The Weird Minds

Aloha readers..
Takat nih mmg da bnyk idea klua, tp last2 bnde len jgak yg aku nk citer.
Kali nih, aku bkn nk melabun pasal aku ke atau manusia2 yg aku kenal.
Coz mmg aku da slalu cite pasal tuh hwahahaha...

I want to tell you guys about a drama I've just witnessed. Yes, a drama online. No, not like those drama on tv. The drama I'm talking about is the real life drama.

Which I really love to refer to it as drama.
Becoz the situation is just soooo dramatic.
And the people involved are just soooo (blank)
krg letak la ape nk letak.
You know what I mean?

Okay2. Straight to the point.
The drama is between two bloggers.
Yea, bloggers. Say blogger A and B.
Senang cite, blogger A ni cam xpuas hati ngan lagi blogger B.
But it's weird coz sbelum tu blogger A komen cam respek giler kat blogger B
based on the fact that he himself commented that he had to think 8mil times b4 commenting on B's blog. But then he said reading B's blog was a big joke to him.

So which is which?
Likey or no likey?
Mungkin la blogger A ni da jatuh hati ngan si B ni tp xnk ngaku kot.
(pedulikan)
So dgn ringkasnye bermula lah pertarungan di kotak komen.
Ye, pertarungan hot.

So, ape peranan aku kat cni sbenanye?
Saje nk jage tepi kain org ker?
Oh tidak, aku bkn cmtu..kdg2 jer..
Tp rite now aku nk ckp yg manusia sumer dkurniakan otak lain2.
Ade yg besar ade yg kecik..ngahaha..
Sumer org ade care pemikiran masing2..
Cara penyampaian idea lain2.
Jgn la dsebabkan org tu bg opinion yg opposite dr kt trus kt nk rage die.
Klu cmtu ko xrse ke org len pon nk rage ko gak?
Pikir tu je lah...

Ade org suke ayat yg berlagu2..
Siap ade rhyming.
Ade yg mmg ske sembunyi2, dan bteka teki.
Ade gak yg straight forward.
Ade yg ske gune BM formal.
Ade yg BM tunggang tebalik.
(cth nye ni lah..haha)
Ade yg ske gune BI.
Ade jgak yg ske code switch, cmpur2 cam aku nih.

Anyhoo, ape yg aku nk smpai kan ni?
Maksud aku lain org lain cara.
X puas hati ckp leklok.
(walopon kdg2 tu ckp leklok pon xjd)
Tp at least kt bloggers we are writers.
Org bce ape yg kt smpaikan.
Jgn la tunjuk yg kt ni mudah dijatuhkan.
Btol x? x btol ke?

Ske ati krg lah..
I just want to help admit this fact that most are too ego to admit.
Wakakaka....

p/s: krg jgn rage aku plak suda...

teehee!
adios...

Lefties in the Righties' World

Salam everyone!

Huarrgghh....aku mmg da jd Vampire ar skunk.

Siang2 tido, mlm2 bjage.

I think I'm experiencing Insomnia or something.

Well, this brings me to my topic for this entry.

(Not about insomnia or vampires if that's what

y'all thinking)

Calling all Lefties! Yes you!

For my discussion today will be about you.

Well, about us actually.

Ngahaha...

Korunk mst tau kan ape itu left-handed?

Well, trimas utk Mr. Wiki, it's actually a preference for

the left hand over the right for everyday activities such as writing.

Ok2, klu dlm BM kidal la.

Tp aku xske sgt pkataan tuh.

Xtau la nape. :P

Being a lefty I can say there are lot of pros and cons to it.

But, let me make myself clear, I am 100% proud of being a lefty.

Of course being a left-handed individual, I often take interest in others

that share my...well, UNIQUENESS.

Yes, I am excited to use the word 'unique' given the fact that us lefties are unique.

Bcoz we are among the 10 to 30% of people that use our left hand to do stuff.

Msti korunk ttnye kan nape skunk?

Why now the sudden interest.

Setelah 21 taun aku idop bru skunk nk amek tau.

Ngahaha...Ske ati aku lah.

Anyhoo, aku nk cite la sket facts about lefties nih.

Asal usul nye smpai skunk xde lagi kajian mnyeluruh pasal ktrg ni.

Bnyk gak la kajian (ade yg mcm merapu) dan cite2 dongeng zaman2 dulu.

Tp, setelah aku mng'yahoo' kat Mr. Tenet nih, dpt la bape2 theory.

Again, ehsan dr Mr. Wiki, one theory says that lefties are suppose to have twins.

This theory is called Vanishing-twin theory.

This theory says that left-handed individuals were originally part of an identical twin pair.

But the right-handed twin failed to developed.

(So, does that mean I was supposed to have a twin? Haha, imagining 'two' of me is making me laugh!)

Of course lah kan, sounds crazy ain't it?

Theory ni mmg kne pgkah awal2 by researchers.

Moving on, 2nd theory, Long-term impairment of the right hand.

Meaning klu tgn kanan kt cedera, automatik tgn kiri akan amek alih (takes time)

dan akan jd permanent walaupon after tgn kanan kt da sembuh.

Sweet huh? Our body works on such an amazing ways kan3?

In other words, ini bkn left-handed semulajadi yer.

Left-handed semulajadi starts in the womb.

Specifically, which hand is held closer to our mouth.

Ok2, ade lagi lah theory.

Based on my own digging, I've come to realized that,

org zamn2 dulu had bad ideas on lefties.

Well, mainly the word itself.

But, it's not about our hand orientation isn't it?

Quick, interesting facts about lefties (some can be argue):

1) More men than women

2) High tendency in twins for one of them being a lefty

3) Most left-handers draw figures facing to the right.

4) Left-handers adjust more readily to seeing underwater.

5) Left-handers are also known as 'southpaw'

6) Have a sense of leadership, a quick thinkers and likely to be gay (don't look at me)

7) Independent : we have to get along in a world that's not made for us (i.e. tools)

8) We are adaptable cause we can use our right hand to do tasks much easier than a righty can use his hand. Left-handed people seem to be able to switch over more easily.

