Kisah Dirinya

Salam all.

Td pergi lepak kat satu restoran nih dgn Mummy and abg Safuan. Ttibe dtg seorang budak lelaki minta derma untuk anak2 yatim. Mesti korang selalu jumpa kan?

Ttibe abg Safuan terus soal jawab ngan dia. Dia mmg slalu buat mcm tuh. Die tnye budak tu itu ini, tmpat tu kat mana, dah makan belum, sapa nama, tggal mana, adik beradik berapa ramai. Budak tu jawab perlahan je. Aku nampak die mcm penat.

Namanya pendek, Min. Umurnya 12 tahun, darjah 6. Sebaya sepupu aku aje. Anak yatim. Mak ayah dah xde. Rupa elok, budak laki, putih lak tu. Asal Melaka, ade abang and kakak.

Tp aku hairan knape abg die xjga die? Nape bg die kat org yg xbertanggungjawab? Min kate xtahu. Dia kt ustaz soh dpatkan 200 ringgit sehari. Kalu xjgn telefon nk balik. 30 ringgit untuk makan sehari ajer. Sekolah nye kat Kedah, tp mintak derma kat KL? Ktrg agak, dia mesti xsekolah. Kesian, nk UPSR tahun ni.

Abg Safuan ajak dia duduk. Soal jawab lagi. Time tuh pukul 12 mlm. Abg Safuan tnye, bila nak blek? Min kt bila dah dpt 200 iggit bru bole blk. Abg Safuan bg duit sket tp dia kt, "ini untuk ko, ko jgn nk bg kat ustaz tu lah ape lah, untuk ko tau". Min angguk je.

Mama tnye, xde try lari ke? Min kt, ramai yg dah lari. Mama tnya lagi, nape Min x lari? Min jwab, xboleh, nnt ustaz jumpa blek dia rotan. Aku almost nak nangis time tuh. Kesian nye...

Dia bgun pukul 4 pg. Pg mintak derma pkul 3 ptg smpai tgh2 malam. Patotlah penat. Budak2 sekecil ni xpatot buat cmni. Berdosa aniaya anak yatim plak tu.

Mama and abg Safuan dah nak bw die g balai polis. Tp da xnk. So drg bgtau die, ape yg ustaz tu buat salah. Bole kne tangkap. Abg Safuan kt, nape xpg umah anak yatim? kat ctu drg jaga ko, makan elok, sekolah. Mama kt, nape x pg balai? Min jawab, "takut".

Ape kita nak buat? Kita kadang2 merungut susahnye idop, tp klu tgk hidup ni dari mata Min, ade lagi yg lebih susah dr kt. Sekurang kurangnya, kt ada ibu bapa, sekolah, makan pakai cukup. Tapi still x cukup.

Ape lagi yang bole dikata?

Suka, Cinta, Benci?

Kalau kite tgk sseorang tuh kan, rse berbunga2, smpaikan bile nmpak die ttibe jantung mcm nak pecah terkeluaq abeh sume...pastu muka mcm abeh merah dah xbleh nk merah dah la...ape mksudnye yer? Suka? Cinta? Benci? - xkn benci kot, hang ni kot yer pon.

Adekah gila maksudnyer? Tp xkn lah sbb suka org tu kita ni gila kan? kan? Yeke? Ntah la, cmne nk ckp pon xtau lah. Maybe just gedik2 jer, or maybe just crush. Fenin lah nak pikir!

Kadang2 tu msti harap2 je nampak org tuh. Sometimes lucky lah. Pastu sepadan je kaler baju..haha..xle blah. Tp maybe just clap one hand je lah.. (jgn guna peribahasa Melayu yg telah di translate bulat2 kepada English ini).

P/s: buat2 jumpe ngan kawan sbb tau die ade kat situ jgak. Kawan2 kat blkg tlg usha die pandang ke x..hahaha...of course la die pandang! Kih kih kih.

Kenangan Zaman Sekolah

Salam all.

Tibe2 mood di awal pagi nih, aku teringat plak kenangan time skolah dulu2. Ceh, mcm lah ko dah lame sgt tggal skolah. Well, lame gak la, 5 tahun dah. Tapi, zaman skolah yg aku teringat ni zaman skolah rendah. So technically 10 tahun la dah aku tggl. Ah, tuanya aku terasa. Cis!

Apedehal pon, aku bkn nak citer pasal betapa aku ni dah tua yer..aku just nak share ngan korang - even though korang mesti xnk tau - citer aku skolah dulu2. Bile igt2 balik, ade kenangan best, ade gak xbape nak besh. Of course lah, nama pon skolah. Anyhoo, aku skolah rendah dulu bukan lah sape2 yg hebat ker, terkenal ke - walaupon aku anak sedara cikgu kat skolah. Aku pon xde der nak jd pengawas ke or pengawas perpustakaan ker. Aku adelah aku jer.

