Suka, Cinta, Benci?

Kalau kite tgk sseorang tuh kan, rse berbunga2, smpaikan bile nmpak die ttibe jantung mcm nak pecah terkeluaq abeh sume...pastu muka mcm abeh merah dah xbleh nk merah dah la...ape mksudnye yer? Suka? Cinta? Benci? - xkn benci kot, hang ni kot yer pon.

Adekah gila maksudnyer? Tp xkn lah sbb suka org tu kita ni gila kan? kan? Yeke? Ntah la, cmne nk ckp pon xtau lah. Maybe just gedik2 jer, or maybe just crush. Fenin lah nak pikir!

Kadang2 tu msti harap2 je nampak org tuh. Sometimes lucky lah. Pastu sepadan je kaler baju..haha..xle blah. Tp maybe just clap one hand je lah.. (jgn guna peribahasa Melayu yg telah di translate bulat2 kepada English ini).

P/s: buat2 jumpe ngan kawan sbb tau die ade kat situ jgak. Kawan2 kat blkg tlg usha die pandang ke x..hahaha...of course la die pandang! Kih kih kih.

Kenangan Zaman Sekolah

Salam all.

Tibe2 mood di awal pagi nih, aku teringat plak kenangan time skolah dulu2. Ceh, mcm lah ko dah lame sgt tggal skolah. Well, lame gak la, 5 tahun dah. Tapi, zaman skolah yg aku teringat ni zaman skolah rendah. So technically 10 tahun la dah aku tggl. Ah, tuanya aku terasa. Cis!

Apedehal pon, aku bkn nak citer pasal betapa aku ni dah tua yer..aku just nak share ngan korang - even though korang mesti xnk tau - citer aku skolah dulu2. Bile igt2 balik, ade kenangan best, ade gak xbape nak besh. Of course lah, nama pon skolah. Anyhoo, aku skolah rendah dulu bukan lah sape2 yg hebat ker, terkenal ke - walaupon aku anak sedara cikgu kat skolah. Aku pon xde der nak jd pengawas ke or pengawas perpustakaan ker. Aku adelah aku jer.

Aku ni dulu nerd giler. Tp bkn nerd sains pnyer. Aku ni nerd si budak art. Ha, korang mesti xpernah dgar kan??? Aku xbpe nak kipas susah mati akan si Sains. Tp arts mmg aku lah. Kalau bab nyanyi2 choir, chorus speaking, poetry recital, boria - heh, I know - sume akulah!

Sampai ade satu kali tuh, aku masuk chorus speaking, and at the same time masuk boria, pastu kebetulan plak kne buat persembahan utk dua2 skali, on the same day! Pergh, ade ke patot, aku kne plak pkai bju boria pg naik pntas buat chorus speaking!! Lawak the very lawak! Tp time tuh, aku bangga lah... Sebab boria gak aku terlepas nak masuk surat khabar! - amboi skema nyer!

Walaupon aku xjd pengawas, aku dulu PRS. Ape tuh? Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya lah. Yang best nyer aku xapply pon nak jd member, tp cikgu aku yg pilih sendiri. Terer x terer? - Poyo lah!

Anyhoo, nak jd citer, time budak2 PRS dah dpt batch sumer, adelah budak2 kuang hajow pggil kitorang Power Rangers Sekolah! Well, bila pikir balik, dpt jd Power Rangers best apew..haha

Ade 1 incident, aku lalu sebelah budak2 laki, pastu drg pggil aku camtu, pnye la aku marah - lebih kepada malu sebenanyer - tersadung plak kaki aku kat longkang pnye besi tuh...ape lagi abes terbukak besi tu kne kaki aku. Kuang asam boi lah budak2 nih. Sakit pnye pasal, plus malu plus marah, aku blah cenggitu jer. Langsung xtoleh blkg dah.

Time skolah rendah dulu aku xpkai tudung. Yer, aku freehair. Xbangga okay! So, tiap2 hari kat kelas, aku selalu lah jadi bahan ejekan sorang budak ppuan nih - disebabkan ke'freehair'an aku lah. Aku pggil die N jelah coz nama die start ngan huruf tuh. Aku igt lagi die ckp kat aku: "ko ni xpatot ade dalam kelas ni. Dah la xpkai tudung!" hehe, sakit hati x? Well, tggu dulu, ade citer lagi.