9) Have a slight more resistant to stresses

10) Generally believed to be more artistic, and perhaps even more prone to genius – this is given the fact that the right side of our brain, which controls visual and creative functions, is more developed. (I like this fact haha..)

11) Tend to be more awkward and clumsy (yea, sometimes...ok all the time)

12) Once believed that lefties or Southpaws were more likely to be dyslexic, schizophrenic and stutterers (I am definitely NOT all of these! Thank God)

Ok, so actually there are loads more of those facts.

But er, I think my entry is getting a lil' bit longer than it should have.

Btw, sape2 yg kt org lefty xidop lame, is totally WRONG!

Jgn percaye. Drg percaye cmtu sbb yelah, org kidal kene gune brg org tgn kanan.

Of course we'll get hurt.

Wokeh, I should probably stop now.

Like I said, some of the facts are open for debate, but some seem to hold true.

Anyhoo, I like being a lefty.

Cause I like being unique.

Owh, and for all of lefties out there, Left-Hander's Day is on August 13th.

Hahaha...

p/s: ske tgk guys yg lefty. Sgt chumel!

Cintailah orang yang mencintai kita, betulkah?

Salam.
Hari ini aku nk merepek lagi.
Aku xkesah sbb klu aku xmerepek, mmg xde story la kat blog aku ni.
So, lebeh baik aku merepek.
Tp, pepe pon, cerita yg aku nk cerita ni, krg sume pon tau gak.
So, dok diam2 la klu nk bace, arite?

Well, xperlulah aku nk labun pjg2 coz krg pon da tau aku nk ckp ape an.
Tajuk entry ni dah buat ilang suprise..wakaka..

Ok, soklan nye, betol ke saying tuh?
Aku slalu dgar, tp aku cam rse xle pakai lah.
Of cos la, rse cam cweet je kan saying tu.
"Love the person who loves you."
Hurm, tp aku ade THEORY la plak..
X syiok kan?

Ok, saying tu sbenanye nk bgtau yg lebeh bek kt cinta org yg cinta kt.
Drpd kt cinta org yg xcintakan kt, btol kan?
Btol la tuh, aku pon setuju gak..1oo percent.

So, what's the problem?
The problem is, klu kt xpikir camtu?
Xphm ek?

Ok, picture this situation.
Ade sorang guy yg use the saying.
Die ske kat kt.
Cinta org yg cintai kt.
Tp kt xcintai dia...So how?
Paham x?

Itu la masalah die..
Bile kt pikir camtu, and kt ske kat org tu, tp org tu xske kt blek.
So, kesimpulan nya, there is no such thing as "Love the person who loves you."
(At least for me)

But..(yes, there's a but).
There is such thing as "Love the person who LOVES YOU BACK."

So, camne, krg setuju ke xsetuju?
Ske krg lah, this is my perspective.
Dalam dunia ni, manusia boleh create lots of sayings.
But, in the end kt yg tentukan sendiri.
Dan, of course, dgn Izin Nya...

Ok, finish.
Done.

P/s: Zaman skang org gune ayat "Pukul lah org yg pukul kite" jer yg ramai.
:P

Teehee!

Pecah otak or pecah kepale? Aku rase dua2..

Salam ya'll!

Hehehe, nmpak x aku tgh tsenyum lebar mcm jln raye kat highway lpas bayar tol tu?
Xnmpak? haishy, mmg la xnmpak..kya3!!
Msti krg cam rse 'aish budak ni cam nk kne penyepak je, ade plak wat lawak bongok'.
Ok2, sorry. Bkn salah aku btol..

Aku tgh terover xcited sbb aku bru je abes xm ptg td!
Akhirnye...aku pnye la menghitung hari kan bile nk abes.
Otak da kat umah, igt Mummy, igt kucing aku si Carl.

Aku sebnanyer, nk luahkan episod2 gile jadual xm aku.
Aku xm xlame. Kjap je, 4 hari je.
Subject yg aku amek ade 6.
Cube krg kire? Hahahaha..
Don't worry, aku pon xske math gak.

Aku tlh dkejutkan dgn berita bahawa aku akan menempuh 2 xm pada hari 1st!!
Kendian, aku terkejut lagik, dgn berita yg aku akan ade lagi 2 xm hari last!
Pembuka dan penutup.
Wa caya sama kita lah!

Dah la xm dua2 nye mmg xm yg gempak pnyer!
Trimas Yuaiea!! Anda tlh bjaya mmbuatkan kami (aku & Onnie)
pecah otak dan kepala sekali gus!

Last day xm, which was today,
Kami tlah menempuh Grammar Analysis pg td, dan Mass Communication ptg td.
Aku rse aku confident jwab Mass Comm (bkn utk blagak, tp berkat aku study dan Allah tlg)
tp utk G.A, em, aku berserah jgak.
Insyaallah, aku & kawan2 dpt terbaek utk result nnt, Ameen....

Ok, pecah kpale ke x krg dgar?
Mmg time jwab soklan, kepala ni dah buat concert sndiri dlm otak.
Headache x hingat!

Well, ape2 pon, xm da lpas and I'm relived.
Tp nnt ade lgi episod pecah jantung plak!
Ape itu episod pecah jantung?
Xle nk tangkap ke?
Nak tggu result ar...
Haish, ttibe berdebar plak jantung ini...
Kyahahahahaha!!!

P/s: Tringat ade kawan aku kt nk wat jus otak...errgghh, geli giler!!
btw, aku ade new follower ar, trimas utk yg bkenaan!

Teehee!

The Return...

Salam you guys..
Sisashiburi!!
It's been a while since I've updated my bloggie here.. Sorry, cause there just wasn't enough time for me to do it all. Anyhow, I'm finally reaching the end of this 1st semester 2nd year in my study.
Heh, it's like only yesterday I was babbling about how the new semester was gonna be like and now it's almost end.
It's funny how fast the time flies. Well, the only thing I hate about reaching the end of the semester has got to be the finals! Believe me, I don't think I'm the only one.

