2, da pjg sgt nih. Stop dulu lah. Aku kasik krg tgk gmbar sket...




Ini lah Ben. Kucing ktrg yg tlh hilang. Ni gmba mse die still kecik. time dah sebulan lebeh tu, die da jd sgt2 gebu!! Krg bygkan lah...xde gmba die mse tgh cantik coz xsmpat tgkap :(





Ni kucing ktrg skang, Karl..comel x??
Hehehehe, soh puji plak.

Die sgt ske dok kat luar tingkap.
Klu die srg2 die tido la kat ctu. Comel nyer!~





Huh, tgk ni, xsenonoh btol tdo.
Time ni aku tgh dok sebelah die.
Aku igt nk main2 ngan die tp die dok bersihkan diri plak.
Aku pon layan diri jelah. Dok diam2..
Ttibe die pusingkan badan die and tido!
Apekah?? pelik btol la kucing aku ni.
Die ikut aku baring terlentang.
(kat bwah gmba tu tgan aku)





Ni lagi satu. Die sgt ske tdo dpn PC.
Mmg tmpat favourite die ni, sbb panas.
Org tgh dok gune PC pon lantaklah, die naik jgak.
Ske btol kacau.

Mmg die salu kne marah ngan adek aku Shah sbb time die tgh shok2 men game ttibe dtg lah makhluk ini menutup screen..hahahaha..
Nice work Karl!! padan muka die!



Okay, kisah kucing2 aku da abes...
Say thank you Karl!

Meoowww2!!!

P/S: teringat mase aku tgh solat, die dok bersihkan diri die. Pas aku abes je solat aku igt nk bace Quran la jap. Start je aku bace, die stop bersihkan diri and dtg dekat. Pastu die cium Quran tuh..nyaris aku nk nangis..

Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana menciptakan makhluk yg begitu sempurna dan mengagungkan Mu..Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah...

(lpas die cium Quran tu, die terus cakar aku eh..kuang asem pnye kucing!)

Man vs. Animal - Siapakah kita sebenarnya?

Salam.

Aku teringin sgt nk tnye krg satu soklan.
Mmg dari dulu lagi la. Soklan ni slalu kne 'ditch' je. Pastu terus lupa.

Soalannye, ape beza manusia dgn binatang?

Aku gerenti, mmg sume org bole jwab soklan ni. Sng je kan. Maybe ade gak antara krg yg akan ckp, soklan ape la yg aku tnye ni. Xmunasabah lgsung. Mstilah bezanye, manusia ade akal ituk bfikir. Itu pon xtau ke...

The truth is, aku mmg xtau. Seriously. Krg bole gelak ikot ske hati krg.
Tp mmg hakikat nye aku mmg xphm with all this man and animal thingy.
Klu mmg beza antara kt ngan binatang adalah akal fikiran, abes dimana letaknye akal tu?
Skali lagi, soklan bodoh. Msti ar kat atas kepala krg.
Tp, adakah akal itu just alasan utk mmbuktikan manusia ni SUPERIOR?
Mmg manusia superior dr sume makhluk kat dunia ni.
Cuma sedar x sedar, kt sndiri yg mnjadikan dri kt INFERIOR.

Klu la akal yg mmbezakan antara 2 ni, bg aku salah.
Nape? Sbb tgk sndiri lah.
Antara manusia ngan binatang, mne satu lagi kejam?
Manusia. Mane lagi HIPOKRIT? Manusia.
Sape yg buat pkara yg xmasok dek akal?
Manusia. Jawapannye MANUSIA beb.

Haiwan xbuat sume tuh.
Kita aje yg buat.
Klu bto kt ade akal sempurna (Alhamdulillah syukur),
nape kt bunuh diri? (Masyaallah).
nape kt bunuh keluarga sendri?
nape kt mencuri?
nape kt menipu?
nape kt buat perkara yg mmbuktikan manusia xde akal?
Ye, mmg kt xjauh dr haiwan.
Btol ke? salah jgak.

Binatang xbuat ape yg manusia buat, sbb drg xde akal.
kt sebenarnye jauh dr binatang.
Aku selalu dgar, bile manusia buat sesuatu yg kejam je,
msti ayat yg klua adelah,
"kau mmg binatang!"
"Die manusia berhati binatang!"

Cbe krg renung blek ayat2 tuh.
Btol ke krg rse? Mmg salah.
Mne ade binatang wat bnde2 yg manusia buat.
Xde nyer. Tp nape kt still bandingkan manusia ngan binatang?
Itulah yg aku cbe smpaikan.

Krg try la renung2.
Bg aku, binatang lagi ade sifat kasihan drpd manusia.
(walopon aku kne attack ngan sekor kucing mlm td)
Manusia, dgn binatang pon kejam, aptah lagi sesame manusia.
FULLSTOP!

p/s: aku xphm ape beza binatang ngan haiwan ar...

nghahahaha~

Adios..

Secomel2 kucing pon, klu die marah ko lari lah...!

Salam..

Utk entry ni, aku xnk tulis pjg2 ar. Coz aku tgh dlm kesakitan.
Well, krg pham jelah, entry ni aku tujukan pd sape.
Sape lagi klu bkn si KUCING HITAM (bkn kucing aku).

Nk jd cite, I was attacked by a black cat just now.
Pas g mkn kat kedai mamak ngan Mama dpn umah aku,
otw blek, terserempak lah ngan kucing hitam tuh. Mama aku kt, die pnah jmpe kucing tu, mmg jinak and baik.

So, ktrg pon pg la dkat, mmg ktrg ni pncinta kucing.
Tgh mak aku dok belai2, kucing tu ttibe jd AGGRESSIVE.
Xtau la nape, maybe coz ktrg ngah kaco die kot.
Pastu aku pon nk try la belai die.

Sedar2, ttibe kucing tu grab tangan kanan aku and cakar.
Sakit die Ya Allah je yg tahu..
Klu nk soh aku describe sakit die, same dgn kne langgar dgn sebuah kereta. Serious, bkn men2. Denyut die sakit siott!

Even skarang pon, time aku tgh type ni, mmg seksa. Aku tpaksa tahan sakit nk type entry ni coz krg tau la aku ni mmg gila sket. Nk story kat krg yg fresh2 pnye.

Mak aku tkejut. Die kt seb bek kucing tu xgigit, coz gigi dia kotor. Klu x kne inject.
So, ktrg pon jln laju2 blek umah. Aku sedar yg tangan kiri aku basah dgn darah.
Tangan kanan aku xstop bleeding. Teruk sgt ke aku pikir.
Yelah klu dah mcm kne lggar kete, msti la teruk.
Smpai je umah aku masok toilet, basuh & keluarlah luka2 nya.
Kat tmpat yg bdarah tu, ade 2 kesan luka cam kne gigit ngan VAMPIRE!
Krg tau kan cmne rupanya? Mmg exactly cam tu.
Selain tu, ade lah calar2, kesan kuku kucing tu..mmg bnyk.
Mak aku amek anti septik and sapu, pastu just tmpal ngan plaster.

Xnk kaco kucing garang dah!
Moral of the story, secomel mane pon kucing tu,
klu die da marah ko jgn la dok bertepek kat ctu lagi, just RUN!

Aku xsalah kan kucing tu, mmg da NATURE die gtu.
Pas incident ni, aku still akan ske kucing no matter what.
Dah la, sakit gile nih, aku chow dulu ar..

Adios....