Aku ni dulu nerd giler. Tp bkn nerd sains pnyer. Aku ni nerd si budak art. Ha, korang mesti xpernah dgar kan??? Aku xbpe nak kipas susah mati akan si Sains. Tp arts mmg aku lah. Kalau bab nyanyi2 choir, chorus speaking, poetry recital, boria - heh, I know - sume akulah!

Sampai ade satu kali tuh, aku masuk chorus speaking, and at the same time masuk boria, pastu kebetulan plak kne buat persembahan utk dua2 skali, on the same day! Pergh, ade ke patot, aku kne plak pkai bju boria pg naik pntas buat chorus speaking!! Lawak the very lawak! Tp time tuh, aku bangga lah... Sebab boria gak aku terlepas nak masuk surat khabar! - amboi skema nyer!

Walaupon aku xjd pengawas, aku dulu PRS. Ape tuh? Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya lah. Yang best nyer aku xapply pon nak jd member, tp cikgu aku yg pilih sendiri. Terer x terer? - Poyo lah!

Anyhoo, nak jd citer, time budak2 PRS dah dpt batch sumer, adelah budak2 kuang hajow pggil kitorang Power Rangers Sekolah! Well, bila pikir balik, dpt jd Power Rangers best apew..haha

Ade 1 incident, aku lalu sebelah budak2 laki, pastu drg pggil aku camtu, pnye la aku marah - lebih kepada malu sebenanyer - tersadung plak kaki aku kat longkang pnye besi tuh...ape lagi abes terbukak besi tu kne kaki aku. Kuang asam boi lah budak2 nih. Sakit pnye pasal, plus malu plus marah, aku blah cenggitu jer. Langsung xtoleh blkg dah.

Time skolah rendah dulu aku xpkai tudung. Yer, aku freehair. Xbangga okay! So, tiap2 hari kat kelas, aku selalu lah jadi bahan ejekan sorang budak ppuan nih - disebabkan ke'freehair'an aku lah. Aku pggil die N jelah coz nama die start ngan huruf tuh. Aku igt lagi die ckp kat aku: "ko ni xpatot ade dalam kelas ni. Dah la xpkai tudung!" hehe, sakit hati x? Well, tggu dulu, ade citer lagi.

Aku mmg la sedeh kan. Tp aku xpnh pon nk kesah. Pg skolah still freehair.haha.. So bile dah masuk U nih, ttibe jumpe la blek kawan2 skolan rendah thanks to Facebook. Die pon aku jumpa gak! Yang sakit hati, die bleh plak tnye aku, "ko ni yang mne ea? Nape aku xigt ko?" Oh, and btw, die dah jadi.......freehair. Nak je aku bgtau die, ko x igt ke aku ni dulu ko ejek xpkai tudung. Skang ko plak dah bukak yer? Tp aku tau budi bahasa.

Haha...pelik btol cara dunia ni berpusing kan? Kadang2 aku rse xfair nyer, tp bile tgk blek, ade je cara Allah balas. That's why lah kita ni hidup jgn ketawakan org lain, jgn sakitkan hati org lain, jgn EJEK org lain! Nanti jd kat kita balik....kan, kan, kan???

Sampai sini saja kenangan aku. Korang camna?

P/s: pnah kne sembur ngan hos bomba oleh seorang minah. Tak cool!

Terlebih Sudah!

Aku ttibe rase nak berlakon plak. Adoiyai...bnyk sgguh ko nak. Ambik sket2 sudah.

Lebih tepat lagi aku rse nak blakon cite2 seram, horror or cite2 action. Ceh, ni sume bahana tgk filem2 barat la nih! Huh!

Bkn apew lah, aku rse cam sonok la tgk org takut2 bile nmpak antoo ke, or xpon org yg perangai cam antoo. Bkn la aku nak kata aku ni penakut kan. Wah, blagak sgguh ko!

Apew2 pon, persoalan pokok kat sni...ade ke org nak amek aku blakon????

P/s: Aku terjerit tgk muka sendiri...

That Little Thing Called Life

Salam all.

There’s a lot to say now. But I’m still figuring out the words that I want to use. I don’t know how accurate the words would be, but there’s no harm in trying. What can I say, my whole life’s been a lesson. Sometimes there are just those times that I don’t want to learn. It’s more like I chose to ignore them. It’s like they say, ignorance is bless. But it’s also a murderer.

Throughout my life, I’ve seen in all. Lots of different- yet similar characters in this little play in life. There are many things that life can give us. You see, life, is a crazy thing. There’s good and bad, honesty and lies,loyalty and betrayal, love and hate, hello and goodbye. There’ll be good times and there’ll be bad times and also everything in between. But we can never know which way it’s going to go.

We are constantly finding ourselves in the middle of the crowd. Some will get lost on the way. And some will get caught up in all there was to offer. Life is like that you know. It’s just crazy and impossible - and sometimes it just doesn’t make any sense at all. It is unthinkable and unpredictable. Because there will be those things you see around you that you can’t understand. Yes, I’ve seen it all. Mistakes that people make and chose to hide. Trying to move on with a dark past catching up behind. But still we’re not willing to take the opportunity that comes by.