I'm at home right now, and instead of studying and be ready for the finals,
I'm staring deep into the screen of my lappy, typing this entry. Kyahahaha...
I've just checked my CAM (stands for Carry Mark) and I gotta tell ya, I am not in a position to be relaxing myself.
But, what can I do, I just love to express myself. Kya!
Ok, that's enough about the finals.
Seems like they are getting the spotlights more than me.
Can't let that happen now can we?
Let's talk about today, right now.
I'm trying to get an inspiration for my new poem.
Can't seem to find one. Can I get some help here?
No? Guess not. Actually, to be honest, what I really need is a model.
Yes, a model. But, since I have no idea who, I guess I have to improvise.
Not easy though.
Let me worry about that.

Gosh, it's really tiring you know.
Wanting to do different things at once.
In the end, you don't get even one thing done.
How messed up is that.

I hate it. Really I do.
The desire to do lots of things is good, but when you just don't know how than that's just bad.
I want to write. Poems, stories, lyrics.
I want to do lots of things in my life.
You know what they say, life is short so enjoy.
I don't want to look back and regret not doing all those things that I want to do.

Ok, diversion, diversion.
See, I just love to divert from the main topic.
And I didn't even realize it.
So stop now.
Adios!~

I like you but I can't tell you...so how eh??

Salam...
Hari ni msok hari ke 28 kt bpose.
Which means we have only 2 days until Raya.
Aku xske lah, ble Ramadhan nk pg dah.
Xpe lah, aku cuma doa yg aku dan keluarga aku dpt bpose lagi tahun dpn. Insyaallah, Ameen..

Anyhoo, aku bkn nk ckp pasal Raya or anything.
For this entry, yelah krg pon da bce tajuk nye kan, aku nk cite pasal aku lah...
Ngahahahaha, boring nye an??

Well, cite aku pon krg bole kaitkan ngan cite krg gak. (cmne tu?)
That's why la krg kne sit down and read smpai abes. (Wow, so many code switch!!)

Msti krg penah lalui situasi ni kan?
Dimane krg suke kat ssorg tp krg mmg xbole nk bgtau die yg krg suke? Kan3??
Sbb aku pon slalu je lalui bnde ni. Even skarg pon..haha..
Msti kt akan rse frust sbb org yg kt suke tu ade dkat je ngan kt tp kt xle wat pape.
Kt just bole tgk je dri jauh & dlm hati kt harap die pndang kat kt.

Mcm aku, mmg aku ade la srg guy ni yg aku suke.
Die mmg sgt dekat ngan aku tp jauh sbenanyer..
AKu bole tgk dr jauh je la xle la lebeh2.
Lagipon aku sure die mst da ade gurl.
Aku xkesah pon dpt tgk die cukup la..haha..

Tp aku jrg bole jmpe die coz bese la klas len2 kan.
Bile jmpe, mmg aku harap sgt2 die pandang.
Kdg2 die pndang, tp kdg2 kecewa la jgak.
Tp aku ni kekadang terperasan sndiri.
Bile die pandang lame ske aku mulelah wat assumption sndiri.
Padahal xde mende pon..haha..

Itulah die ppuan kan, slalu imagine bnde yg xakan tjadi.
Anyhoo bkn aku srg je, my Onnie & my Noona pon same gak.
My Onnie dgn 'Koko' nye, Noona plak ngan 'Abang' or Mr.M die..
Aku? Hahahaha, 'The Sink'..(Onnie tgk msti gelak).
(name samaran mrk yg dreka sndiri)

Bile org tu lalu je, mulalah maseng2 dgn senyum yg smpai ke telinga (literally!).
Pastu smpai kesudah senyum tu melekat je kat muka.
Mmg btol2 angau. Yelah, nk btl2 xbole, so bayang je la.

Klu bole ktrg nk pergi kat that guy then ikat die kat mne2,
pastu jerit kuat2 kat muke die,

"Weh! Aku ske kat ko la!,
xkan ko xle nk pick up lagi?
Selame ari ni aku dok ushar2 ko xkn ko xperasan kot?
Ke nk aku yg luah dulu?
Ok, fine! Aku ske kat ko!!
Dah. So how?!!"

Hahaha, dramatik giler..
Klu ktrg wat cmni mmg sah kne reject, siap dpt Restraining Order lagik!
Ngahahaha...

Tp rse frust tu mmg xle ilang.
Klu nmpak die ngan a girl, msti crush hati ni.
So, is that LOVE?
Or is it just a CRUSH?
Bak lagu David Archuletta tuh..
Sendiri decide lah..

Adios Amigos!

I'm Back!!

I'm back!
Yelah2, xpyah ulang bnyk2 kali an...
Aku ade ke xde ke sape kesah btol ak??
Aku pn xkesah..
Ngahahahaha!

Anyhoo, mmg lame da aku xbermadah dlm blog ni.
Rse kosong plak.
Tp bile nk tulis entry je tros kne block.
Xde idea dah. Idea aku pg vacation, xblek2 lagi.
Mentang2 la da nk dkat raye ni..

Pape hal pon, skang aku ade kat umah.
Ye, sbb aku xdpt nk update blog ni mcm time 3 bln cuti,
ni lah sbb nye. Aku busy dan pling ptg internet xde la..

Yg pling xbest diantara yg xbest,
immediately pas raye, aku ade 3 xm!
Bole ting tong la cam ni..
Eh, bkn aku mmg da lame ting tong er??
Ah, ade aku kesah?
Ngahaha...

Anyhoo, aku mmg ade bnyk bende nk share ngan krg!
Bnyk idea kat kepale ni.
Idea gile lah..
So klu krg nk tau, dok la bersila bace aku pnye next entry.
Klu xnk tau, xsuke ti la..
Kemungkinan isu yg akn aku bentang nnt, kontrover-sial sket..
hahahahahaha!!

Adios!

1st Entry after a long journey to the centre of.......

