Hello and Goodbye

Nobody said life is easy. Nobody said life is hard. I wish someone did. I wish somebody had told me that life is going to give you a hard time. That you're probably going to spend the rest of your life laughing, or maybe crying. Or maybe just something in between. Maybe you're going to spend you whole life saying hellos, or maybe even saying goodbyes. That sometimes people will disappoint you, and hurt you, break you and worse, they might leave you all alone.

I wish there was a manual on how to survive in life. Tell me steps that I need to take whenever I feel lost. Guide me through painful times. I wish I came with a reset button. So that whenever I feel hurt, I can go back to where I was before. Then everything will be okay again. Why can't I change my heart to a different one every time I feel sad? Why don't we have spare parts? Why don't we have replacements, why?

Because we are perfect. We don't need spare parts. We're not a machine, we're human. Even though we can't change our heart but we can feel and get better. Because we can laugh after we cry and we can say hello after we say goodbye. Some will hurt you, but some will hold you. We don't have a reset button cause the past teaches us to not make the same mistakes again. That's why we are who we are.

Wondering

Salam all.

I'm in the office right now feeling bored. I know you guys must be asking yourself how is she able to write this entry while working? Well, this office is amazing 'cause they have WiFi and it's really fast! Owh, not really answering yea? Ok, ok, I only have to take care of the form distribution (xpayah la aku bgtau form ape krg bukan tau pon an). So, the rest drg yg buat. Except klu ade bnde2 kecik drg soh la aku wat.

So, when I'm not doing anything, I surf la! Aku bole on9 sesuka hati aku jer. Hehehe.

Anyhoo, I actually have no story to tell, just want to tell you guys ape yg aku wat pg2 kat tmpat kjer. That's all.

Time tgh tggu akak cleaner bersihkan opis, aku g lah jln2 kat kolan renang sebelah tuh...
Teringat time BFFs aku Atie and Ima dtg umah aku sem lpas, ktrg mandi kat kolam ni sesamer..rindu korang!!




Malas nak tunjuk muka dlm gmbar, tunjuk kaki dah la...haha...

Atie, Ima, nnt dtg umah aku lagi, jom mandi kolam same2 again!

A Message...

Salam all.

I'm still awake right now. Tomorrow, I mean today is the 1st day of Ramadhan. I can't believe it's finally here again. Alhamdulillah I'm still here and well to perform my fasting. I pray that this Ramadhan, I will be a lot better than days before and Allah s.w.t will bless me and my family. May our deeds during this month be accepted by Him. Amin....

This Ramadhan will be the 1st Ramadhan that I will be able to complete at home ever since I was in Yuaiea! Like2..hehe

To all my Muslim friends, Happy Fasting. Take care of yourself and drive slow.hehe.

Random Stuff

Hehe..comel x gmba kucing sbelah ni? Comel giler!! Hahaha...xde kne mngene pon dgn cite nih..Just a random picture :P

Salam all.

Wah, aku kboringan ditahap paling maksimas!
Cemaner xnk bg boring nih? Menapak dpn lappy jelah 24 jam.
Semalam da cbuk buat photoshoot segar dari bilik sendiri.lol

Hari ni ape plak aktiviti yg aku nk buat? Photoshoot lagi?
Owh, caner nk jd photogenic ek?
Apsal lpas aku amek gmba beribu (nk dkat bjuta) bru lah ade yg ok.
Ade org tuh, tiap2 bjuta gmba tu la gmba yg cantik. Why?!
(disini aku bkn maksudkan gmba sendiri je, tp gmba bnde yg lain pon).

Xpelah. Korang pcaye x skang aku tgh dgar lagu Justin Beiber Never Say Never?
Hahaha..walopon I'm not a big fan of his, but aku ske lagu die.
And, even though jugak aku ske kutuk2 lagu nih part Never Say Never tu kan, yg mcm Nigahiga wat dlm video die, "Never Say Never....but I already said it twice"...mmg btol dan logik la tuh kan? hahaha. Tp aku dgar lagu best, aku xtgk org nye sgt. Tp klu lagu tu xbest, dgn org2 skali aku xske..haha Mcm lagu Rossa Menunggumu. Aku xde la xsuka mula2, (xde lah dgar jugak) tp sbb ade la hamba Allah yg dok mainkan lagu nih berjuta2 kali sehari smpai seminggu! Smpai pening dan nk termuntah! (aku xmain2 siyes). So, aku pn dah anti ngan lagu tu. Jd jgn mainkan lagu tu bile dgn aku!!

Eyh, aku da merepek pasal lagu plak. Kegilaan da dtg.

Anyhoo, esok aku xdpt nk update blog ni lah sbb ade kenduri kat umah maklang.
Aku akan mnjadi waitress plak time tu. Bese lah, permintaan hot nih..lol
Then, aku akan start kje plak. 2 minggu je kje nyer, xlame. Tp gaji die hot!
Time tuh pon aku dpt la nk update blog bnyk2..dem!

Moving on, weh, ttibe aku tringin nk buat v-log lah. Pasal ah?
Sume nye aku nk buat. Pastu satu pon xjd, ish!

