Family Gathering

Salam all.

Semalam ktrg wat kenduri kat umah. Xde la besar pon, just ade family, relatives and jiran2. Seronok sgt semalam. Mainly sbb sume relatives ade, with exception of a few people like my big brother, my little sister, Abi, and few cousins. Tp, aunty2 aku sume nye cam best jer kan, mmg riuh rendah la umah aku. Dr ptg sabtu smpai mlm td asyik gelak2 jer. Cam bese lah, klu family2 aku sume bkumpul, loghat yg klua mesti le Perak. Termasuk ngan aku2 skali ckp Perak..haha.

Sempat la ktrg sume usik2 org ni, usik2 org tuh. Mak aku pon kne usik gak, sbb die ade kecerendungan utk sebut certain word dgan ending yg ade bunyi 'n'. Semalam aku and maklang aku lah jd tukang usik nyer.. mak aku ske sebut 'Pizza Hut' jd Pizza Hun.lol.

Anyway, pastu dga citer2 makcik2 aku pasal itu la ini lah..sonok jer dga. Pasal cousin2 aku yg kcik2 pon ade gak. Makcik aku cite anak die dulu nk jd astronaut, pastu ttibe die kt nk jd tukang cat umah.hahaha..tergelak aku kat ctu. Budak tu mmg hyper. Susah nk amek hati die. Ade skali tu, kne cili ngan mak die sbb sbut pkataan yg xbaik. Esok nyer, die bole plak nyanyi lagu yg die reka sndri. Lirik die camni: "Semalam ku dicili oleh emakku..." hahaha, gile pandai cousin aku nih..padahal bru 5 tahun.

Pasal mknn plak, aku suggest mak aku masak lauk Pajeri. Pastu mak aku pon stuju. Hahaha, akhirnye dpt gak lauk feveret aku! Opah aku masak sedap tol. Selain tu, ktrg masak (kitorang? Bkn aku lah..aku tlg jer..haha) kari daging, sayur kacang, rendang ayam and order laksa kat restoran. Mmg terbaik pnye la masakn org Perak nih..haha..mak aku mkn smpai 3 kali. :P

Byk lagi lah citer, tp aku xigt la plak. Short term memory lost.hehe. Anyhoo, smpai cni jer la yer. Thanx utk sume relatives2 aku yg dtg, tlg masak sumer. Dan jiran2 yg dtg. Awek adek aku pon dtg gak, tp time umah da sunyi, sume org da blek, mmg xbest la. huhu.

Ouh, minx maap la coz 1 gmba pon xde. Sume busy smlm xsempat tgkap pon. Ade gak la gmba aku and cousin aku Raika and Awyn, tp aku xpakai tudung plak so xle la letak cni..so aku ltak je la gmba aku google nih..heheh.



Adios, daa...!

My Sister's Keeper

When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, 'I used everything you gave me'.

~Erma Bombeck

Salam all.

Korang pnah xtgk citer My Sister's Keeper? Kalau xpnah, pg la tgk. Cite die sgt best, dan sedeh. Korang mungkin bole blaja something. Blajar aper? Jgn la tnye aku, tiap2 org blaja different things.

Cite die pasal family. Tp lebeh kpd tiap2 family members yg ade isu sndiri utk hadapi ahli kluarga drg, Kate, yg ade cancer. Mak kpd Kate, syg kan anak die dan xnk tgk anak die mati. Bpak die plak pikirkan anak die Anna yg slalu jd mangsa utk tlg kakak die yg sakit. Pastu adik lelaki die Jesse plak, slalu kne pinggir sbb nk bg phatian kat Kate, smpai die ade masalah dgn membaca pon drg dpt tau lmbat.

Ape yg aku blaja dlm cite nih, utk tgk org yg kt sayang derita sakit, mesti kt nk buat ape je utk selamatkan die btol x? Mcm parents Kate jugak yg lahirkan Anna untuk jd penderma pd Kate. Kate plak, die tau sume org sedih and selalu buat ape je tk die. Die pun kesian kat adik die Anna yg kne tlg die sejak dr baby lagi. So die sruh Anna cari lawyer and fight for her freedom.

Kadang2, mmg susah nk lepaskan. Tp, mungkin da sampai masa kan? Bile kt ade sikit je peluang utk hidup kat dunia nih, jgn la sedeh. Be happy and just live your life.