Aku mmg la sedeh kan. Tp aku xpnh pon nk kesah. Pg skolah still freehair.haha.. So bile dah masuk U nih, ttibe jumpe la blek kawan2 skolan rendah thanks to Facebook. Die pon aku jumpa gak! Yang sakit hati, die bleh plak tnye aku, "ko ni yang mne ea? Nape aku xigt ko?" Oh, and btw, die dah jadi.......freehair. Nak je aku bgtau die, ko x igt ke aku ni dulu ko ejek xpkai tudung. Skang ko plak dah bukak yer? Tp aku tau budi bahasa.

Haha...pelik btol cara dunia ni berpusing kan? Kadang2 aku rse xfair nyer, tp bile tgk blek, ade je cara Allah balas. That's why lah kita ni hidup jgn ketawakan org lain, jgn sakitkan hati org lain, jgn EJEK org lain! Nanti jd kat kita balik....kan, kan, kan???

Sampai sini saja kenangan aku. Korang camna?

P/s: pnah kne sembur ngan hos bomba oleh seorang minah. Tak cool!

Terlebih Sudah!

Aku ttibe rase nak berlakon plak. Adoiyai...bnyk sgguh ko nak. Ambik sket2 sudah.

Lebih tepat lagi aku rse nak blakon cite2 seram, horror or cite2 action. Ceh, ni sume bahana tgk filem2 barat la nih! Huh!

Bkn apew lah, aku rse cam sonok la tgk org takut2 bile nmpak antoo ke, or xpon org yg perangai cam antoo. Bkn la aku nak kata aku ni penakut kan. Wah, blagak sgguh ko!

Apew2 pon, persoalan pokok kat sni...ade ke org nak amek aku blakon????

P/s: Aku terjerit tgk muka sendiri...

Door oh Door!

Salam all.

Look at my title. Well, the main character in my story is not going to be that door. However the door is also a part of my story. So, listen well for all that will be said is important for all men out there (notice the word men instead of guys?).

Anyway, my story will not be complete if I do not address all of you, a very important question. A question that will serve as the main opening for my story. A man is a man, but is he a gentleman?

Now what does gentleman means? Some say son of ruler, some say a prince, and some say noble.

Be it a gentleman or proper man or whatever you call it, the main purpose of this character is subjective. But if I have to tell you one, it is a person that can brings you comfort or conveniences. As Cardinal Newman would say:

A true gentleman in like manner carefully avoids whatever may cause a jar or a jolt in the minds of those with whom he is cast --- all clashing of opinion, or collision of feeling, all restraint, or suspicion, or gloom, or resentment; his great concern being to make every one at his ease and at home.

And I agree, for it has happened to me once. In fact, it was just yesterday. I'd just arrived to my class and I was looking for my group mate. But he wasn't there. So I decided to look outside. I put my bag and I walked towards the door (ah...the door). Then one of my classmate - a guy I should tell you - walked in. After a few steps he stopped at the side, and just stood there. The eyes do what they always do so, I looked at him. He replied my look and then he moved towards the door and opened it for me. He probably realized that I was going out.

Please. Do not think that I was hoping for him to get the door for me. No, that wasn't what the 'look' was for. Like I said, the eyes are only doing their job. I didn't even expect him to walked back to the door and open it for me. Yes, I was taken aback. Not a lot of gentlemen can be found these days. But perhaps I'm just being bias.

Forgive me. I am only say telling you this story because of another story. Another door episode. But with a different character.

I was walking toward my class and then I reached for the door and opened it. Again I was taken aback. No, this time I am the gentleman. The moment I open the door, one of my classmates - a guy of course - walks in.

Now I am not trying to be giddy. I'm not even trying to compare these two situations. I am merely making a point as to what a gentleman is. But remember, I am being bias. However, I have gone through similar stories as the first one.

I leave it all to you to do the comparison. Then only you can answer the question earlier.

HAVE A NICE DAY...

::Narcissistic Production::

See the title? I think they're self explanatory. Told ya I'm a photoholic! :)

Cute face. Failed! :)

Candid.really :P

Girls' Crazy Day Out!

Salam all.

The other day, I suddenly had this crazy idea about going out and spend the whole day at KLCC. I told it to my sister and she said : Yeah, let's do it!

Okay, so I was kind of in a dilemma. Then I said: ok...let's do it!

So the next morning, we went to KLCC with mummy. It's a good thing that she worked there so we got a free lift.lol. But the not-so-best part is that she goes to work at 7.00 a.m. Ok, what are we suppose to do in KLCC so early in the morning? But we go ahead with the plan anyway.