Salam readers...
Yea, not now, I'm busy..
Bole ke aku tulis gini??
Krg jgn blah plak dr mmbace entry aku nih..
Acah mak enon, tp aku mmg busy, not kidding.
Ngahahaha....

Tahap ke'busy'an aku mmg dah mncapai ke maximum. Dang!
AKu ni dah la jenis yg xgheti nk susun jadual.
Sng citer, 'what I will do is actually what I will (probably not) do. Get it?
Tlg la get it.

Anyhoo, this is my 1st entry slepas bmiggu2 ke tgh dunia. Not really..tp ke tgh campus.
It's getting hectic day by day. Literally.

So, I'm just going to cut my entry short by saying,
"The busyness is not going to go, at least not for this moment. It'll be hangin' around me for quiet some time. So yes, I'm still hangin' on."

Well, I'll be back in the center tomorrow, and there's probably going to be another 1st entry after this 1st entry. Eyh? Ok, aku dah konpius!
Dang!!

Adios amigos....!

Man vs. Animal - Siapakah kita sebenarnya?

Salam.

Aku teringin sgt nk tnye krg satu soklan.
Mmg dari dulu lagi la. Soklan ni slalu kne 'ditch' je. Pastu terus lupa.

Soalannye, ape beza manusia dgn binatang?

Aku gerenti, mmg sume org bole jwab soklan ni. Sng je kan. Maybe ade gak antara krg yg akan ckp, soklan ape la yg aku tnye ni. Xmunasabah lgsung. Mstilah bezanye, manusia ade akal ituk bfikir. Itu pon xtau ke...

The truth is, aku mmg xtau. Seriously. Krg bole gelak ikot ske hati krg.
Tp mmg hakikat nye aku mmg xphm with all this man and animal thingy.
Klu mmg beza antara kt ngan binatang adalah akal fikiran, abes dimana letaknye akal tu?
Skali lagi, soklan bodoh. Msti ar kat atas kepala krg.
Tp, adakah akal itu just alasan utk mmbuktikan manusia ni SUPERIOR?
Mmg manusia superior dr sume makhluk kat dunia ni.
Cuma sedar x sedar, kt sndiri yg mnjadikan dri kt INFERIOR.

Klu la akal yg mmbezakan antara 2 ni, bg aku salah.
Nape? Sbb tgk sndiri lah.
Antara manusia ngan binatang, mne satu lagi kejam?
Manusia. Mane lagi HIPOKRIT? Manusia.
Sape yg buat pkara yg xmasok dek akal?
Manusia. Jawapannye MANUSIA beb.

Haiwan xbuat sume tuh.
Kita aje yg buat.
Klu bto kt ade akal sempurna (Alhamdulillah syukur),
nape kt bunuh diri? (Masyaallah).
nape kt bunuh keluarga sendri?
nape kt mencuri?
nape kt menipu?
nape kt buat perkara yg mmbuktikan manusia xde akal?
Ye, mmg kt xjauh dr haiwan.
Btol ke? salah jgak.

Binatang xbuat ape yg manusia buat, sbb drg xde akal.
kt sebenarnye jauh dr binatang.
Aku selalu dgar, bile manusia buat sesuatu yg kejam je,
msti ayat yg klua adelah,
"kau mmg binatang!"
"Die manusia berhati binatang!"

Cbe krg renung blek ayat2 tuh.
Btol ke krg rse? Mmg salah.
Mne ade binatang wat bnde2 yg manusia buat.
Xde nyer. Tp nape kt still bandingkan manusia ngan binatang?
Itulah yg aku cbe smpaikan.

Krg try la renung2.
Bg aku, binatang lagi ade sifat kasihan drpd manusia.
(walopon aku kne attack ngan sekor kucing mlm td)
Manusia, dgn binatang pon kejam, aptah lagi sesame manusia.
FULLSTOP!

p/s: aku xphm ape beza binatang ngan haiwan ar...

nghahahaha~

Adios..

Secomel2 kucing pon, klu die marah ko lari lah...!

Salam..

Utk entry ni, aku xnk tulis pjg2 ar. Coz aku tgh dlm kesakitan.
Well, krg pham jelah, entry ni aku tujukan pd sape.
Sape lagi klu bkn si KUCING HITAM (bkn kucing aku).

Nk jd cite, I was attacked by a black cat just now.
Pas g mkn kat kedai mamak ngan Mama dpn umah aku,
otw blek, terserempak lah ngan kucing hitam tuh. Mama aku kt, die pnah jmpe kucing tu, mmg jinak and baik.

So, ktrg pon pg la dkat, mmg ktrg ni pncinta kucing.
Tgh mak aku dok belai2, kucing tu ttibe jd AGGRESSIVE.
Xtau la nape, maybe coz ktrg ngah kaco die kot.
Pastu aku pon nk try la belai die.

Sedar2, ttibe kucing tu grab tangan kanan aku and cakar.
Sakit die Ya Allah je yg tahu..
Klu nk soh aku describe sakit die, same dgn kne langgar dgn sebuah kereta. Serious, bkn men2. Denyut die sakit siott!

Even skarang pon, time aku tgh type ni, mmg seksa. Aku tpaksa tahan sakit nk type entry ni coz krg tau la aku ni mmg gila sket. Nk story kat krg yg fresh2 pnye.

Mak aku tkejut. Die kt seb bek kucing tu xgigit, coz gigi dia kotor. Klu x kne inject.
So, ktrg pon jln laju2 blek umah. Aku sedar yg tangan kiri aku basah dgn darah.
Tangan kanan aku xstop bleeding. Teruk sgt ke aku pikir.
Yelah klu dah mcm kne lggar kete, msti la teruk.
Smpai je umah aku masok toilet, basuh & keluarlah luka2 nya.
Kat tmpat yg bdarah tu, ade 2 kesan luka cam kne gigit ngan VAMPIRE!
Krg tau kan cmne rupanya? Mmg exactly cam tu.
Selain tu, ade lah calar2, kesan kuku kucing tu..mmg bnyk.
Mak aku amek anti septik and sapu, pastu just tmpal ngan plaster.