Dah la, bai!

P/s: aritu Hotlink bg mms lagu Rossa Menunggumu!! Kuang asam btol la hotlink, bg lagu tu kjadah kat aku! Tau2 je. Dem!

Who Cares?

Salam all.

Sesajer nk bmadah kat cni. Penat jd serious plak. Tamo tamo dah. Benci jd siyes. Nnt I ttibe je bnyk wrinkle plak. (ape aku merepek nih?).

Ok lah, nk smbung cite trus. Tp xmao pjg2..

Selalu klu kt ppuan nih, msti xlari nk cite pasal guys an? Nape yer? Senang cite crush la. Tp kdg2 tu kt xnk org len tau yg kt ade crush ngan org tu, sbb org salu komen yg xbesh pasal die. Tp, matters of the heart ni, susah sket nk lawan kan? Stuju dak?

So, sbb kan kt segan nk bgtau yg kt ske kat org tuh, kt dok je bmimpi sorg2. Ade gak kt bgtau best friend kt, tp yelah, takat crush je nk wat cmne. Takat usha jer la. That's it.

Tp, makin lame kt usha, makin rse dekat je ngan org tuh. Rse mcm kt da knal die baik pnye. padahal xpon. Imaginasi je tuh. Ade gak most of the time kt rse meluat plak tgk org tuh. But still, bile die ade dpn mata, mulalah, xsng dduk. Tp mulut kt lain hati akan kt lain sbb nk cover. Btol x?

Yelah, kawan ttibe ckp die tgh ckp ngan ppuan la. Yg kite plak, yeke? Alah, biarlah..xkesah pon. Tp sbenanye dlm hati, OMG, sape plak minah tuh! Jelez plak. Huih.

So, itula, ppuan sbenanye. Walopon suke cmne pon, smpan je la dlm hati cause we know it can never be. Hehehe...itu saje.

P/s: Ttibe teringat kat die. Haish.

Family Gathering

Salam all.

Semalam ktrg wat kenduri kat umah. Xde la besar pon, just ade family, relatives and jiran2. Seronok sgt semalam. Mainly sbb sume relatives ade, with exception of a few people like my big brother, my little sister, Abi, and few cousins. Tp, aunty2 aku sume nye cam best jer kan, mmg riuh rendah la umah aku. Dr ptg sabtu smpai mlm td asyik gelak2 jer. Cam bese lah, klu family2 aku sume bkumpul, loghat yg klua mesti le Perak. Termasuk ngan aku2 skali ckp Perak..haha.

Sempat la ktrg sume usik2 org ni, usik2 org tuh. Mak aku pon kne usik gak, sbb die ade kecerendungan utk sebut certain word dgan ending yg ade bunyi 'n'. Semalam aku and maklang aku lah jd tukang usik nyer.. mak aku ske sebut 'Pizza Hut' jd Pizza Hun.lol.

Anyway, pastu dga citer2 makcik2 aku pasal itu la ini lah..sonok jer dga. Pasal cousin2 aku yg kcik2 pon ade gak. Makcik aku cite anak die dulu nk jd astronaut, pastu ttibe die kt nk jd tukang cat umah.hahaha..tergelak aku kat ctu. Budak tu mmg hyper. Susah nk amek hati die. Ade skali tu, kne cili ngan mak die sbb sbut pkataan yg xbaik. Esok nyer, die bole plak nyanyi lagu yg die reka sndri. Lirik die camni: "Semalam ku dicili oleh emakku..." hahaha, gile pandai cousin aku nih..padahal bru 5 tahun.

Pasal mknn plak, aku suggest mak aku masak lauk Pajeri. Pastu mak aku pon stuju. Hahaha, akhirnye dpt gak lauk feveret aku! Opah aku masak sedap tol. Selain tu, ktrg masak (kitorang? Bkn aku lah..aku tlg jer..haha) kari daging, sayur kacang, rendang ayam and order laksa kat restoran. Mmg terbaik pnye la masakn org Perak nih..haha..mak aku mkn smpai 3 kali. :P

Byk lagi lah citer, tp aku xigt la plak. Short term memory lost.hehe. Anyhoo, smpai cni jer la yer. Thanx utk sume relatives2 aku yg dtg, tlg masak sumer. Dan jiran2 yg dtg. Awek adek aku pon dtg gak, tp time umah da sunyi, sume org da blek, mmg xbest la. huhu.

Ouh, minx maap la coz 1 gmba pon xde. Sume busy smlm xsempat tgkap pon. Ade gak la gmba aku and cousin aku Raika and Awyn, tp aku xpakai tudung plak so xle la letak cni..so aku ltak je la gmba aku google nih..heheh.



Adios, daa...!

My Sister's Keeper

When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, 'I used everything you gave me'.

~Erma Bombeck

Salam all.

Korang pnah xtgk citer My Sister's Keeper? Kalau xpnah, pg la tgk. Cite die sgt best, dan sedeh. Korang mungkin bole blaja something. Blajar aper? Jgn la tnye aku, tiap2 org blaja different things.