Maybe we can all be honest, but we can’t stop from hurting others with the truth. Sometimes the truth can get back to our face because nothing we do, is without consequences. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect.

What you’re going through in your life makes you think that you’re the only ones ‘acting’. Then all that’s left is by looking at other people’s scene. It can make your mind wonder if you can be like them. We look at the world through our eyes and we are the ones acting in our own play. We think that we have all the problems in the world on our shoulder and then we cry every night. We often wonder why it’s happening to us and not other people. But we’re far from truth. Like I said, our eyes, our play. We only see what’s inside but the outside counts too.

If we can see the world through someone else’s eyes, perhaps we would understand. Not everything bad is ours. And not everything good either. Anyone with a gift, will have a flaw. And anyone who laugh, can also cry. When there’s ‘easy’, there’s ‘hard’. We’re given different scripts to our lives. Scripts that we made for ourselves. And we choose how the plot would be.

And then there’s just some people who stood still and watched. Spectators with eyes wide open. But their hearts are closed. Watching but not seeing. It’s much easier that way sometimes. But their hearts will burn. It’s just how it goes.

What we say matters, regardless of anything else. But so is our silence. So which one is better? How do we know we have the right line? Maybe we have people to help us at the side, but too much help can make you weak.

Then you make the choice of burying your secrets way deep in the well. So deep that no one can trace it. So deep that you don’t even think it’s yours anymore. We forget that the way of knowing ourselves is through those secrets. But we don’t want people to judge us. Criticize us. Hurt us. So it’s better if no one knows. But people with too many secrets will die and the grave will be their only witness. Is that how we want people to remember us?

There’s only so much we can take. But we can’t take it all, and we certainly can’t have it all. Maybe it’s time to stop trying so hard. Because we’re not the only ones living.

Sometimes life would give you a hard time and a reason not to live anymore. But there’ll be plenty of other reasons why you should stay. That is what we have failed to see. We don’t want to see beyond what is written for us. You will be left, hurt and broken. But time will keep you company. Or maybe you just would never heal. It’s not easy. But sometimes you have to sit down when standing up is hard to do.

When you think leaving is the only way, then leave. Don’t try so hard when you know deep down, everything is a mess. You can hide the bruise and damage that’s been done. But the scar remains in your heart. And that scar hurts more than anything else. Draw the lines to how much you can take. There’s a difference between sacrifice and being stupid. They can stand and watch everything fall apart and they can say anything. But you know why you have to leave.

You can’t make everything last forever. What goes up must come down and whoever says hello will someday says goodbye. All you can do is make the most of your life and cherish what you have with the people you love and people you meet along the way. ‘Cause in the end, that is all you got.

We are all actors in this little play. Choose our character well. Choose our story well. And tell them in the most beautiful way you can someday. Only then you will have no regrets in your life. Knowing that you have given the best you can in your part.

Iera Azmi : Sincerely from my heart :)

Door oh Door!

Salam all.

Look at my title. Well, the main character in my story is not going to be that door. However the door is also a part of my story. So, listen well for all that will be said is important for all men out there (notice the word men instead of guys?).

Anyway, my story will not be complete if I do not address all of you, a very important question. A question that will serve as the main opening for my story. A man is a man, but is he a gentleman?

Now what does gentleman means? Some say son of ruler, some say a prince, and some say noble.

Be it a gentleman or proper man or whatever you call it, the main purpose of this character is subjective. But if I have to tell you one, it is a person that can brings you comfort or conveniences. As Cardinal Newman would say:

A true gentleman in like manner carefully avoids whatever may cause a jar or a jolt in the minds of those with whom he is cast --- all clashing of opinion, or collision of feeling, all restraint, or suspicion, or gloom, or resentment; his great concern being to make every one at his ease and at home.

And I agree, for it has happened to me once. In fact, it was just yesterday. I'd just arrived to my class and I was looking for my group mate. But he wasn't there. So I decided to look outside. I put my bag and I walked towards the door (ah...the door). Then one of my classmate - a guy I should tell you - walked in. After a few steps he stopped at the side, and just stood there. The eyes do what they always do so, I looked at him. He replied my look and then he moved towards the door and opened it for me. He probably realized that I was going out.

Please. Do not think that I was hoping for him to get the door for me. No, that wasn't what the 'look' was for. Like I said, the eyes are only doing their job. I didn't even expect him to walked back to the door and open it for me. Yes, I was taken aback. Not a lot of gentlemen can be found these days. But perhaps I'm just being bias.

Forgive me. I am only say telling you this story because of another story. Another door episode. But with a different character.

I was walking toward my class and then I reached for the door and opened it. Again I was taken aback. No, this time I am the gentleman. The moment I open the door, one of my classmates - a guy of course - walks in.

Now I am not trying to be giddy. I'm not even trying to compare these two situations. I am merely making a point as to what a gentleman is. But remember, I am being bias. However, I have gone through similar stories as the first one.