Xnk kaco kucing garang dah!
Moral of the story, secomel mane pon kucing tu,
klu die da marah ko jgn la dok bertepek kat ctu lagi, just RUN!

Aku xsalah kan kucing tu, mmg da NATURE die gtu.
Pas incident ni, aku still akan ske kucing no matter what.
Dah la, sakit gile nih, aku chow dulu ar..

Adios....

Happy 21st Birthday!!

Salam. Hem, xyah la serabut2 utk kali ni. Entry sbelum ni aku da puas serabut. Krg pon da tau ape tajuk entry ni. So here goes.

Happy 21st Birthday to me!! Yay!!

Pejam celik pejam celik umo aku dah meningkat setaun lagi. Aku still nk serap kenyataan ni. Xpecaye g aku dah 21 tahun. Tuanya! Onnie called me 할머니, which means Grandma in Korean haha... (klu aku grandma, die??) hahaha...

Anyhoo, aku doa supaya Allah tabahkan hati aku dan keluarga aku. Sejahterakan keluarga ku. Semoga kami akan sentiasa bersama dan tidak berpecah-belah. Dan aku harap tahun ni aku akan lebeh berusaha lagi. Insyaallah Ameen...


Well, skang bru 1:07 mnt a.m. dan aku da bnyk dpt Birthday wishes! Thanx you guys! Krg the best. Mmg bnyk la wishes kat Facebook aku. Aku paling ske wishes time Birthday..hehe.. Walopon, Birthday aku kali ni xbape nk jatuh pada hari yg seswai since aku br ade proplem pg td. I cried for almost 15 minutes because of somebody (siyes mata bengkak). Tp xpelah, this is my day, so aku nk Happy jer..

No celebration what-so-ever. No cakes, no surprises, no present (except from my Mummy). But I don't care. Hahaha... Just bg aku Birthday Wishes bnyk2 pon aku xkesah!! Aku br dpt wishes d Onnie, Ima & Anum. Drg ni antara yg suka bg msg Birthday awl2.. walopon technically, 21 tahun lepas waktu ni aku xlahir pon lagi..haha.. (aku lahir pukul 8.45 mlm la).


1st msg dr Anum Gojes berbunyi : "Hepi 21st bday.may ur bday Dawns with sunshine moments rainbow days,now n 4 always.love u!(smiley)"

Wah, sgt berbunga msg dier. Huhu, aku suke!! Tp kan, awl la die bg..pukul 11:56 die bg. Huhu.. But, trimas Anum! Muah2!!

2nd msg dr Ima berbunyi : "Salam.hai ira sahabtku yg comel.aku nk ucpkan selamat hari lahr y ke 21 kat ko. Aku mendoakan mg ko shat n dmurahkan rezk slalu.Moga hdp selalu bahagia. Hope we ll be frens 4eva. Love u olwez"

Pjg btol. Huhu..Tp best, I loike! Especially yg first part about being comel tu!! ngahaha.. Macih Ima! I hope we'll be frens 4ever too my dear...muah2..!

3rd msg dr Onnie berbunyi: "Happy 21st bday n welcome to the club, halmonee.huahuahua (laugh).jgn mrh.(wink)" Then she gave me a voice msg. It's a Korean Birthday song.
>Simple but nice..welcome to the club, mmg slalu die sbut. Haha..see, y onnie is very evil, she called me Halmonee! (mcm bunyi Hermione je..) haha... & the song, how thoughtful. Even though I think it would've been nice if u sang it. Haha..but still, thx love! Muah2!




4th msg dr Iykaaa berbunyi: "Happy birthday dear!! jmpe lg in 2 weeks..mish u lots.."
>Hehe, iyka2..yep, rindu ko gak..see ya in 2 weeks!! Thanx muahh2!!

5th msg dr Adeq berbunyi: "Hppy bday dear..ada bkak email x?" haha, the simplest and weird gak..huhu. Die kt nk bg smthing through email, tp xdpt ape pown, xsmpai ke??? Thanx Adeq, muahh2!!

Last msg dr Yatie berbunyi: "Hepi besday!!may Allah bless u.. (kiss)(smiley) (sowy la lmbt)"
>Huhu, yatie org terakhir antara drg sumer (mentang2 la die pling muda antara ktrg). Tp die gak yg paling close ngan waktu aku actually lahir..haha..thanx Yatt, Muaah!!


Well, mmg sgt ramai org bg wish. Aku happy sgt2!! Owh, btw, abg aku pnye msg sgt klaka.
"Happy day jadi.. Haha.. Love u sis.."
>walopon pndek tp sedeh je bunyi nye. Still aku gelak gak bce..love you so much my bro!! Muaahhxx!!!

Aku xpnah rse org nyanyi lagu Birthday kat aku so aku nyanyi sndiri lah : Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to Rara yg comel dan cantik, happy Birthday to you...ngahahahaha...xpenah dbuat org puji diri sndiri time nyanyi lagu Birthday..haha..

Dlm bnyk2 wish, aku paling tggu wish dari seseorang...die igt ke x agaknyer?? Hurm... Anyway thank you all!

Daa...

(✿ ♥‿♥)

Perjalanan yang (rse mcm) xde perhentian! p/s: kisah pelik dan extreme kami!

Salam..
Lame aku x bermadah kat blog aku nih.
Actually mmg tangan ni da gatal sgt2 nk tulis smthing.
Tp each time gak aku rse cam keinginan tu xsmpai lah.
Bole plak kan? hahaha... suka hati akuh la...

Dari 1st day aku nk tulis pasal perjalanan ktrg mse hantar my sister to her first experience in the world of tertiary education. Whatever that is. Sebabnye aku nk every bit of information is in the right place. Mksudnye time aku masih igt lagi la ape yg jadi. Tp skang dah seminggu dah...haha...

Tp xpe la, aku citer part2 yg aku igt la yer..
Okay, ignore the sign kat atas nih. We didn't exactly lost.
Saje je nk letak sign tuh nk bagi dramatik sket..ngaha..