Cite die pasal family. Tp lebeh kpd tiap2 family members yg ade isu sndiri utk hadapi ahli kluarga drg, Kate, yg ade cancer. Mak kpd Kate, syg kan anak die dan xnk tgk anak die mati. Bpak die plak pikirkan anak die Anna yg slalu jd mangsa utk tlg kakak die yg sakit. Pastu adik lelaki die Jesse plak, slalu kne pinggir sbb nk bg phatian kat Kate, smpai die ade masalah dgn membaca pon drg dpt tau lmbat.

Ape yg aku blaja dlm cite nih, utk tgk org yg kt sayang derita sakit, mesti kt nk buat ape je utk selamatkan die btol x? Mcm parents Kate jugak yg lahirkan Anna untuk jd penderma pd Kate. Kate plak, die tau sume org sedih and selalu buat ape je tk die. Die pun kesian kat adik die Anna yg kne tlg die sejak dr baby lagi. So die sruh Anna cari lawyer and fight for her freedom.

Kadang2, mmg susah nk lepaskan. Tp, mungkin da sampai masa kan? Bile kt ade sikit je peluang utk hidup kat dunia nih, jgn la sedeh. Be happy and just live your life.

Sebagai mak pon, bnyk sacrifice yg die buat utk anak2. Tp slalu xramai anak2 yg tahu. Pikir2 lah. Kesimpulannye, family sgt pnting. Kt kne hargai ape yg kt ada. Bila kt diuji dgn perkara mcm ni, xkn bru nk sedar?

Anyhoo, bnyk lagi yg aku dpt dr cite ni. Bnyk tlg aku gak.

Kate: I don't mind my disease killing me. But it's killing my family too.

Bai!

Single Mother

"Who ran to help me when I fell,
And would some pretty story tell,
Or kiss the place to make it well?
My mother.
~Ann Taylor

Salam all.

Last Saturday, aku dpt merasa jd a mom kejap.hehe. Aku kne jge cousin aku yg dlm darjah 2 (or maybe 1 I'm not sure.heheh) kat umah die separuh hari. My aunty and my mom plak 1 hari kne pusing sne sni sbb anak die yg third ade sukaneka kat Titiwangsa. So I was called to be the mom lah, kjut die and sruh die siap and then anta die g skola.

So, that morning, sng sket la kje aku xyah kjot die coz die pon da bgun sendiri sbb sume org bgun kan. Aku je yg still kat bed lgi. Then aku ttibe lak xle tdo, wolopon mlm nye aku tdo nk dkat kul 4. 6 lebeh cmtu aku da bgun. So then die kne siap, aku xtau die nk bwk ape g skola. Yg Ajim plak, (name cousin aku tuh) dok ckp soh bwk bju raya. Aku pon ha? what the chuck? hehe. Apesal lak nk kne bwk bju raya g skola? Pose pon blum. Aku call la my aunt, die kt ade event ape ntah, so bwk jer. Aku pon ok lah kn.

So, ltak la bju die. Pastu aku tnye, "ape lg nk bwk ni?" Ajim jwb, "xyah bawak ape2". Ok la. Then aku soh die g mkn. Pnye lah lme mknnye, bese la budak2..hehe. Aku plak da anxious, kul 7.45 kne gerak tp 7.35 blom abes mkn g. Pas die abes mkn, da nk pg nih, ttibe die nk stokin. "Ha? Stokin? Aku tnye, "stokin Ajim mne?" die kt xtau plak. Aku call lagi. This time ajim yg ckp.

Die pon naik atas, g kat beranda amek stokin bru baru basuh. Aku ikot jer..hehe. So da siap2 aku pon anta la. Ttibe kat dpn umah, ajim berenti dpn kete mak akuh. Aku tau apsal. Aku pon ckp la kat ajim "xde maknenye kak Iera nk drive" smbil gelak2. Ajim sengih jer..haha

Mmg xla kan, skola die dkat je ngan umah die, klua rumah trus nmpak skola. Lg 1 klu my mom bg bwk pon, aku xnk bwk.haha..

Smpai kt dpn skola Ajim, ngan beg Ben 10 nye berisi baju raya, aku pon tnye die "Ok, ajim bole masuk sendiri kan?" ajim iya kan jer. Ttibe die soh aku pgg beg Ben 10 tuh then die kt sat g die dtg balek. Die pon pg. Aku, heheh, terkebil2 jela kat luar tuh. Then die jerit dr dlm, "Kak Iera, baliklah!!!!! aku pon, "hah? owh, ok. Bye."

Kat umah die plak, aku solo je, srg2. Scary gak la, takut ttibe sape2 unknown yg decide nk 'singgah' ke kan. Aku plak, takut gak ngan Ajim ni. Coz die blek umah sndiri. Aku xtau plak tuh pkul bpe die blek, aku terjenguk2 kat luar tiap2 5 minit. Hehe. Last2 kul 12 die blek. Ceh.

Anyhoo, that's it lah hari aku sbgai single mother. Nape single mother? Yelah, aku still single, and then kne jd mak kan, padan la tuh. Hehe.. Adios.