I leave it all to you to do the comparison. Then only you can answer the question earlier.

HAVE A NICE DAY...

::Narcissistic Production::

See the title? I think they're self explanatory. Told ya I'm a photoholic! :)

Cute face. Failed! :)

Candid.really :P

Girls' Crazy Day Out!

Salam all.

The other day, I suddenly had this crazy idea about going out and spend the whole day at KLCC. I told it to my sister and she said : Yeah, let's do it!

Okay, so I was kind of in a dilemma. Then I said: ok...let's do it!

So the next morning, we went to KLCC with mummy. It's a good thing that she worked there so we got a free lift.lol. But the not-so-best part is that she goes to work at 7.00 a.m. Ok, what are we suppose to do in KLCC so early in the morning? But we go ahead with the plan anyway.

At the security entrance, mummy asked us to wait. She said maybe she could take off for a while. So we waited there for her. There was this security guard who kept looking at us with a very suspicious look. Like he's thinking, what are these kids planning huh? (Cause we are not Petronas employees) . So we went outside. Then another guard outside gave us the same look! Oh kenapa? hahaha...kami bukan penjahat.hehe

Anyhoo. We went for breakfast with mummy and then she went back to work. So we started our day with jalan2 and taking pictures. Yes. We took lots of pictures!! All over KLCC.

Owh and we saw Real Steel!!! It was an awesome movie I tell you! We were almost screaming and jumping in the theater because of the fights (no one heard us cause they were screaming too!). And the OSTs are great. Especially the one by Eminem. It was worth it!

Owh, there was an incident. A stupid one actually. I was holding my sister's hand when we were walking and then two guys from behind screamed at us, saying : wooo, lesbian!!! (mmg jerit betul lah). I heard him said it but I didn't turn but I said: Ade aku kisah? And my sister turned and stared at those guys. haha..bodoh punye lelaki! Not that I was embarrassed or anything. But they are the ones who should be. Nak je aku jerit: ni adik aku la bodoh! But, orang zaman sekarang mane bleh tegur cmtu. Silap2 ktrg kene bunuh kat ctu jgak.haha.. owh and ntah2 drg yg GAY x? hahaha!

Ok lah itu ajer. I'll post some photos on my next entry. Be warned. Very narcissistic!

:P

Laziness and Other Disasters

Salam uolz...

Let's cut the story short okay. Now let me tell you about the things that makes me lazy and the things that doesn't. This entry was a request form a friend of mine who's really interested to know. So I'm giving all the info. Although I have no idea what good it'll do for him.lol.

1. Sy rajin klu sy mmg btol2 nak buat satu2 bende tuh. Tp kalu sy ade persaan nk buat, mmg sy xbuat, or maybe sy buat tp xsiap.haha. Cth: Assignment, download movie...etc...
2. Sy rajin kalu sy buat bende yg sy suka. Cth: Membaca, menulis. Tp klu sy xsuka, sy malas nk pikir. Cth: Mengira...haha
3. Sy malas layan org yg xphm ape yg sy nk ckp.
4. Sy malas dgar ckp org yg ckp buruk pasal org lain tp die sndiri buat.
5. Sy malas nk pretend sy suka kalu sy xsuka. Sy tunjuk je sy xsuka. Watpe jd hipokrit kan?
6. Sy malas layan org yg tersangat sensitif. Maybe that's why klu ade org merajuk, sy diam dan biar die elok sndiri.
7. Sy rajin klu ade org yg ckp perkara yg sy suka dgar. Cth: About music, film, poetry...
8. Sy rajin klu ade org yg membantah ape sy ckp. Sy akan blas blek dgn hujah2 sepatutnyer. Xkisah la klu sy ckp xbetol..haha. (but most of the time I'm right). Sbb sy suka berdebat.
9. Sy malas layan org yg malas lyn sy. That's why ramai org igt sy xperamah.
10. Sy rajin melepak.haha
11. Sy rajin senyum and ketawa.
12. Sy malas klu buat bnde yg memboringkan.
13. Skang sy tgh malas, that's why kje sy xsiap lagi...haha

Ade lg kot. Ntah...

Teehee!

Ignorant or just Plain Stupid?

Salam all.

Hari ni yang sepatutnye jd hari yg penuh kaler2 utk aku, ttibe dgelapkan oleh 2 org girls nih. Xle blah ayat kan.haha. Aku xtau la ape nk jd manusia2 zaman skang nih. Dah xde kesedaran sivik dah.. sengal la drg nih (termasuk aku jgak). Mesti korang ttanye kan ape yg budak ni melabun dan merepek nih.haha.. aku cite aku cite yer..

Actually, bende ni da bnyk kali aku update kat blog ni (tak tau la klu krg xbace ke x). Tp mmg bende ni common lah. Td time aku nk beratur nk mkn lunch, ttibe ade la 2 org minah ni selamba tenuk je potong line aku and Ima. Mmg la xde sign sruh queue up kan. Tp kau patut sedar sendiri lah, klu tmpat2 cmni mmg kau patut beratur lah. Aku xkesah klu kau nk ptong pon kan, tp at least, hati aku sedap la sket kalu kau minta lalu ke, excuse me ke x pon ape2 yg bleh wat aku xsakit hati. Tp sbb kau senang2 je ptong xckp ape pon.