At the security entrance, mummy asked us to wait. She said maybe she could take off for a while. So we waited there for her. There was this security guard who kept looking at us with a very suspicious look. Like he's thinking, what are these kids planning huh? (Cause we are not Petronas employees) . So we went outside. Then another guard outside gave us the same look! Oh kenapa? hahaha...kami bukan penjahat.hehe

Anyhoo. We went for breakfast with mummy and then she went back to work. So we started our day with jalan2 and taking pictures. Yes. We took lots of pictures!! All over KLCC.

Owh and we saw Real Steel!!! It was an awesome movie I tell you! We were almost screaming and jumping in the theater because of the fights (no one heard us cause they were screaming too!). And the OSTs are great. Especially the one by Eminem. It was worth it!

Owh, there was an incident. A stupid one actually. I was holding my sister's hand when we were walking and then two guys from behind screamed at us, saying : wooo, lesbian!!! (mmg jerit betul lah). I heard him said it but I didn't turn but I said: Ade aku kisah? And my sister turned and stared at those guys. haha..bodoh punye lelaki! Not that I was embarrassed or anything. But they are the ones who should be. Nak je aku jerit: ni adik aku la bodoh! But, orang zaman sekarang mane bleh tegur cmtu. Silap2 ktrg kene bunuh kat ctu jgak.haha.. owh and ntah2 drg yg GAY x? hahaha!

Ok lah itu ajer. I'll post some photos on my next entry. Be warned. Very narcissistic!

:P

Laziness and Other Disasters

Salam uolz...

Let's cut the story short okay. Now let me tell you about the things that makes me lazy and the things that doesn't. This entry was a request form a friend of mine who's really interested to know. So I'm giving all the info. Although I have no idea what good it'll do for him.lol.

1. Sy rajin klu sy mmg btol2 nak buat satu2 bende tuh. Tp kalu sy ade persaan nk buat, mmg sy xbuat, or maybe sy buat tp xsiap.haha. Cth: Assignment, download movie...etc...
2. Sy rajin kalu sy buat bende yg sy suka. Cth: Membaca, menulis. Tp klu sy xsuka, sy malas nk pikir. Cth: Mengira...haha
3. Sy malas layan org yg xphm ape yg sy nk ckp.
4. Sy malas dgar ckp org yg ckp buruk pasal org lain tp die sndiri buat.
5. Sy malas nk pretend sy suka kalu sy xsuka. Sy tunjuk je sy xsuka. Watpe jd hipokrit kan?
6. Sy malas layan org yg tersangat sensitif. Maybe that's why klu ade org merajuk, sy diam dan biar die elok sndiri.
7. Sy rajin klu ade org yg ckp perkara yg sy suka dgar. Cth: About music, film, poetry...
8. Sy rajin klu ade org yg membantah ape sy ckp. Sy akan blas blek dgn hujah2 sepatutnyer. Xkisah la klu sy ckp xbetol..haha. (but most of the time I'm right). Sbb sy suka berdebat.
9. Sy malas layan org yg malas lyn sy. That's why ramai org igt sy xperamah.
10. Sy rajin melepak.haha
11. Sy rajin senyum and ketawa.
12. Sy malas klu buat bnde yg memboringkan.
13. Skang sy tgh malas, that's why kje sy xsiap lagi...haha

Ade lg kot. Ntah...

Teehee!

Tears, Weakness or Strength?

Salam readers.

First and foremost, I must apologize for I will discuss yet again about the matters of life. It is a kind of an inevitable thing for me. I can not describe how much I think about these things everyday. Things that relate to human. Today, my question would be, tears; is it a sign of weakness or it is a sign of strength?

Let me begin by making an assumption - although I'm certain this is true - that every single human in this world have cried. Be it that it was 20 years ago, 15 years ago, 2 years ago, a month ago, 15 minutes ago, or maybe even right now. There are lots of reasons behind those tears. Sadness, happiness, or maybe something in between.

Or it could be because of the littlest thing, or other people or maybe just you. And sometimes, you cry just because.

So what is crying to you? If it's a sign of weakness then why do we feel better after we cry? And if it's a sign of strength, then why do we feel embarrassed to just cry? Why are we given this ability in the first place?

Why do some boys/man think that crying is not a cool thing to do? Does crying makes you look weak and makes you look like a girl? So, girls/women are weak? Perhaps...

Everyone is capable of crying. Even a heartless man will have that spot in his heart somewhere. But are they capable of showing it?

To me, tears can tell you a lot about a person. It shows purity, innocence, love, sympathy, loyalty, and many of the good things. That is who you are. So just cry. Because one day, you will tell yourself I wish I had cry...but it will be too late.