P/S: Being a mother, is really hard, I know that now. Where's the bag? Where's the socks? Where's everything??? Oh, thank you Mummy.

Teehee!

Dearest People!

To my fellow Peers (during our disaster trip, lol), I feel extremely lucky to have met you guys. Even though I was always 'bullied' - in the bus and outside the bus - lol, but I feel like I belonged somewhere. Even if our trip was a disaster, but because I have you guys with me, I don't feel that bad. Thank you for being great friends! Love you guys so the very muchie!

Atie
Ima
Farah
Kak Intan
Alina
Kay
Khair
Ketua @ Firdaus
Din
En. Wan

Hope our next trip will be the BOMB!! ^^,

Pecah otak or pecah kepale? Aku rase dua2..

Salam ya'll!

Hehehe, nmpak x aku tgh tsenyum lebar mcm jln raye kat highway lpas bayar tol tu?
Xnmpak? haishy, mmg la xnmpak..kya3!!
Msti krg cam rse 'aish budak ni cam nk kne penyepak je, ade plak wat lawak bongok'.
Ok2, sorry. Bkn salah aku btol..

Aku tgh terover xcited sbb aku bru je abes xm ptg td!
Akhirnye...aku pnye la menghitung hari kan bile nk abes.
Otak da kat umah, igt Mummy, igt kucing aku si Carl.

Aku sebnanyer, nk luahkan episod2 gile jadual xm aku.
Aku xm xlame. Kjap je, 4 hari je.
Subject yg aku amek ade 6.
Cube krg kire? Hahahaha..
Don't worry, aku pon xske math gak.

Aku tlh dkejutkan dgn berita bahawa aku akan menempuh 2 xm pada hari 1st!!
Kendian, aku terkejut lagik, dgn berita yg aku akan ade lagi 2 xm hari last!
Pembuka dan penutup.
Wa caya sama kita lah!

Dah la xm dua2 nye mmg xm yg gempak pnyer!
Trimas Yuaiea!! Anda tlh bjaya mmbuatkan kami (aku & Onnie)
pecah otak dan kepala sekali gus!

Last day xm, which was today,
Kami tlah menempuh Grammar Analysis pg td, dan Mass Communication ptg td.
Aku rse aku confident jwab Mass Comm (bkn utk blagak, tp berkat aku study dan Allah tlg)
tp utk G.A, em, aku berserah jgak.
Insyaallah, aku & kawan2 dpt terbaek utk result nnt, Ameen....

Ok, pecah kpale ke x krg dgar?
Mmg time jwab soklan, kepala ni dah buat concert sndiri dlm otak.
Headache x hingat!

Well, ape2 pon, xm da lpas and I'm relived.
Tp nnt ade lgi episod pecah jantung plak!
Ape itu episod pecah jantung?
Xle nk tangkap ke?
Nak tggu result ar...
Haish, ttibe berdebar plak jantung ini...
Kyahahahahaha!!!

P/s: Tringat ade kawan aku kt nk wat jus otak...errgghh, geli giler!!
btw, aku ade new follower ar, trimas utk yg bkenaan!

Teehee!

The Return...

Salam you guys..
Sisashiburi!!
It's been a while since I've updated my bloggie here.. Sorry, cause there just wasn't enough time for me to do it all. Anyhow, I'm finally reaching the end of this 1st semester 2nd year in my study.
Heh, it's like only yesterday I was babbling about how the new semester was gonna be like and now it's almost end.
It's funny how fast the time flies. Well, the only thing I hate about reaching the end of the semester has got to be the finals! Believe me, I don't think I'm the only one.

I'm at home right now, and instead of studying and be ready for the finals,
I'm staring deep into the screen of my lappy, typing this entry. Kyahahaha...
I've just checked my CAM (stands for Carry Mark) and I gotta tell ya, I am not in a position to be relaxing myself.
But, what can I do, I just love to express myself. Kya!
Ok, that's enough about the finals.
Seems like they are getting the spotlights more than me.
Can't let that happen now can we?
Let's talk about today, right now.
I'm trying to get an inspiration for my new poem.
Can't seem to find one. Can I get some help here?
No? Guess not. Actually, to be honest, what I really need is a model.
Yes, a model. But, since I have no idea who, I guess I have to improvise.
Not easy though.
Let me worry about that.

Gosh, it's really tiring you know.
Wanting to do different things at once.
In the end, you don't get even one thing done.
How messed up is that.

I hate it. Really I do.
The desire to do lots of things is good, but when you just don't know how than that's just bad.
I want to write. Poems, stories, lyrics.
I want to do lots of things in my life.
You know what they say, life is short so enjoy.
I don't want to look back and regret not doing all those things that I want to do.

Ok, diversion, diversion.
See, I just love to divert from the main topic.
And I didn't even realize it.
So stop now.
Adios!~

I'm Back!!

I'm back!
Yelah2, xpyah ulang bnyk2 kali an...
Aku ade ke xde ke sape kesah btol ak??
Aku pn xkesah..
Ngahahahaha!