Sebagai mak pon, bnyk sacrifice yg die buat utk anak2. Tp slalu xramai anak2 yg tahu. Pikir2 lah. Kesimpulannye, family sgt pnting. Kt kne hargai ape yg kt ada. Bila kt diuji dgn perkara mcm ni, xkn bru nk sedar?

Anyhoo, bnyk lagi yg aku dpt dr cite ni. Bnyk tlg aku gak.

Kate: I don't mind my disease killing me. But it's killing my family too.

Bai!

What we are and what we're not.

Man is the only creature that refuses to be what he is.

~Albert Camus

Salam all.

I have learned something today. Yes, I learn something everyday. We all do. It's just the matter of knowing that you are and not knowing that you are. And also if you're willing to even learn something at all. You can see things around you that can make you grow. That can teach you things and change you.

And sometimes, even just looking at other people can make you feel something, and experience things that you'd never expected. Because the fact of a matter is, we all have different lives with the same purpose. Each day, we are presented with stories of ourselves and others. All with different ways of going through every scene.

So, ape cara korang nk atasi sume cerita2 yg kadang2 happy, kadang2 xbape nk happy tuh? Klu happy, senang lah. Tp klu xhappy? Ade orang suka dduk sorang2 and xbagi sape2 pon nmpak dia tgh sedih. Kadang2 ade gak org suka tunjuk yg die sedih. Kdg2 ade gak org yg ade org utk hilangkan sedih. Ade jugak org yg xnk pikir ape2 and senyum jer smpai satu tahap, die dah xbole senyum lagi. So korang yg mana 1?

Kita sume manusia kan? Ke ade yg bkn? Soklan retorik plak. Mstilah kt sume manusia. Tp nape ape yg kt buat tiap2 hari, mnunjukkan yg kt nih bkn manusia? Kt struggle utk jd baik, jd setia, jd manusia. Tp selalu akan ade je org lain atau sesuatu bnde yg halang. Btol x?

Kadang2 kt ni baik, xpnah buat pkara yg xbaik, tp akan ade org yg buat kt jadi jahat. Nape yer?
Sume soklan2 nih, kt sume da tau jawapannye kan? Klu perkara yg berkaitan dgn hati manusia, xde sape bole ubah. Bnyk mna kt cube pun, klu org tu sndiri xnk brubah, xde ape lagi yg bole kt kata.

I am learning. I am still learning.

The FB Virus

Salam all.

Aku sedang try utk xmnjadi hulk nih. Haha. Lagi sket jer. Hampir2 gak lah. Anyhoo, bru skejap ni ade org IM aku kat fb an. Xyah la gtau name coz I'm sure die pon kne jgak. The thing is, IM die start camni: "Hi how are you." Aku pon reply la: "Hye, I'm fine thanks. and u?" Beselah kan org tnye aku jwab. Pastu die tanye lagi: "wanna laugh?" aku pon cam ape hal la ttibe tnye aku nk gelak ke x plak. Aku jwab la: "not sure". Then die blas: "It is you on the video. wanna see?" Aku pon ha? apekah yg ko merepek nih. Aku xknl ko pon apehal ko ade video aku plak. Aku trus pikir, die ni psycho ker? Aku jwab la: "I have no idea what ur saying". Sbb mmg aku xtau ape yg die ckp. Die jwab blek: "Alright then." Pastu trus xde da.

So aku pon cam takut la kan, sape plak makhluk Allah yg sorang ni. Ttibe gaya nye cam org sakit mental plak. Aku try la bukak page die. Ade org post kat wall die, bgtau yg ade virus baru kat fb yg akan IM kt exactly cam psycho tuh IM aku td. Sebijik ayat die!

Bile kt jawab nnt die akan bg kt satu link. Link tuh adelah virusnyer. Aku lepas bce, mmg sakit hati lah kan. Apehal ko nk bg virus kat org plak. Ko mmg ade masalah la. Masalah ngan diri ko tuh. Baik g cari help kat sape2. Seb bek la org tuh bgtau. Yg aku pon Alhamdulillah xkne. Maybe sbb die tau aku igt die gila. Mmg btol la tuh.huh.