It's not a weakness, it's not strength either. It's just being human...

P/s: dedicated to my dear friends, Atie and Ima.

Hello and Goodbye

Nobody said life is easy. Nobody said life is hard. I wish someone did. I wish somebody had told me that life is going to give you a hard time. That you're probably going to spend the rest of your life laughing, or maybe crying. Or maybe just something in between. Maybe you're going to spend you whole life saying hellos, or maybe even saying goodbyes. That sometimes people will disappoint you, and hurt you, break you and worse, they might leave you all alone.

I wish there was a manual on how to survive in life. Tell me steps that I need to take whenever I feel lost. Guide me through painful times. I wish I came with a reset button. So that whenever I feel hurt, I can go back to where I was before. Then everything will be okay again. Why can't I change my heart to a different one every time I feel sad? Why don't we have spare parts? Why don't we have replacements, why?

Because we are perfect. We don't need spare parts. We're not a machine, we're human. Even though we can't change our heart but we can feel and get better. Because we can laugh after we cry and we can say hello after we say goodbye. Some will hurt you, but some will hold you. We don't have a reset button cause the past teaches us to not make the same mistakes again. That's why we are who we are.

Bila Lelaki Seperti Perempuan

Salam readers...Annyeong, Konichiwa, bla bla bla...tdo...zzzz

Dah, merepek lagi..uih. Mlm2 nih...xleh nk elak lah. Oh yea, controversi x tajuk saya diatas tuh?? hahaha, klu sy bjaye buat kamu2 terkesima and stop nk bce, attention getter sy berjaya lah. haha.

adoiyai...sy pelik sy tahu.

Okay, baik saya jelaskan maksud disebalik tajuk sy yang 1 nih. Xde kne mngene ngan ape yang kamu2 sume pikir okay. Sy just nk citer satu pengalaman sy bjumpa ngan lelaki yg perangai nye cam ppuan.

Lelaki ini....wah mcm lagu Anuar Zain plak...haha. Lelaki ini, seorang lelaki. Yelah, lelaki lah. Tp die ade perangai cm ppuan Maksud nye die cerewet, sgt2 pnye smpai aku pon rse ppuan pon xde la cerewet cam die. Die pun cepat merajuk smpai xbertegur ngan org and mcm2 lagi lah. Nape yer? Anyhoo, xnk la elaborate pjg2 pasal nih. Aku nk citer pasal die and ade lagi srg yg ske btanye soklan yg pelik2. Xde la pelik pon tp krg akan terangkat kening gak la bile dga drg tnye.

Ade satu hari, Saya, Atie, Ima beserta dua budak lelaki Peers, Nik and Kaer kuar g uruskan pasal Peers Grad. Sepanjang ktrg kuar sesamer tuh, drg asyik tnye soklan pelik2 yg xde la pelik tuh.

Soklan2 nyer mostly dtanyer oleh si Kaer. Dan aku seperti di interview plak oleh budak itu:

1. ko kesah x klu hidop sorang2 and xkawin? - aku jwab, klu xde jodoh nk wat cmne, aku bole jer. Aku mesti la nk kawen, tp klu dtakdirkan xkawen, aku redha asalkan ade org aku syg ngan aku.
2. ko da grad nnt nk jadi apew? - aku nk jd writer. Aku ske menulis. Tulis cerita fiksyen la.
3. ko ade tulis cerita ker? - ade la.
4. Nak bce boleh? - xboleh la. xde sape pnah bce lagi. Sbb aku xconfident lagi nk bg org bace. Bile aku tgk blek ape aku karang, klu aku rse nk edit, aku edit la.
5. Cbe ko nama kan sape tokoh yang ko suka and admire - aku xigt la. Tp yg aku tau die ske bg quote best2 pasal life. (time ni aku mmg xigt namenye, skang da igt, namenye Mark Twain)
6. Ko ske laki tggi ke rendah? - aku ske laki tggi la, sbb aku tggi. Tp klu takdir dpt laki rendah aku trima jer. :P
7. ko ske laki camner? - aku ske laki yg simple. Yang x complicated. yang lebih kurang cam aku jer. X cerewet sumer. (aku ckp gini sbb ko tu cmtuh Kaer...hahaha..
8. atie tnye drg: korang rse pgg tngan awek seronok ke? - drg jwab.....tettttt! aku xleh bgtau..hahaha

Ade lgi kot drg tnye tp aku xigt. Tgk la, lelaki tnye soklan2 cmni. Cam ppuan plak...huhu... Skang da phm nape tajuk entry aku cmtu? hehehe...