Yang sorang tuh plak tudung 'lebih'. Act according to your look lah. Otherwise people will say you're hypocrite! And when that happens, u deny like crazy plak...

So, in conclusion, you guys please...have if not a lot just a tiny bitty sense of caring and responsible. And please be aware of other people's rights! Our rights!

Jgn la smpai orang2 kat Malaysia ni jadi macam org2 dlm kejadian kat China tuh. Budak umur 2 tahun kene langgar lari, xde sape pon tolong. Jalan2 and tgk aje budak tuh. Xde ke rse responsible ngan nyawa org? Once ko nmpak budak tu perlu pertolongan, and klu ko xtolong, and die mati, ko pon berdosa skali! Budak tuh dok kat tgh jln tuh nyawa2 ikan. Dah la kene langgar bukan sekali.

Yg lori tu plak, ade ke patut dah langgar skali, die stop and langgar lagi skali ngan tayar blakang! Sbb nk make sure budak tu mati! Pemandu tu kata, klu budak tu mati, die perlu byar sket jer, tp klu xmati, maybe die kne byr lagi mahal. Sekali lagi aku tnye, kita ni manusia ke atau? (krg pikir la sendiri, yg pasti I wasn't going to write 'binatang').

Satu je yg aku benci ttg citer kat China tuh. Ade makcik tolong angkat budak tu ketepi, Makcik tu try nk tlg ngan minta tlong org rmai kat ctu. Tp drg kate mind ur own business! nape xtolong pggilkan ambulans? Nape xtolong die? Klu xbleh tlong, at least duduk ngan die pon xpe. Nape biarkan die?

Hancur luluh hati aku tgk video tuh. I can't keep writing cause' if go on, I'll cry. Klu krg nk tau lebeh lagi click here.

WHO ARE WE REALLY? ARE THERE NO MORE HOPES ON HUMANITY?

Hello and Goodbye

Nobody said life is easy. Nobody said life is hard. I wish someone did. I wish somebody had told me that life is going to give you a hard time. That you're probably going to spend the rest of your life laughing, or maybe crying. Or maybe just something in between. Maybe you're going to spend you whole life saying hellos, or maybe even saying goodbyes. That sometimes people will disappoint you, and hurt you, break you and worse, they might leave you all alone.

I wish there was a manual on how to survive in life. Tell me steps that I need to take whenever I feel lost. Guide me through painful times. I wish I came with a reset button. So that whenever I feel hurt, I can go back to where I was before. Then everything will be okay again. Why can't I change my heart to a different one every time I feel sad? Why don't we have spare parts? Why don't we have replacements, why?

Because we are perfect. We don't need spare parts. We're not a machine, we're human. Even though we can't change our heart but we can feel and get better. Because we can laugh after we cry and we can say hello after we say goodbye. Some will hurt you, but some will hold you. We don't have a reset button cause the past teaches us to not make the same mistakes again. That's why we are who we are.

Bila Lelaki Seperti Perempuan

Salam readers...Annyeong, Konichiwa, bla bla bla...tdo...zzzz

Dah, merepek lagi..uih. Mlm2 nih...xleh nk elak lah. Oh yea, controversi x tajuk saya diatas tuh?? hahaha, klu sy bjaye buat kamu2 terkesima and stop nk bce, attention getter sy berjaya lah. haha.

adoiyai...sy pelik sy tahu.

Okay, baik saya jelaskan maksud disebalik tajuk sy yang 1 nih. Xde kne mngene ngan ape yang kamu2 sume pikir okay. Sy just nk citer satu pengalaman sy bjumpa ngan lelaki yg perangai nye cam ppuan.

Lelaki ini....wah mcm lagu Anuar Zain plak...haha. Lelaki ini, seorang lelaki. Yelah, lelaki lah. Tp die ade perangai cm ppuan Maksud nye die cerewet, sgt2 pnye smpai aku pon rse ppuan pon xde la cerewet cam die. Die pun cepat merajuk smpai xbertegur ngan org and mcm2 lagi lah. Nape yer? Anyhoo, xnk la elaborate pjg2 pasal nih. Aku nk citer pasal die and ade lagi srg yg ske btanye soklan yg pelik2. Xde la pelik pon tp krg akan terangkat kening gak la bile dga drg tnye.

Ade satu hari, Saya, Atie, Ima beserta dua budak lelaki Peers, Nik and Kaer kuar g uruskan pasal Peers Grad. Sepanjang ktrg kuar sesamer tuh, drg asyik tnye soklan pelik2 yg xde la pelik tuh.