So, citer nye gini, my sis; Nana, dpt offer to go to Kolej Sultan Idris Shah (x sure btol ke x, haha). All the way in Sabak Bernam! Sian dier coz slalu mnjadi mangsa tercampak ke dasar mane2 yg jauh. Huhu....

So, nk jd citer, ktrg mmg lgsung xtahu menahu dimanakah letak nye tempat asing itu. It's a good thing my ancle has a Garmin, so die tlg print kan map tmpat tuh & made our journey a little bit easier. (But still hard!)

So, time bertolak 9 something a.m. Aku, Mama, Nana, Shah & 2 org kawannye; Affan & Kamil pon pergi berjuang ke arah kebenaran! First half an hour was okay. But as we get to the next half an hour, we're so blur! Tp sib bek lah kawan2 Shah know what they're doing. So drg lah yg tlg tunjuk jln. What's that? Mne Shah? Oh, die ade je, tp sedap berdengkur tido! Sambil bermanja2 plak ngan Kamil. Xle harap tol adek aku nih!

Bnyk kjadian pelik dan extreme ktrg tempuh mse tuh. Kisah extreme (mungkin jgak pelik) no 1: Ktrg sumer nyaris mnyaksikan kemalangan diantara sebuah kereta dan....seekor doggie. Haha.. Tp, doggie tu xpape pon. Die smpat lari. I mean literally lari jer. Lgsung x berenti. Trauma kot? xpon malu org ramai saksi die nyaris nk kene hit and drive.. haha...



Kisah pelik 2: Pastu ktrg masuk la satu kawasan yg sgt alien bg kami. Satu hape pon ktrg xtau. Bnyk sgt kmpung & rumah2.. Tibe2 ade lah sign 'Selamat Datang ke...' (aku xigt nama kmpung nyer). Pastu of course la, 'Terima Kasih, Sila Datang Lagi'. Okaylah kan. Mmg slalu kt jumpe sign2 camni kan. Ade gak satu kat KL nih.. (yg aku hari2 tgk). Tp, yg xble bla nye, bberapa minit pastu, tibe2 je ade sign 'Terima Kasih, Sila Datang Lagi'. What the fish! Mne sign 'Selamat Datang' nyer? xde pon ktrg nmpak. Siyes. Everybody in the car (except for Shah la) was like "Aik? ttibe jer "Sign Terima Kasih Datang Lagi ni? Mne sign Selamat Datang?" Weird.. ahaha...

Teruskan lagi, smbil mncari. Clearly manusia2 kat dlm kete mmg suda bohsan. Sbb sesekali aku dga si Affan mnyanyi, pastu bgelak ketawa ngan Kamil. Shah tido. zzz... Nana err, xtau la die watpe coz die tercampak lagi kat blakang sekali..heheh...

Nape ktrg xtdo je mcm shah tu? Msti krg tertanye
kan??? haha...this brings us to kisah extreme no 3: Jln kat ctu mmg extreme! Siyesly. Xpercaya cuba ar try lalu lalang kat ctu. Mst krg pon akan xsenang duduk gak. Jln nye mcm bak kate Affan la senag sket, "Jerawat Jalan", hahahaha mmg lawak..mne die dpt ntah. Dan yg paling xtahan, selekoh die mak aii, mmg maut lah!!

Ktrg mmg xterangkat punggung nih! Ade satu selekoh yg mmg tajam giler, nyaris Mama nk terkeluar dr jalan! Alhamdulillah xde pape la, coz Mama pusing stering gile2 punye!! Tulah, ni la die nye klu dpt Mak yg ske drive kete laju2 mcm nk berlumba. Krg bygkan la, seb bek ktrg naik kete Innova, klu kete saga tuh mmg dah tebalik dok la...Alhamdulillah syukur xde pape...

Moving on, ktrg gerak lagi, mcm xabes2 jer jln...mmg ktrg dah xkompim btol ke x jln yg ktrg lalu tuh. Tgk balik map mcm btol, tgk lagi skali mcm salah plak. Tp last2 minit br lah 2 org tu perasan yg ktrg sebenanye dr other side of the map..drg pi tgk the other side plak. Seb bek jmpe..hehe... So smpai lah ke destinasi tersebut. Pukul 10 smthing kot, xsure..

Anta Nana msok dlm, besar gak tmpat die, cntik la, but sayang in the middle of no where! Rse nye town tdekat pon jauh. If you know what I mean. Sian die..xtau la klu aku yg dpt jauh2 dulu...oh tidak. Igtkan ade lah sesi pentaftaran, taklimat segala, tp xde pun. Hampeh je la..
So, ktrg pon nk blek, tpaksa tggal Nana srg. Aku tau, tgk je muka die, aku faham msti die nk ktrg tunggu. Coz aku pon pnah gak lalui ape yg die lalui mase 1st time kat PJ dulu..sedeh. Rse mcm nk soh drg jgn pergi dulu, tggu lagi bape jam ke. Padahal sebelum tu kan cuti lame. Tp bile nk bpisah ngan family rse mcm berbulan2 cuti tu lgsung xcukup. Yeah, been there felt that!
Tp nk wat cmne kan. Blaja kne la bkorban. Then I saw tears in her eyes. They didn't fell, just stayed there in her eyes. She's playing strong, but know she's not. She's just a kid.

So lpas dah bcium-peluk ngan Nana, ktrg gerak blek. This time around, Kamil drive. So no more drifting! Mmg lagsung xde.. turbulence tu sket2 ar. mg btol jaga keselamatan die nih. So mcm bese lah, aku and Mama celik je, and Shah dah K.O. Kali ni ktrg xikot jalan mse pergi td. Ikot jln len plak. Pastu Kamil ikot jln yg lurus je. Die kt jln yg ktrg lalu tu lurus je, even dlm map. Aku pon, "oh yer? Wah...ade jgak ek?" (ini lah kata2 manusia yg xtahu ape2).