Bai!

Chipsmore v.s Biskut

Salam readers!

Ade isu hangit eh hangat nih sy nk citer same kamoo sumer. Tp padahal xde la hangat pon, sje terover. Baik korang jgn terus bce, nnt korg marah sy plak...hehe

Td sy dan bbrapa kawan2 Peers, Atie, Ima, Nik, and Daus Ketua pg Kelab Darul Ehsan nk book tmpat utk Grad Peers nnt. So time otw kat lam keter tuh, aku ade perang mulut sket ngan si Nik tuh. Ktrg perang pasal Biskut and Chipsmore. Ingin sy tegaskan dsini, sume nye si Nik yang start dulu, bkn sy. Sy tgh nk komen pasal Abg yg handle KDE pnye matters yg kejap ade kjap xder tuh aku pon cakap la, abg tuh mcm biskut, kjap ade jap xde.

Ttibe si Nik ni cakap, bkn biskut la, Chipsmore. Walaweh..mmg la aku tgh mksudkan biskut chipsmore tuh. That's why aku ckp biskut, bkn kuih ke ape ke!

Pastu die kt chipsmore tu bkn biskut tp coklat yg kat atas die. Ceh...ape kes! coklat tu mmg la kat atas...atas ape, BISKUT! cbe tgk blek iklan 'Kejap ade kjap xde' dulu krg igt x? Kan dlm iklan tuh, BISKUT Chipsmore tuh yg kjap ade kjap xde kan? Bkn nye Chip coklat tuh! Jd basically btul la aku ckp abg tu mcm biskut! Biskut Chipsmore. Mmg btol la, chipsmore tu chip coklat tuh, tp die kt chipsmore tuh bkn biskut. Ape kah! (marah ni marah). Klu bkn biskut ape? ceh.

So, pada NIK yg nk lawan mulut ngan sy tlg la tgk facts awk tuh dulu. Geram! Cakap sbb nk lawan je semater...ceh. (Atie and Ima, sorry, sy tau kamu side ngan die, tp cbe kamu pikir gak btol x sy ckp).

Elek dulu...sy xde la marah giler..hehe..sje je nk emo..xde pe pon actually..haha. Just nk tegakkan ape yg btul. Sy nk ckp je td dlm keter, tp Atie yg tgh drive mcm stress je dgar so sy diam je lah. But then, krg bce la kat cni...

Sape xetuju angkat tngan!

Ha, tgk gmba ni, kan die tulis ctu, COOKIES! Cookies yang ade bnyk chips! (sggup google cari tau).

Kesimpulannye, jauh mne ko pusing, aku tetap btol NIK!

Bai.

Knowing

Okay, I told myself, no don't. But I just can't help it.

I have this thing about me that people find it hard to understand.

What is it that makes me HAPPY.

What is it that makes my LIFE EASIER TO LIVE.

Now I do have people that can make it happen.

People that makes me happy, and CRAZY all the time.

Who just love making fun of me and all,

but the fact that I never cared shows that it makes me CONTENT.

Makes me feel like I BELONG.

Somehow, I feel that this is it.

They are the ones I really cared about.

They are the ones that I want to be around with.

And it all happened in such a short time.

is there such a thing?

I don't want people to understand me.

'Cause sometimes I don't even understand myself.

I just want them to know me.

Know that when I smile, I am SINCERE.

When I laugh, I am SAD.

When I'm sad, they will make me HAPPY.

That's all.

Wondering

Salam all.

I'm in the office right now feeling bored. I know you guys must be asking yourself how is she able to write this entry while working? Well, this office is amazing 'cause they have WiFi and it's really fast! Owh, not really answering yea? Ok, ok, I only have to take care of the form distribution (xpayah la aku bgtau form ape krg bukan tau pon an). So, the rest drg yg buat. Except klu ade bnde2 kecik drg soh la aku wat.

So, when I'm not doing anything, I surf la! Aku bole on9 sesuka hati aku jer. Hehehe.

Anyhoo, I actually have no story to tell, just want to tell you guys ape yg aku wat pg2 kat tmpat kjer. That's all.

Time tgh tggu akak cleaner bersihkan opis, aku g lah jln2 kat kolan renang sebelah tuh...
Teringat time BFFs aku Atie and Ima dtg umah aku sem lpas, ktrg mandi kat kolam ni sesamer..rindu korang!!




Malas nak tunjuk muka dlm gmbar, tunjuk kaki dah la...haha...