Anyhoo, mmg lame da aku xbermadah dlm blog ni.
Rse kosong plak.
Tp bile nk tulis entry je tros kne block.
Xde idea dah. Idea aku pg vacation, xblek2 lagi.
Mentang2 la da nk dkat raye ni..

Pape hal pon, skang aku ade kat umah.
Ye, sbb aku xdpt nk update blog ni mcm time 3 bln cuti,
ni lah sbb nye. Aku busy dan pling ptg internet xde la..

Yg pling xbest diantara yg xbest,
immediately pas raye, aku ade 3 xm!
Bole ting tong la cam ni..
Eh, bkn aku mmg da lame ting tong er??
Ah, ade aku kesah?
Ngahaha...

Anyhoo, aku mmg ade bnyk bende nk share ngan krg!
Bnyk idea kat kepale ni.
Idea gile lah..
So klu krg nk tau, dok la bersila bace aku pnye next entry.
Klu xnk tau, xsuke ti la..
Kemungkinan isu yg akn aku bentang nnt, kontrover-sial sket..
hahahahahaha!!

Adios!

1st Entry after a long journey to the centre of.......

Salam readers...
Yea, not now, I'm busy..
Bole ke aku tulis gini??
Krg jgn blah plak dr mmbace entry aku nih..
Acah mak enon, tp aku mmg busy, not kidding.
Ngahahaha....

Tahap ke'busy'an aku mmg dah mncapai ke maximum. Dang!
AKu ni dah la jenis yg xgheti nk susun jadual.
Sng citer, 'what I will do is actually what I will (probably not) do. Get it?
Tlg la get it.

Anyhoo, this is my 1st entry slepas bmiggu2 ke tgh dunia. Not really..tp ke tgh campus.
It's getting hectic day by day. Literally.

So, I'm just going to cut my entry short by saying,
"The busyness is not going to go, at least not for this moment. It'll be hangin' around me for quiet some time. So yes, I'm still hangin' on."

Well, I'll be back in the center tomorrow, and there's probably going to be another 1st entry after this 1st entry. Eyh? Ok, aku dah konpius!
Dang!!

Adios amigos....!

Happy 21st Birthday!!

Salam. Hem, xyah la serabut2 utk kali ni. Entry sbelum ni aku da puas serabut. Krg pon da tau ape tajuk entry ni. So here goes.

Happy 21st Birthday to me!! Yay!!

Pejam celik pejam celik umo aku dah meningkat setaun lagi. Aku still nk serap kenyataan ni. Xpecaye g aku dah 21 tahun. Tuanya! Onnie called me 할머니, which means Grandma in Korean haha... (klu aku grandma, die??) hahaha...

Anyhoo, aku doa supaya Allah tabahkan hati aku dan keluarga aku. Sejahterakan keluarga ku. Semoga kami akan sentiasa bersama dan tidak berpecah-belah. Dan aku harap tahun ni aku akan lebeh berusaha lagi. Insyaallah Ameen...


Well, skang bru 1:07 mnt a.m. dan aku da bnyk dpt Birthday wishes! Thanx you guys! Krg the best. Mmg bnyk la wishes kat Facebook aku. Aku paling ske wishes time Birthday..hehe.. Walopon, Birthday aku kali ni xbape nk jatuh pada hari yg seswai since aku br ade proplem pg td. I cried for almost 15 minutes because of somebody (siyes mata bengkak). Tp xpelah, this is my day, so aku nk Happy jer..

No celebration what-so-ever. No cakes, no surprises, no present (except from my Mummy). But I don't care. Hahaha... Just bg aku Birthday Wishes bnyk2 pon aku xkesah!! Aku br dpt wishes d Onnie, Ima & Anum. Drg ni antara yg suka bg msg Birthday awl2.. walopon technically, 21 tahun lepas waktu ni aku xlahir pon lagi..haha.. (aku lahir pukul 8.45 mlm la).


1st msg dr Anum Gojes berbunyi : "Hepi 21st bday.may ur bday Dawns with sunshine moments rainbow days,now n 4 always.love u!(smiley)"

Wah, sgt berbunga msg dier. Huhu, aku suke!! Tp kan, awl la die bg..pukul 11:56 die bg. Huhu.. But, trimas Anum! Muah2!!

2nd msg dr Ima berbunyi : "Salam.hai ira sahabtku yg comel.aku nk ucpkan selamat hari lahr y ke 21 kat ko. Aku mendoakan mg ko shat n dmurahkan rezk slalu.Moga hdp selalu bahagia. Hope we ll be frens 4eva. Love u olwez"

Pjg btol. Huhu..Tp best, I loike! Especially yg first part about being comel tu!! ngahaha.. Macih Ima! I hope we'll be frens 4ever too my dear...muah2..!

3rd msg dr Onnie berbunyi: "Happy 21st bday n welcome to the club, halmonee.huahuahua (laugh).jgn mrh.(wink)" Then she gave me a voice msg. It's a Korean Birthday song.
>Simple but nice..welcome to the club, mmg slalu die sbut. Haha..see, y onnie is very evil, she called me Halmonee! (mcm bunyi Hermione je..) haha... & the song, how thoughtful. Even though I think it would've been nice if u sang it. Haha..but still, thx love! Muah2!