Lagi pon aku da tau org2 cmni. Selalu je ttibe dpt IM dr kawan2 kat fb ckp soh g kat link nih, link tuh. Cam pelik la kan. Xpenah2 aku cakap ngan ko kat luar, and dlm fb, ttibe ko bg IM. So, automatik ade something yg not right kat ctu an. So, kpd krg2 yg ade fb, jage2 lah ngan org2 cmni. Xabes2 nk kenekan org.

Pergh, sakitnye jiwa nih. Orang2 camni lah yg ske wat aku jd serious. Bodo.

Dah, bai!

Single Mother

"Who ran to help me when I fell,
And would some pretty story tell,
Or kiss the place to make it well?
My mother.
~Ann Taylor

Salam all.

Last Saturday, aku dpt merasa jd a mom kejap.hehe. Aku kne jge cousin aku yg dlm darjah 2 (or maybe 1 I'm not sure.heheh) kat umah die separuh hari. My aunty and my mom plak 1 hari kne pusing sne sni sbb anak die yg third ade sukaneka kat Titiwangsa. So I was called to be the mom lah, kjut die and sruh die siap and then anta die g skola.

So, that morning, sng sket la kje aku xyah kjot die coz die pon da bgun sendiri sbb sume org bgun kan. Aku je yg still kat bed lgi. Then aku ttibe lak xle tdo, wolopon mlm nye aku tdo nk dkat kul 4. 6 lebeh cmtu aku da bgun. So then die kne siap, aku xtau die nk bwk ape g skola. Yg Ajim plak, (name cousin aku tuh) dok ckp soh bwk bju raya. Aku pon ha? what the chuck? hehe. Apesal lak nk kne bwk bju raya g skola? Pose pon blum. Aku call la my aunt, die kt ade event ape ntah, so bwk jer. Aku pon ok lah kn.

So, ltak la bju die. Pastu aku tnye, "ape lg nk bwk ni?" Ajim jwb, "xyah bawak ape2". Ok la. Then aku soh die g mkn. Pnye lah lme mknnye, bese la budak2..hehe. Aku plak da anxious, kul 7.45 kne gerak tp 7.35 blom abes mkn g. Pas die abes mkn, da nk pg nih, ttibe die nk stokin. "Ha? Stokin? Aku tnye, "stokin Ajim mne?" die kt xtau plak. Aku call lagi. This time ajim yg ckp.

Die pon naik atas, g kat beranda amek stokin bru baru basuh. Aku ikot jer..hehe. So da siap2 aku pon anta la. Ttibe kat dpn umah, ajim berenti dpn kete mak akuh. Aku tau apsal. Aku pon ckp la kat ajim "xde maknenye kak Iera nk drive" smbil gelak2. Ajim sengih jer..haha

Mmg xla kan, skola die dkat je ngan umah die, klua rumah trus nmpak skola. Lg 1 klu my mom bg bwk pon, aku xnk bwk.haha..

Smpai kt dpn skola Ajim, ngan beg Ben 10 nye berisi baju raya, aku pon tnye die "Ok, ajim bole masuk sendiri kan?" ajim iya kan jer. Ttibe die soh aku pgg beg Ben 10 tuh then die kt sat g die dtg balek. Die pon pg. Aku, heheh, terkebil2 jela kat luar tuh. Then die jerit dr dlm, "Kak Iera, baliklah!!!!! aku pon, "hah? owh, ok. Bye."

Kat umah die plak, aku solo je, srg2. Scary gak la, takut ttibe sape2 unknown yg decide nk 'singgah' ke kan. Aku plak, takut gak ngan Ajim ni. Coz die blek umah sndiri. Aku xtau plak tuh pkul bpe die blek, aku terjenguk2 kat luar tiap2 5 minit. Hehe. Last2 kul 12 die blek. Ceh.

Anyhoo, that's it lah hari aku sbgai single mother. Nape single mother? Yelah, aku still single, and then kne jd mak kan, padan la tuh. Hehe.. Adios.

P/S: Being a mother, is really hard, I know that now. Where's the bag? Where's the socks? Where's everything??? Oh, thank you Mummy.

Teehee!

My own 'Seriousness'

Salam all.

Pernah xkorang wat satu2 kje tuh dgn pnuh keazaman da ketelitian yg mendalam?
Keazaman yg smpai ttibe krang sndiri tnye diri "apsal terkuat lak azam aku nih?".
Pernah x jadi gitu?