Atie, Ima, nnt dtg umah aku lagi, jom mandi kolam same2 again!

My Bro!

Salam all.

Today I want to show you my Bro.
My one and only big Bro who's very dear to me.
We're only a year a part. He's now 23. I'm 22 of course.
So, growing up with that close age, we were very tight and close to each other.
Even until now.

We've been through lots of ups and downs together that some of it, no one even know.
I look up to him very much and I pray he will have a happy life.
A life that he never get to have before.

There he is. When we were kids, people thought that we were twins because we look alike and 'cause we are only a year apart.

See? Yang xle blah, style rambut pon lebeh kurang..lol..



I like this picture very muchie! Comel xktrg? Perah-san, aku tau..

Ni lah aku dan abg aku (eyh, ttibe ade nana nih. Sorry gmba aku and abg aku ade lam lappy lame lah...ini je ade.lol)

Arite. Ini aje. Daa...

Kings and Queens

Salam all.

Time for another episode of total crapness (don't use this word wherever you are, it's only reserved for those who doesn't care). So, let's go.

What if we were Kings and Queens? All of us?
What if we were someone BIG?
What if we were all the same?

What if we all want the same thing?
What if we don't care about power?
What if we just live and die?
What if we don't mind saying Hello and Goodbye?
What if we were all crazy?
What if we just be HUMAN?

Believe it or not, being human is the hardest thing to do.
You, me, do we believe that we are actually human?
How do we know we are?

I never understood how to be a human.
They say by making mistakes.
But making to many mistakes is making me feel less and less human.
Why is that?

Drama di Tempat Kerja

Salam all.

Lame aku xbermadah kat cni yer. Rindu kat korang...hahaha
Ade ke orang rindu aku? (jgn jawab).

So, by looking at the title for this particular entry, I'm sure you guys are wondering what kind of drama am I talking about yea? Nk cite la ni, ce sabaq...

Pagi2 aku dtg office, aku dok la luar sat, sbb ade mak cik cleaner nk cuci lantai. Ttibe ade la uncle chinese ni dtg. Aku kenal die sbb die ade dtg amek form semalam. Die ni sgt cerewet org nye. Nk kata scary pon ade gak. Anyhoo, even though die chinese, die da masuk Islam. So die saudara baru. Die ni mcm ade bnyk probs tau sbb dtg2 je die trus bkk citer masalah die kat ktrg sumer. Die kt brg die bnyk kne curi, kad entrance die la, duit die 20 inggit lah..kat dlm umah die plak tuh.

So, the problem is, masalah tu jd kat dlm umah die, what can we do? Btol x? Die kt ade pencuri, but then xde sape nmpak. Die pon xde nmpak. Mmg xle wat ape lah.

Die cite lagi, kad entrance die hilang, nnt kene buat baru byr lagi duit..bla bla bla lah...
Mula2 die cite kat akak jge kaunter tu. Ala, akak yg aku kt cantik tu Kak Rozie. Die pon dgar jer.. Die da xthn die blah..bole plak uncle tu ttibe cite kat aku plak. Aish.

Die cite dgn penuh kesungguhan yg teramat..amek kao. Aku pon xtau ape2 an, aku angguk jela. Just being polite. Smbil aku sengih2...ttibe akak Rozie pggil dr dlm. Aku pon masuk lah. uncle tu pon blah. Sorry uncle, bkn sy xnk dga, tp klu sy dga pon ape sy bole buat. I am just a temp.hehe..

Oklah, smpai ctu je. Aku pon continue ngan kje aku. Ttibe die dtg blek. Die tnye kak Rozie ape perkataan 'harimau' dlm bhs Arab? walaweh...aku pon terkesima lah. Ttibe je harimau apsal.
Akak Rozie and Boss pon terkesima gak. Aku dlm hati aku tau ape translation die, tp xckp la kuat2. hehe..

Pastu die bgtau sndiri, mula2 die explain pkataan tu dlm BM, BI, Tamil, Chinese, Hokkien..segala. Amek kao! Then die kt dlm bhs Arab, harimau is 'Namirun'. Mmg btol lah. Tp ape yg die nk ckp sbenanyer? Die kt org Islam pon xtau. IDe tnye imam kat masjid pon imam tu kt nnt die cr kamus. Pastu die kt pasal racist agama ape ntah.

Tp die mmg tegaskan td, die kt "I am a Chinese, and sy masuk Islam tp bkn masuk melayu. I am a Chinese. Korang agak2 ape maksud die ea? Aku pon xphm lor..