4th msg dr Iykaaa berbunyi: "Happy birthday dear!! jmpe lg in 2 weeks..mish u lots.."
>Hehe, iyka2..yep, rindu ko gak..see ya in 2 weeks!! Thanx muahh2!!

5th msg dr Adeq berbunyi: "Hppy bday dear..ada bkak email x?" haha, the simplest and weird gak..huhu. Die kt nk bg smthing through email, tp xdpt ape pown, xsmpai ke??? Thanx Adeq, muahh2!!

Last msg dr Yatie berbunyi: "Hepi besday!!may Allah bless u.. (kiss)(smiley) (sowy la lmbt)"
>Huhu, yatie org terakhir antara drg sumer (mentang2 la die pling muda antara ktrg). Tp die gak yg paling close ngan waktu aku actually lahir..haha..thanx Yatt, Muaah!!


Well, mmg sgt ramai org bg wish. Aku happy sgt2!! Owh, btw, abg aku pnye msg sgt klaka.
"Happy day jadi.. Haha.. Love u sis.."
>walopon pndek tp sedeh je bunyi nye. Still aku gelak gak bce..love you so much my bro!! Muaahhxx!!!

Aku xpnah rse org nyanyi lagu Birthday kat aku so aku nyanyi sndiri lah : Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to Rara yg comel dan cantik, happy Birthday to you...ngahahahaha...xpenah dbuat org puji diri sndiri time nyanyi lagu Birthday..haha..

Dlm bnyk2 wish, aku paling tggu wish dari seseorang...die igt ke x agaknyer?? Hurm... Anyway thank you all!

Daa...

(✿ ♥‿♥)

Perjalanan yang (rse mcm) xde perhentian! p/s: kisah pelik dan extreme kami!

Salam..
Lame aku x bermadah kat blog aku nih.
Actually mmg tangan ni da gatal sgt2 nk tulis smthing.
Tp each time gak aku rse cam keinginan tu xsmpai lah.
Bole plak kan? hahaha... suka hati akuh la...

Dari 1st day aku nk tulis pasal perjalanan ktrg mse hantar my sister to her first experience in the world of tertiary education. Whatever that is. Sebabnye aku nk every bit of information is in the right place. Mksudnye time aku masih igt lagi la ape yg jadi. Tp skang dah seminggu dah...haha...

Tp xpe la, aku citer part2 yg aku igt la yer..
Okay, ignore the sign kat atas nih. We didn't exactly lost.
Saje je nk letak sign tuh nk bagi dramatik sket..ngaha..

So, citer nye gini, my sis; Nana, dpt offer to go to Kolej Sultan Idris Shah (x sure btol ke x, haha). All the way in Sabak Bernam! Sian dier coz slalu mnjadi mangsa tercampak ke dasar mane2 yg jauh. Huhu....

So, nk jd citer, ktrg mmg lgsung xtahu menahu dimanakah letak nye tempat asing itu. It's a good thing my ancle has a Garmin, so die tlg print kan map tmpat tuh & made our journey a little bit easier. (But still hard!)

So, time bertolak 9 something a.m. Aku, Mama, Nana, Shah & 2 org kawannye; Affan & Kamil pon pergi berjuang ke arah kebenaran! First half an hour was okay. But as we get to the next half an hour, we're so blur! Tp sib bek lah kawan2 Shah know what they're doing. So drg lah yg tlg tunjuk jln. What's that? Mne Shah? Oh, die ade je, tp sedap berdengkur tido! Sambil bermanja2 plak ngan Kamil. Xle harap tol adek aku nih!

Bnyk kjadian pelik dan extreme ktrg tempuh mse tuh. Kisah extreme (mungkin jgak pelik) no 1: Ktrg sumer nyaris mnyaksikan kemalangan diantara sebuah kereta dan....seekor doggie. Haha.. Tp, doggie tu xpape pon. Die smpat lari. I mean literally lari jer. Lgsung x berenti. Trauma kot? xpon malu org ramai saksi die nyaris nk kene hit and drive.. haha...



Kisah pelik 2: Pastu ktrg masuk la satu kawasan yg sgt alien bg kami. Satu hape pon ktrg xtau. Bnyk sgt kmpung & rumah2.. Tibe2 ade lah sign 'Selamat Datang ke...' (aku xigt nama kmpung nyer). Pastu of course la, 'Terima Kasih, Sila Datang Lagi'. Okaylah kan. Mmg slalu kt jumpe sign2 camni kan. Ade gak satu kat KL nih.. (yg aku hari2 tgk). Tp, yg xble bla nye, bberapa minit pastu, tibe2 je ade sign 'Terima Kasih, Sila Datang Lagi'. What the fish! Mne sign 'Selamat Datang' nyer? xde pon ktrg nmpak. Siyes. Everybody in the car (except for Shah la) was like "Aik? ttibe jer "Sign Terima Kasih Datang Lagi ni? Mne sign Selamat Datang?" Weird.. ahaha...