Soklan2 nyer mostly dtanyer oleh si Kaer. Dan aku seperti di interview plak oleh budak itu:

1. ko kesah x klu hidop sorang2 and xkawin? - aku jwab, klu xde jodoh nk wat cmne, aku bole jer. Aku mesti la nk kawen, tp klu dtakdirkan xkawen, aku redha asalkan ade org aku syg ngan aku.
2. ko da grad nnt nk jadi apew? - aku nk jd writer. Aku ske menulis. Tulis cerita fiksyen la.
3. ko ade tulis cerita ker? - ade la.
4. Nak bce boleh? - xboleh la. xde sape pnah bce lagi. Sbb aku xconfident lagi nk bg org bace. Bile aku tgk blek ape aku karang, klu aku rse nk edit, aku edit la.
5. Cbe ko nama kan sape tokoh yang ko suka and admire - aku xigt la. Tp yg aku tau die ske bg quote best2 pasal life. (time ni aku mmg xigt namenye, skang da igt, namenye Mark Twain)
6. Ko ske laki tggi ke rendah? - aku ske laki tggi la, sbb aku tggi. Tp klu takdir dpt laki rendah aku trima jer. :P
7. ko ske laki camner? - aku ske laki yg simple. Yang x complicated. yang lebih kurang cam aku jer. X cerewet sumer. (aku ckp gini sbb ko tu cmtuh Kaer...hahaha..
8. atie tnye drg: korang rse pgg tngan awek seronok ke? - drg jwab.....tettttt! aku xleh bgtau..hahaha

Ade lgi kot drg tnye tp aku xigt. Tgk la, lelaki tnye soklan2 cmni. Cam ppuan plak...huhu... Skang da phm nape tajuk entry aku cmtu? hehehe...

Bai!

Chipsmore v.s Biskut

Salam readers!

Ade isu hangit eh hangat nih sy nk citer same kamoo sumer. Tp padahal xde la hangat pon, sje terover. Baik korang jgn terus bce, nnt korg marah sy plak...hehe

Td sy dan bbrapa kawan2 Peers, Atie, Ima, Nik, and Daus Ketua pg Kelab Darul Ehsan nk book tmpat utk Grad Peers nnt. So time otw kat lam keter tuh, aku ade perang mulut sket ngan si Nik tuh. Ktrg perang pasal Biskut and Chipsmore. Ingin sy tegaskan dsini, sume nye si Nik yang start dulu, bkn sy. Sy tgh nk komen pasal Abg yg handle KDE pnye matters yg kejap ade kjap xder tuh aku pon cakap la, abg tuh mcm biskut, kjap ade jap xde.

Ttibe si Nik ni cakap, bkn biskut la, Chipsmore. Walaweh..mmg la aku tgh mksudkan biskut chipsmore tuh. That's why aku ckp biskut, bkn kuih ke ape ke!

Pastu die kt chipsmore tu bkn biskut tp coklat yg kat atas die. Ceh...ape kes! coklat tu mmg la kat atas...atas ape, BISKUT! cbe tgk blek iklan 'Kejap ade kjap xde' dulu krg igt x? Kan dlm iklan tuh, BISKUT Chipsmore tuh yg kjap ade kjap xde kan? Bkn nye Chip coklat tuh! Jd basically btul la aku ckp abg tu mcm biskut! Biskut Chipsmore. Mmg btol la, chipsmore tu chip coklat tuh, tp die kt chipsmore tuh bkn biskut. Ape kah! (marah ni marah). Klu bkn biskut ape? ceh.

So, pada NIK yg nk lawan mulut ngan sy tlg la tgk facts awk tuh dulu. Geram! Cakap sbb nk lawan je semater...ceh. (Atie and Ima, sorry, sy tau kamu side ngan die, tp cbe kamu pikir gak btol x sy ckp).

Elek dulu...sy xde la marah giler..hehe..sje je nk emo..xde pe pon actually..haha. Just nk tegakkan ape yg btul. Sy nk ckp je td dlm keter, tp Atie yg tgh drive mcm stress je dgar so sy diam je lah. But then, krg bce la kat cni...

Sape xetuju angkat tngan!

Ha, tgk gmba ni, kan die tulis ctu, COOKIES! Cookies yang ade bnyk chips! (sggup google cari tau).

Kesimpulannye, jauh mne ko pusing, aku tetap btol NIK!

Bai.

Worlds Within

Salam beloved readers :)

It's a beautiful day isn't it? Bayang je la...ok.

It's been agesssssss since aku last update blog aku nih. Dusty2!!

Duster pon xleh nk cuci. Ye, mulalah aku merepek. Sengal lah! haha!

Ok, skang mungkin korang akan berbisik sesamer sendiri ape hal la minah ni...sakit jiwa kot.

Xde, aku xde sakit jiwa. Walopon ade bebrapa test yg aku amek kat Pakcik Tenet ni mngatakan yg aku ni agak stress sket, tp I'm still holding on!

Aktivity aku di ruang virtual nih kurang sket lately. Sbb per? Yelah, jd student smbil ber blogging part time nih kdg2 susah gak. Lgi2 plak aku xtau la nk melabun apew kat cnih.