Ktrg pon just enjoy the show lah kan. Then kita smpai lah ke kisah pelik no 4: Punye lah sedap2 mnghayati suasana kampung ttibe ade smpang plak. Simpang ke kiri. Lagi satu terus lah. Da separuh jalan, Kamil stop. Dpn ade lori. Ttibe jln die jd sempit. Ikuti perbualan kami dibawah:

Kamil: Betol ke jln nih? (Boleh plak di tnye ktrg, die yg drive. Aiyyo..)
Mama: Rsenye salah ar. Yg kiri tuh kot.
Aku: ..... (aku diam jer heheh).
Affan kate: Xtau ar, ko kate jln ni lurus?
Kamil: Aku x sure ar, coz jln ni smpit dr yg tuh.
Mama: Kiri tu lah rsenye.
Kamil: So, cmne? Nk patah balik ker? Ade kete gak kat dpn lori tuh.
Affan: Em, xtau ar, patah blek kot. Lori je yg bnyk.
Kamil: Em, okay, ikot majoriti.
Mama & Affan: Patah blek ar..
Aku: ...... (xde ape nk ckp..ngahahaha)

Akhirnya ktrg decide nk patah blek. Ttibe ade satu kete Myvi lalu, ktrg dok je kat ctu, nk tgk die lalu ke x jln yg ktrg salah ni. Tgk2 die jln terus, ikot ktrg gak, tp bape saat trus die brek. Agak nye die nmpak ktrg dok je kat ctu nk u-turn, so die pon tau die da salah jln. hahaha...weird.. nk sgt jln lurus, amek kao!

Gerak lagi. Smpai kat satu jln, mmg xtahan pning. Jalan raya die bengkang-bengkok! Mcm kat Genting. Sakit kpala akuh. Tp seb bek la Kamil xwat drift..trimas..haha... Ade lagi, kisah pelik & extreme yg terakhir: time tgh mghayati sakit kpala, ade la jumpe beberapa buah keluarga kera. Ye, mmg beberapa ye. Ade Mak, bapak, anak2 kecik2..yg besar2 pon ade, sume jenis ar. Rasenye spesis beruk, monyet & babun pon ade kot. Ramai tuh... sume tgh berkelah, smbil mngeratkan silaturrahim. Hahah...btol...x tipu!

Well, itulah kisah pelik yg aku dah kongi ngan krg. Mmg rse cm pelik sgguh trip ktrg tuh. Ashik jumpe and lalui weird things jer. Aku xtrus blek umah ari tu but intead aku blek umah aunty aku, coz my mum kne pg KK dan xkn aku nk tggl ngan 3 org jejaka tu? Oh No!!


Okay, that's all folks!
~daa...

Kenapa kita2 join laman web sosial??

Salam.

Skang aku sedang mngira detik utk kembali ke sekolah..eh silap, kembali ke campus. Agak tergila sket disitu..huhu.. bkn sket tp bnyk sebenanya.

Anyhoo, setelah dekat 3 bln kat umah, bnyk yg aku da lalu. Pengalaman yg aku tempuh. Ups and downs sumer.. Tp aku bkn nk emo psl tu plak.

Okay, krg sume msti da familiar dgn ape itu laman web sosial kan? Makcik2 pakcik2 abang2 kakak2 dan kanak2 bwah umur pon aku sure msti tau ape bnde nye itu.

Technically bole dkatakan sume remaja kat luar sane ade at least satu social networking site. Xkira la Facebook ker, Myspace ker, Tagged ker.. Tp persoalan nye lah, kenapa dwujudkan social networking sites ni? Dan kenapa kt join? Pernah tnye xdiri sndiri?? Well, ttibe je aku rse nk ketengahkan isu ni coz rse cam menarik lak.

Well, kenapa ye? Alasan yg paling famous skali, "cari kawan lebeh ramai". Xpun "Nk cari kawan2 lama". Yep, btol lah tu. Tp kan, klu takat kawan kat dlm laman sosial, dkira kwan gak ke?
Kawan alam maya jelah kot. Tp mmg ar, sorang bole dpt beratus2 kawan. Mne2 site pon.

nk cari kawan2 baru. Senang je alasan die. Dgn laman2 ni lah kt bole reconnect ngan kawan2 lama yg da tpisah. Cam aku gak la. Recently br dpt jmpe kawan2 aku mse time skola rendah. Mmg masing2 da lain. Ade gak yg remain, tp most dah berubah. Ade gak yg lupa kat aku, ceh...

Anyhoo, itula alasan yg paling famous. Tp ade lagi. Kejadian2 pembuli siber ni. Ape lagi nk ckp?
Nap ade jgak jenayah siber? Xcukup lagi jenayah yg blaku dpn2. Ade jgak yg bru knl dgn kawan kat lman sosial dah pg bjumpa. Dah bg number. Klu ye pon nk bkawan, tgk la dulu dgn sape. Tp bkn sume mcm tu la...

Tp, itu sume common sense kan??? kt tau dlm fikiran kt yg jgn cpt percaya org yg kt xknl.
Kt xtau org tu mcm mne. Tp yelah, kt ni kan baik hati. Org melayu mcm tu lah..baik budi bahasa. Yes...

Social networking, a place for freedom?? True? In what sense then? Lots of senses. Hahah..
Skang ni kt tgk ramai yg jd famous thanx to Myspace. Yelah, sape2 yg rse nk jd pnyanyi ke pelakon ke, bole la promote kat Myspace. Jln yg paling sng. Ramai da buat. Rse nye aku pon nk try. Nk jd pengkritik terkenal mcm Simon Cowell tu bole dak??? hahaha...

Yes, social networking sites are a place for freedom. Tsangatlah free sbb kt bole buat ape2 pon kat ctu. Tmasuklah jd org lain. Menyamar jd artis ke selebriti ke, mne de org nk tau kan?
Same la aku...hahah..

Anyhoo, krg percaye ke ade org kat dunia ni yg rse social network ni membazir masa??
Tic Toc Tic Toc, the clock is ticking.

"Cpt weh, aku nk balik umah nk bkk laman web social. Kawan2 aku da tggu."
"Aku nk on9 balik ni.."
"Ko xtgk ke kat ____semalam?"
"Npe ko xon9___semalam?