Teruskan lagi, smbil mncari. Clearly manusia2 kat dlm kete mmg suda bohsan. Sbb sesekali aku dga si Affan mnyanyi, pastu bgelak ketawa ngan Kamil. Shah tido. zzz... Nana err, xtau la die watpe coz die tercampak lagi kat blakang sekali..heheh...

Nape ktrg xtdo je mcm shah tu? Msti krg tertanye
kan??? haha...this brings us to kisah extreme no 3: Jln kat ctu mmg extreme! Siyesly. Xpercaya cuba ar try lalu lalang kat ctu. Mst krg pon akan xsenang duduk gak. Jln nye mcm bak kate Affan la senag sket, "Jerawat Jalan", hahahaha mmg lawak..mne die dpt ntah. Dan yg paling xtahan, selekoh die mak aii, mmg maut lah!!

Ktrg mmg xterangkat punggung nih! Ade satu selekoh yg mmg tajam giler, nyaris Mama nk terkeluar dr jalan! Alhamdulillah xde pape la, coz Mama pusing stering gile2 punye!! Tulah, ni la die nye klu dpt Mak yg ske drive kete laju2 mcm nk berlumba. Krg bygkan la, seb bek ktrg naik kete Innova, klu kete saga tuh mmg dah tebalik dok la...Alhamdulillah syukur xde pape...

Moving on, ktrg gerak lagi, mcm xabes2 jer jln...mmg ktrg dah xkompim btol ke x jln yg ktrg lalu tuh. Tgk balik map mcm btol, tgk lagi skali mcm salah plak. Tp last2 minit br lah 2 org tu perasan yg ktrg sebenanye dr other side of the map..drg pi tgk the other side plak. Seb bek jmpe..hehe... So smpai lah ke destinasi tersebut. Pukul 10 smthing kot, xsure..

Anta Nana msok dlm, besar gak tmpat die, cntik la, but sayang in the middle of no where! Rse nye town tdekat pon jauh. If you know what I mean. Sian die..xtau la klu aku yg dpt jauh2 dulu...oh tidak. Igtkan ade lah sesi pentaftaran, taklimat segala, tp xde pun. Hampeh je la..
So, ktrg pon nk blek, tpaksa tggal Nana srg. Aku tau, tgk je muka die, aku faham msti die nk ktrg tunggu. Coz aku pon pnah gak lalui ape yg die lalui mase 1st time kat PJ dulu..sedeh. Rse mcm nk soh drg jgn pergi dulu, tggu lagi bape jam ke. Padahal sebelum tu kan cuti lame. Tp bile nk bpisah ngan family rse mcm berbulan2 cuti tu lgsung xcukup. Yeah, been there felt that!
Tp nk wat cmne kan. Blaja kne la bkorban. Then I saw tears in her eyes. They didn't fell, just stayed there in her eyes. She's playing strong, but know she's not. She's just a kid.

So lpas dah bcium-peluk ngan Nana, ktrg gerak blek. This time around, Kamil drive. So no more drifting! Mmg lagsung xde.. turbulence tu sket2 ar. mg btol jaga keselamatan die nih. So mcm bese lah, aku and Mama celik je, and Shah dah K.O. Kali ni ktrg xikot jalan mse pergi td. Ikot jln len plak. Pastu Kamil ikot jln yg lurus je. Die kt jln yg ktrg lalu tu lurus je, even dlm map. Aku pon, "oh yer? Wah...ade jgak ek?" (ini lah kata2 manusia yg xtahu ape2).

Ktrg pon just enjoy the show lah kan. Then kita smpai lah ke kisah pelik no 4: Punye lah sedap2 mnghayati suasana kampung ttibe ade smpang plak. Simpang ke kiri. Lagi satu terus lah. Da separuh jalan, Kamil stop. Dpn ade lori. Ttibe jln die jd sempit. Ikuti perbualan kami dibawah:

Kamil: Betol ke jln nih? (Boleh plak di tnye ktrg, die yg drive. Aiyyo..)
Mama: Rsenye salah ar. Yg kiri tuh kot.
Aku: ..... (aku diam jer heheh).
Affan kate: Xtau ar, ko kate jln ni lurus?
Kamil: Aku x sure ar, coz jln ni smpit dr yg tuh.
Mama: Kiri tu lah rsenye.
Kamil: So, cmne? Nk patah balik ker? Ade kete gak kat dpn lori tuh.
Affan: Em, xtau ar, patah blek kot. Lori je yg bnyk.
Kamil: Em, okay, ikot majoriti.
Mama & Affan: Patah blek ar..
Aku: ...... (xde ape nk ckp..ngahahaha)

Akhirnya ktrg decide nk patah blek. Ttibe ade satu kete Myvi lalu, ktrg dok je kat ctu, nk tgk die lalu ke x jln yg ktrg salah ni. Tgk2 die jln terus, ikot ktrg gak, tp bape saat trus die brek. Agak nye die nmpak ktrg dok je kat ctu nk u-turn, so die pon tau die da salah jln. hahaha...weird.. nk sgt jln lurus, amek kao!