Anyhoo, skang aku nk citer pasal orang. Yer, balik2 tajuk org...kan. Xkesah la.

Aku ni jenis ske observe org. mmg ske tahap yg smpai aku sndiri xsedar aku tgh usha org wahaha..dan bile aku usha, aku nmpak la manusia ni sbenanye same jer, cuma perangai lain2. Mcm pepatah Melayu la rambut sama hitam, hati lain2. Btol ke nih? Klu salah tlg tunjukkan yer..hehe.

So, aku nk cite pasal style. Skang ni aku tgk ramai yg dah berani. Based on my observation kat campus akuh, budak2 zaman skang dah maju. Aku tgk laki xkesah pkai beg cm ppuan pnyer, ppuan xkesah pakai beg laki pnyer, bju ppuan lai pkai...bju laki pon ppuan pkai..ish, bunyi cam kontroversi ek? xlah..aku bkn mksudkan cmtu...maksud aku skang bnyk style yg da unisex. Dua2 bole pkai. Get it?

Sume pon cm gedeban lah....haha.

Dah cukup, xtau nk kt ape dah...later!

The Girl in the Mirror

Salam all.

Lame gila xupdate blog aku nih ever since balik raya ari tuh. Xsempat online pon since bile smpai umah jer, trus kemas brg then off to campus. Tergesa2 btol, nasib xcmpak je brg2 tuh. Tu pon ade gak 2, 3 barang yg ttinggal. But, now I'm at home, in front of my lappy and of course, on line. ;)

Ok, kembali ke pangkal jalan. For today's entry, mmg da ade lame dlm pale otak, cuma, like I said la, time nk update nye xde. Nape tajuk nye gitu? Sape plak ppuan dlm cermin tuh? Aku lah. Aku nk cite perangai aku camne. Although aku rse aku da bnyk tulis entry cmni. :P

Tak kesah lah. Ni lah aku setakat yg aku tau. Aku xtau plak org tgk aku ni cmner. Ok yg aku suka:

1. Aku ske senyum. Kdg2 smpai aku sndiri xprasan yg aku tgh tersengih cm kerang busuk. Time jln2 pon aku senyum gak. Bile aku tgk org, org tgk aku, aku senyum kt org tuh. Klu lelaki xla, except klu drg senyum kt aku, aku blas la..haha..
2. Klu ske senyum cam org gila, of course aku mesti ske gelak gak. Yer, aku ske ketawa. Ketawa itu ubat, org kata.
3. Aku ske wat lawak. Walopon kdg2 xmnjadi. Tp bile org ketawa sbb aku, aku rse heppy sesangat! Sbb drg happy :D
4. Aku cinta ngan kucing! Aku sgt sayang kucing, even kucing2 kat luar tuh. That's why klu korang kt korang xske kucing, aku akan buat muka, so jgn marah aku. :D Aku pon ske anything cute la.
5. Aku ske budak2. Baby, budak2 kecik. Aku ske layan drg sbb drg sgt innocent. xde complicated sgt mcm org adult. Oh, and budak2 pon ske aku...hahahaha
6. Aku sensitif sket. Aku cepat rse kesian ngan org. Org nangis aku nk nangis, tgk iklan or cite sedeh aku nangis, dgar cite sedeh pon nangis. Org kt buruk pasal family or kawan pon aku nangis. Gedik rupenye aku nih~
7. Aku xreti marah org. Aku xreti say no to org. Aku rse kne jge hati sume org. Tp kdg2 aku pon terlukakan hati org. Klu org buli aku aku xle nk marah. Klu aku terasa pon aku xsmpan lama2 :)
8. Aku left-handed. Aku ske jd left-handed, sbb aku rse aku unik. I'm one of the 10 percent of the population yg left-handed! kan...haha.
9. Aku right brained. Meaning yg matematik jgn tgk aku. Aku ske art je.hehe
10. Aku teringin nk jd poet. But I have a long way to go.
11. Aku ske English. Aku xske klu org ckp aku ni xsyg bhs sendiri & sbuk belaja bhs penjajah. Aku cuma nk belaja!
12. Aku single.hahaha..
13. Aku ade dromophobic. Means aku takut lintas jalan. Aku xtau la naper. Klu aku srg2, mmg xlintas lah. Aku tgk kenderaan laju pon aku takut gak. -_-"
14. Aku ske dga lagu Rock English !
15. Aku ske tgkap gmbar. Even gmba2 yg xperlu pon.haha. Aku ske tgkap gmbar orang and ape je yg ade yg aku rse tertarik.
16. Aku ske tgk gadget electronic. Tp still blom bole beli sndiri. Ape yg aku ade sume Mummy bg. TQ mummy!
17. Aku suka tgk laut and dga bunyi laut.
18. Aku ske berimaginasi. (Other word for berangan..haha)
19. Aku ske tgk org (bile aku xwat pape). Aku ske nk tgk drg pnye behaviour cmne.
20. Aku ske tdo lambat.
21. Aku makan ape je except ikan owh and kuih raya.hehe
22. Aku ske kaler hitam. Even pakaian or accessories pon aku prefer pilih kaler hitam. Owh, and gadget2 pon. Same ngan mummy. That's why sume yg aku ade kaler hitam..haha
23. Aku ske tido kalu gelap (except klu aku srg2). Klu x, aku susah tdo.
24. Ske baca buku horror or scary jer.