Ok, pastu die ilang blek. Ok la..kak Rozie and Boss dok ckp pasal die. Aku pon dga la. Bkn nk eavesdrop okay! xkn aku nk tutup telinga kan??? haha...

Ttibe! Jeng3! Die dtg blek. Kali ni pkataan baru plak 'sudu'! haha.. Die tnye ape makna sudu dlm Arab.Ktrg terkesima lagi...Again die explain dlm sume bhs tuh. then die bgtau dlm bhs Arab. Aku xigt la ape. Die mcm xpuas hati nape bile die tnye makna kat org Islam Melayu, sume xleh jwab. Uncle, ktrg blaja Islam bkn bhs Arab. Mmg la blajar bhs Arab tu pnting. Tp jgn la assume klu org Islam drg tau bhs Arab. Tp sy blaja yer..hehe. Terkial2 la gak.

Dah, itu je. Pastu diie da xdtg lagi dah. Hehe... Ok, cite lain plak, hari ni pergh, bz teramat la syg! Org anta form org amek form org salah bg form org xcukup form..huh! Mcm2!

Ade plak 2 org budak ni, dtg bg form, parents mane? :P duit yg kne byr pon xde. Dah la xnk senyum..sakit hati I tau.haha.. Ttibe budak2 tu ilang. Kak Rozie soh call tnye duit, aku call, Aunty tu cm marah, xde pon kt kne byar 30 inggit bla bla bla...ahh...aku pass kat akak Rozie..hehe jht kan aku? haha

Aku mmg stress ari ni. Seb bek ade 2 org budak kecik comel giler wat aku sng hati blik. Aku senyum kat budak srg tu die sengih..comel gile! Pastu die men pengsan2 kat atas lantai. Haha lawak tol...

Dah la, aku stop cni jer. Tangan aku da sejuk, aircond office ni pnye pasal. Ye aku kat office skang ni srg2...haha. Aku pon xtau la nape drg dok kt AC ni xsejuk. Gile la...onye la sejuk kat cni! Smpai drg bwk kipas stand tu bukak skali! Aku da naik beku doe!!

Pas kje ni, bru la aku tau, rupe2 bkn sng nk kje ni. Kene deal ngan mcm2 jenis org kat luar tuh. Patut la slalu org kje ni stress yer?

P/S: Isnin ni pkataan ape plak agaknyer?

Daaa!

Nightmare on This Street

Salam all.

Sorry, the title has nothing to do with the movie. It's just a title. I had a bad dream last night. It's been a while since I had one. I don't know why I had it (I think maybe I was too tired last night).

So, my dream went like this, I was kidnapped by a girl who's also a psycho. Yea, kidnapped! Along with 2 of my friends (I think there were 2). I don't know them. I just assume that both of them were my friend judging from the situation. And, I couldn't see what they all looked like, including my kidnapper.

All I remember was, we were in a dark house, and there she was, with a gun. So, aku bkak mata, aku nampak kawan2 aku tuh. Tp peliknye ktrg xkne ikat pon. That girl was screaming and yelling something to us tp aku xigt die ckp ape. Smpai satu tahap, aku marah, aku jerit balik kat psycho tuh.
Die pon ape lagi, marah jgak la. Die soh aku keluar ke halaman rumah.
Owh, lupe plak, tempat dlm mimpi aku tu sebiijk mcm rumah kat kampung aku.

Time dkat halaman tuh, die point the gun at me.
Aku plak, xtau la cmne bole ttibe ade handphone kat tgn aku.
(aku igt2 mcm aku ambik senyap2 dr die).
Handphone to aku igt jelas, mcm hphone aku dulu SE W910i.
Tp lain sbb kaler die hitam.

So time die tgh marah2 aku tu, aku nmpak mcm die nk tembak aku.
So aku telefon polis. Bru nk tekan 9, ttibe ade srg polis 20 kaki dr ktrg.
Sorang die jer. Bile aku nmpak die aku terus jerit, ppuan ni nk bunuh saya.
Then I have no idea why I started to run.
When I ran, the psycho shot me at the back.
I fell, and then polis tuh draw his gun plak and try to shoot the psycho.
Aku bangun nak lari, aku toleh blakang, polis tu kene tmbak, kepala die dah putus.
Walaweh, kepala putus? Aku rse psycho tu guna pistol jer.
Xpe lah mimpi pon kan.