Gerak lagi. Smpai kat satu jln, mmg xtahan pning. Jalan raya die bengkang-bengkok! Mcm kat Genting. Sakit kpala akuh. Tp seb bek la Kamil xwat drift..trimas..haha... Ade lagi, kisah pelik & extreme yg terakhir: time tgh mghayati sakit kpala, ade la jumpe beberapa buah keluarga kera. Ye, mmg beberapa ye. Ade Mak, bapak, anak2 kecik2..yg besar2 pon ade, sume jenis ar. Rasenye spesis beruk, monyet & babun pon ade kot. Ramai tuh... sume tgh berkelah, smbil mngeratkan silaturrahim. Hahah...btol...x tipu!

Well, itulah kisah pelik yg aku dah kongi ngan krg. Mmg rse cm pelik sgguh trip ktrg tuh. Ashik jumpe and lalui weird things jer. Aku xtrus blek umah ari tu but intead aku blek umah aunty aku, coz my mum kne pg KK dan xkn aku nk tggl ngan 3 org jejaka tu? Oh No!!


Okay, that's all folks!
~daa...

Kenapa kita2 join laman web sosial??

Salam.

Skang aku sedang mngira detik utk kembali ke sekolah..eh silap, kembali ke campus. Agak tergila sket disitu..huhu.. bkn sket tp bnyk sebenanya.

Anyhoo, setelah dekat 3 bln kat umah, bnyk yg aku da lalu. Pengalaman yg aku tempuh. Ups and downs sumer.. Tp aku bkn nk emo psl tu plak.

Okay, krg sume msti da familiar dgn ape itu laman web sosial kan? Makcik2 pakcik2 abang2 kakak2 dan kanak2 bwah umur pon aku sure msti tau ape bnde nye itu.

Technically bole dkatakan sume remaja kat luar sane ade at least satu social networking site. Xkira la Facebook ker, Myspace ker, Tagged ker.. Tp persoalan nye lah, kenapa dwujudkan social networking sites ni? Dan kenapa kt join? Pernah tnye xdiri sndiri?? Well, ttibe je aku rse nk ketengahkan isu ni coz rse cam menarik lak.

Well, kenapa ye? Alasan yg paling famous skali, "cari kawan lebeh ramai". Xpun "Nk cari kawan2 lama". Yep, btol lah tu. Tp kan, klu takat kawan kat dlm laman sosial, dkira kwan gak ke?
Kawan alam maya jelah kot. Tp mmg ar, sorang bole dpt beratus2 kawan. Mne2 site pon.

nk cari kawan2 baru. Senang je alasan die. Dgn laman2 ni lah kt bole reconnect ngan kawan2 lama yg da tpisah. Cam aku gak la. Recently br dpt jmpe kawan2 aku mse time skola rendah. Mmg masing2 da lain. Ade gak yg remain, tp most dah berubah. Ade gak yg lupa kat aku, ceh...

Anyhoo, itula alasan yg paling famous. Tp ade lagi. Kejadian2 pembuli siber ni. Ape lagi nk ckp?
Nap ade jgak jenayah siber? Xcukup lagi jenayah yg blaku dpn2. Ade jgak yg bru knl dgn kawan kat lman sosial dah pg bjumpa. Dah bg number. Klu ye pon nk bkawan, tgk la dulu dgn sape. Tp bkn sume mcm tu la...

Tp, itu sume common sense kan??? kt tau dlm fikiran kt yg jgn cpt percaya org yg kt xknl.
Kt xtau org tu mcm mne. Tp yelah, kt ni kan baik hati. Org melayu mcm tu lah..baik budi bahasa. Yes...

Social networking, a place for freedom?? True? In what sense then? Lots of senses. Hahah..
Skang ni kt tgk ramai yg jd famous thanx to Myspace. Yelah, sape2 yg rse nk jd pnyanyi ke pelakon ke, bole la promote kat Myspace. Jln yg paling sng. Ramai da buat. Rse nye aku pon nk try. Nk jd pengkritik terkenal mcm Simon Cowell tu bole dak??? hahaha...

Yes, social networking sites are a place for freedom. Tsangatlah free sbb kt bole buat ape2 pon kat ctu. Tmasuklah jd org lain. Menyamar jd artis ke selebriti ke, mne de org nk tau kan?
Same la aku...hahah..

Anyhoo, krg percaye ke ade org kat dunia ni yg rse social network ni membazir masa??
Tic Toc Tic Toc, the clock is ticking.

"Cpt weh, aku nk balik umah nk bkk laman web social. Kawan2 aku da tggu."
"Aku nk on9 balik ni.."
"Ko xtgk ke kat ____semalam?"
"Npe ko xon9___semalam?

Ayat2 yg salu kt dga...of course...haha..

Dah la. Xnk la pjg2 nnt aku kene kutuk plak. Tp actually aku pon 2x5 gak.. aku ade laman web Facebook, Tagged, Blogger nih, Twitter, Cyworld dan segala jadah laman lagi yg aku rse aku sign up je tp xde ape2 pon yg blaku pastu..haha..


Teehee!
Chow!