Ade lagi tapi aku xigt. Ok, yg aku xsuka:

1. Aku xske perokok! Anti de very anti! Slalu la jmpe pembunuh2 ni...even dlm campus pon. Xske2!
2. Aku benci org yg suke pukul kucing, mcm yg caught on camera tuh!!! Takat minx maaf xpyah la doe! Tekanan konon. Meh aku bunuh kau!
3. Aku xske jdi serious. Klu aku wat pape mesti kne gelak2. Tp kje kne siap!
4. Aku xlayan lagu Melayu sbb bnyk cintan2.
5. Aku xske org yang ske merajuk.
6. Klau aku tgk wayang, aku xkn tgk cite Melayu, cite cinta, cite yg light lah. Aku akan tgk cite action and horror jer!
7. Aku xske dgar lagu raya.

Pun ade lagi tp aku xigt.hehehe..

Dah la..banyak2 nt org boring nk bace...haha.. (Picture)

Adios!~

Knowing

Okay, I told myself, no don't. But I just can't help it.

I have this thing about me that people find it hard to understand.

What is it that makes me HAPPY.

What is it that makes my LIFE EASIER TO LIVE.

Now I do have people that can make it happen.

People that makes me happy, and CRAZY all the time.

Who just love making fun of me and all,

but the fact that I never cared shows that it makes me CONTENT.

Makes me feel like I BELONG.

Somehow, I feel that this is it.

They are the ones I really cared about.

They are the ones that I want to be around with.

And it all happened in such a short time.

is there such a thing?

I don't want people to understand me.

'Cause sometimes I don't even understand myself.

I just want them to know me.

Know that when I smile, I am SINCERE.

When I laugh, I am SAD.

When I'm sad, they will make me HAPPY.

That's all.

Self Mirror Portrait

I was bored, so let it go~

Wondering

Salam all.

I'm in the office right now feeling bored. I know you guys must be asking yourself how is she able to write this entry while working? Well, this office is amazing 'cause they have WiFi and it's really fast! Owh, not really answering yea? Ok, ok, I only have to take care of the form distribution (xpayah la aku bgtau form ape krg bukan tau pon an). So, the rest drg yg buat. Except klu ade bnde2 kecik drg soh la aku wat.

So, when I'm not doing anything, I surf la! Aku bole on9 sesuka hati aku jer. Hehehe.

Anyhoo, I actually have no story to tell, just want to tell you guys ape yg aku wat pg2 kat tmpat kjer. That's all.

Time tgh tggu akak cleaner bersihkan opis, aku g lah jln2 kat kolan renang sebelah tuh...
Teringat time BFFs aku Atie and Ima dtg umah aku sem lpas, ktrg mandi kat kolam ni sesamer..rindu korang!!




Malas nak tunjuk muka dlm gmbar, tunjuk kaki dah la...haha...

Atie, Ima, nnt dtg umah aku lagi, jom mandi kolam same2 again!

Me Against The World!

Just like everybody else in this electronic journal, I am here to voice out things I have in mind. By things I meant all sorts of things that I can think of. Be it crazy, insane, unbelievable, unthinkable, intelligent, not so intelligent, things. One thing about me is, I love to talk about everything.
You see, I don’t have to think about anything else other than myself. What is the point of burdening my brain that’s already full of its own thoughts. But along the way, I realized that we can’t avoid thinking about others and the world. We are living in it after all. And we do need each other. We are a social being. Without others we’ll basically…well, go crazy. That’s in fact, is a fact.
Yeah, another thing about me is I love to babble. Unimportant things are my interest. Maybe cause sometimes I think that the least important stuff are the most important ones.
So, why am I here? I’m here because I have something to say.
I want to sing it for the world!



Teehee!

My Bro!

Salam all.

Today I want to show you my Bro.
My one and only big Bro who's very dear to me.
We're only a year a part. He's now 23. I'm 22 of course.
So, growing up with that close age, we were very tight and close to each other.
Even until now.

We've been through lots of ups and downs together that some of it, no one even know.
I look up to him very much and I pray he will have a happy life.
A life that he never get to have before.

There he is. When we were kids, people thought that we were twins because we look alike and 'cause we are only a year apart.

See? Yang xle blah, style rambut pon lebeh kurang..lol..



I like this picture very muchie! Comel xktrg? Perah-san, aku tau..

Ni lah aku dan abg aku (eyh, ttibe ade nana nih. Sorry gmba aku and abg aku ade lam lappy lame lah...ini je ade.lol)

Arite. Ini aje. Daa...