Anyhoo, pastu aku nmpak kawan2 aku pon lari keluar, masuk dlm hutan.
Aku pon ikut sama lari. The psycho pon kejar ktrg.
Aku igt, aku nyorok blkg pokok..haha..
Tp siyes, I was absolutely terrified.
Takut sgt2. Time tgh nyorok ttibe bunyi handphone.
Rupe2nye alarm phone aku bbunyi. Ceh. Kacau mimpi aku plak.

Mase aku terbangun tu, nafas aku turun naik sbb takut.
Rugi xdpt tau ape jd.
Camne pon, mimpi aku ni mcm cite horror kan?
Kalu buat jd filem best nih..haha

P/s: Maybe mlm ni smbung blek kot mimpi. Ade ke? :P

1st Day At Work

Salam all.

No special story for today. Just want to share with you guys on my 1st day at work. I'm on a semester holiday right now so I'll be at home for 2 months. Since I don't have better things to do (than just sitting in front of this old lappy and rant), my mom hook me up with this work. It's just an easy job, checking papers and forms, that's all. And it's only for 2 weeks.

1st day saya mcm cuak jugak, yelah 1st time kerja. Saya xpernah keja lagi sbelum ni. Smpai2 je ade akak cantik kat dlm office tuh. So die bgtau ape saya nk kene buat, then saya pon terus buat. Keja die senang jer. Bagi borang kat penduduk tmpat saya tinggal ni. Saya kerja dkat office umah saya jer. Management pnye office.

1st time kje, saya mcm kekok, xtau ape nak kne explain. But then akak cantik tuh explain skit2 kat saya. Saya pon, bile org dtg nak ambik borang, saya kne explain cmne nk isi borang2 dkat org tuh plak. Xde susah mane pon.

Overall, 1st day nih boel tahan cuma boring jer. Yelah kalu xde org dtg nk amek borang, saya termenung jer lah kat ctu. Tp kan, akak cantik tuh garang. Die tegas btol, takut plak saya ni. Suara die kuat, nak compare ngan suara saya ni mcm langit ngan bumi...haha

Thanks to Allah, sumenye ok. Akak tuh pon, even tho die garang tp die baik dgn saya.hehe. Owh, td die bg punch card, aku pon tercari2 la mane punch machine tuh, rupenye kat post guard. Pg kat ctu ramai la abg2 guard. Segan plak saya (xle blah). Da la xreti nak guna punch card tuh. Saya pon tanpa segan silu tnya drg, camne ek, saya xreti lah. Drg pon tunjukkan. Baik btol abg tuh! hehe. 1st time punch card, best! Tp sy still xreti lagi la, cmne esok?

Anyhoo, esok 2nd day, hopefully better than today. Amin... Ok, smpai sini, nk pg tlg mama sy masak lauk bbuka nnt, selamat bbuka korang sumer! Jgn lupe bce doa.

P/s: Kucing sy Glow, nk masuk kuali panas, kang jadi goreng kucing kang!, jerit mama saya. Sy pon kat dpn jerit blek, "Kucing goreng la mama, haha." Mak saya tergelak ajer.

Toodles!~

Black & White

Salam all.

I feel like today's entry will be all about me since I'm the photo geek. My tendency to click the camera button is extremely high! Then again, this is how photoholic is supposed to feel yeah? Anyhoo, today's picture will carry the theme of "Black & White". I love photos with this sort of theme. It gives the sense of old times and memories (to me). Be warned, the photos are a hundred percent in a I don't care what people say to me attitude.



You guys know what else is black and white aside from the editing effect that I've used? My outfit. Yeah. I'm wearing a black shawl, a white dress and a black slack owh and a black watch. Talking about black and white!

There. I promise other pictures of me after this will be a lot less awkward. I'm still finding ways to pose myself in front of the camera. What should my next theme be yeah?

P/s: I bad at making a serious face.lol

Photo Of The Day

Salam all. Tgh boring2 ni, so aku pon tgk2 la gmbar2 yg dah bzaman dlm lappy aku nih. Anyhoo, gmba kat atas ni xde la bzaman lagi. Klaka an gmba nih? Siyes nk tgelak tgk. Rsenye Kak Intan amek gmba kandid nih.

Ni time ktrg kat UTM Serdang. Ade aktiviti perkampungan PERSIS. Utk Peers lah. Gmba utk hari ini. Kah kah, siyes la lawak. Aku, Ima and Farah, tige2 jelas nmpak boringnye. Tp Ima paling xle blah..yg tgh tuh.haha. Sorry Ima aku ltak gmba nih. :)

These are my babes. There are others, but I'll put them here later yea! Miss you guys so damn much! I'll see you guys next sem!

Adios!