Ayat2 yg salu kt dga...of course...haha..

Dah la. Xnk la pjg2 nnt aku kene kutuk plak. Tp actually aku pon 2x5 gak.. aku ade laman web Facebook, Tagged, Blogger nih, Twitter, Cyworld dan segala jadah laman lagi yg aku rse aku sign up je tp xde ape2 pon yg blaku pastu..haha..


Teehee!
Chow!

Kita-kita (girls) aje....p/s:caution! You may suffer a deep hunger!

Okay, ari ni, aku nk bcakap pasal makanan.

What? Makanan? Ape mimpi aku ari ni sbenanye? Oh, aku tidak bmimpi mcm aku bmimpi time tdo tu. Aku sedang segar bugar ni. Korang pon bkn bmimpi ni, so xpayah la susah2 nk cubit lengan tu bg bangun (Suda jauh aku menyimpang, sorry).

Okay la, troskan dgn topik aku kan, kesian krg yg da mnunggu smpai da tliur tgk gmba makanan kat sbelah ni...

Ini adelah makanan yg aku, mama & nana order sewaktu kami keluar td. Kemane? Em, ktrg pergi men batminton, panas2 kan bdn. Ceritanye mmg susah nk mncari taman yg bole ktrg men. Bkali2 ktrg pusing cr. Last2 ktrg men kat sebelah pejabat ape ntah lupa..heheh...

Ktrg men xde la lame pon, xsmpai pon 30 mnt kot. Pastu ktrg tros serbu kdai nih. Al-maklum lah, bile pas exercise, sume pon dahaga.. Sedap ak air sirap bandung tuh? Yumm!Tukang masak die mmg la, pnye la bnyk die msak, igt ktrg ni ape? tp abes gak..hahaha... So kesimpulan nye kan, ktrg keluar adalah bkan utk exercise semata2. Tp utk melantak juga.

Owh, I almost forgot, kat kdai ni kan, ade sorg mamat pelayan tu, sejibik muka die cam Tiger Woods! Siyes. Klu x caye krg g lah serbu kdai ni, mne la tau kot2 mmg Tiger Woods, ngahahaha... Tp klala la Tiger Woods ckp Bahasa Melayu...wahaha...

Owh, tghari sebelum tu ktrg g kenduri kawen kawan mama aku. Em, grand btol kenduri die. Siap wat kat kompleks sukan agi. Serba ungu plak tuh. Cantik la sume. Ehem, aku g pon cuma ushar mamat2 yg cute2 jerk! Wahahaha... jumpe ke? em, ade la 2 3 tu yg bole tahan. Tp xle bla tsangkut lak ngan mamat pengapit. Hahaha..jadilah..

Aku ngan nana pkai bju kaler hitam & putih tau, dah mcm pengapit lak. Hahah...
Aku doakan utk pengantin, semoga bkekalan hingga ke hujung hayat...Insyaallah..

Oklah, itu je aku nk cite..
So abeh la citer...
Daa...

Donut aka Kuih Gelang yang sodap!!

Salam... 
Well, nmpak sedap je kan donat Big Apple kat sebelah nih. Kan, kan, kan???

Mmg la sdap... sgt sdap..
Tgk pon tau sdap.
Ape yg aku merepek lagi nih....
Anyway, gmba ni aku personally yg tgkap. Cantik kan?
Maksud aku by cantik means donat tu yg cantik.
Nice je corak die.
Bkilat2. Ske tgk! Rse cam nk penyek2 kan jd hancur!




Ye, aku mmg ske penyekkan sume bnde. Hamster pon aku nk penyek jgak. Kejam an?
Hahaha.. Nk wat cmne da mmg aku camni.
Sbb ape aku ltak gmba ni ea?
Padahal gmba ni bole dkatakan da bkurun gak dlm hard disk akuh.
Tp mngapa br skarg aku ltak kat cni ek?
Aku pon xtau la nape.
Ttibe je rse cam nk review pasal donut.....yes....
Atau klu dlm bhasa Melayu lebeh dkenali sbgai 'Kuih Gelang'...hahaha

Aku ni bkn la peminat kuih gelang ni pon.
Sje je nk bikin gempak.
Padahal yg sgt ske adalah Atie.
Yup, mse aku snap pic ni, die yg tgh beli, bkn aku doe...
Aku cme admire rupe donut ni je...
Cantik/cute/delicious!

Spe2 yg tgk donut ni msti tliur an?
Mcm tu la dia, asal nmpak jer, terliur la die.
Ade satu ari tu, ktrg lepak kat masjid uia.
Tetibe Onnie nmpak ade 2 org guys pgg plastik Big Apple.

So then, Onnie pon ckp,
"Sllluuuurrrpppp! Kan sdap klu dapt makan Big Apple!"

Tetibe 2 org guys td dtg kat ktrg and tnye:
"Em, sisters sume, nk beli x donut ni? ktrg wat jualan utk program
usahawan Leadership". Belilah..."

Atie pon nganga smbil tersenyum luas smpai ke telinga..
Aku tgk jer. Dia tnye:
"Owh....Bape jual?"

"2 ringgit satu.."

Onnie tros jerit and ckp die nk beli...
Ksudahan nye die belilah. 2 ketul.
Onnie ckp mcm kebetulan je.
Die tgh pikir nk Big Apple, ttibe je ade org jual.
Mmg rezeki dia lah!

Anyway, that's basically it!
See ya guys next time!

I'm not Strong Enough...

It's true, I'm not strong...
I tried to be, but I can't be...
Today is a sad day for me.
I can't tell you why, but all I can say is that I'm hurt..
I don't know how I should feel right now.
Should I feel happy?
Should I be glad?
Or should I just enjoy it?

Is it a good thing?
If it is, then why doesn't it feel that way?
Why do I feel sad?
Why do I feel broken?
Why do I feel lost?
Why?

My life just tremble down..
don't know how and when will it be together again..
But, it may never will...