Pastu pernah plak x, krg wat kje yg langsung xde 'keseriousan' (jgn tiru pkataan ini!)? Buat ape2 pon msti main2 dan penuh dgn gelak ketawa memanjang?? Pernah x cmtu?

Well, if you guys ask me, yg jadi kt aku is the 2nd one. The thing about me is that, when I'm doing something, I like to be comfortable. I like to have fun because most of the work I'm doing is not that fun you know what I mean? Anyhoo, bila aku try nk jd fun, gelak2 time kerja, adelah plak mata2 yg xsenang tgk.

Klu aku nk jd fun, of course la ade konco2 aku yg mnjadikan aku fun gak kan. Kawan2 aku la. So, drg2 yg xphm ni, mulelah ckp2 kat blakg. Pandang semacam jer cam xpenah tgk org plak. Aku tau msti drg tgh pikir, drg ni xreti nk serious ke wat kje?

Tp, one thing yg krg ptot tau, klu aku wat kje, xpnah xsiap Alhamdulillah. Sume nye aku siapkan. I just add a little fun into it that's all. Contoh ade lah satu subject aku amek satu sem tuh, yg mmerlukan satu kelas work together to make it work kan. So cam bese lah, aku and kawan2 aku jd lah antoo, gelak2 sane sini. Yg org tuh, tgk cam takut jer ktrg ni xserious. Takut yg kje xle nk siap ngan elok. But, in the end, sume nye ok jer..

The point yg aku nk ckp kat cni is, straighten up a little bit. Don't be to uptight with work. Just because we're having fun when doing a work, doesn't mean we're not competent. We can get the work done...even better I think. Remember, the key to a success is doing what you love to do. Ok, bukannye kt suke wat sesetengah kje tu kan? But, try to have fun. You got nothing to lose.

Tp, jgn la terlalu nk have fun sg smpai lupe kje kt an. Fun is fun, but work has to be done. But, I'm not saying that seriousness is a bad thing. When you need to be serious, then use it. Don't listen to me.lol.

Wokey la, stop. Nnt aku merepek lagi. Adios.

Teehee!

4 Hari Mencari.....

Mencari ape ye? Cinta? Diri? hahaha bukan ar. Xde kene mngene pon dgn cerita aku ni.
Ok, mase 4 hb smpai 7 hb Julai ritu, ktrg budak2 PEERS pg join 1 program yg bnama BKTA. Ni program for students yg dpt biasiswa from KPT lah. Budak2 pandai nye program. So ktrg ni volunteer utk jadi committee time tuh.

Nk jadi citer, mulanye program tu dbuat sbelum xm. Pastu kne ubah lpas xm. Bile da jd cmtu, Ima plak xleh pg coz die ade program lain plak. Ktrg pon tpksa la pg without her. Sian Ima. Die yg ajak ktrg join tp die lak xdpt pg, sedeh tol.

Anyhoo, ktrg diberi jawatan utk program ni. Selalu tu kt bole vote kan, tp yg ni kaunselor yg bg jawatan kat ktrg. Aku dpilih plak jd Programme Coordinator. Aku tkezut gak la, apsal drg ni bg aku jd PC plak, aku xpnah jd PC pon. Even though aku tau ape PC kne buat tp jawatan tu kn penting. Bg kat aku plak tu mmg hancus lah. Atie plak dpt Special Task. Dem, dpt under org yg die knal lak tuh..jelez I.lol.

So, ptutnye program tu 3 hari je, ktrg of cos la kne dtg sehari awl utk setup everything. Aku, Atie and farah dpt duk bilik same. So mmg hancur la bilik tu ktrg wat. Best cos ade AC and toilet pon dlm bilik gak. Cam umah sndiri jdnyer. Mlm first, ktrg tdo dgn AC nye 16 dc. Ktrg mmg dah bekulah.lol.

The next day time registration, mmg kaw kaw pnye best, cos aku pdt jage kaunter utk lelaki ye ladies and gentlemen. Hahaha.. Sonok xhingat! Aku pnye la practice senyum dr mlm sbelum lg. Nk jge kaunter tuh pnye pasal. Tp mmg best la registration. Dpt la aku tlg kaunter2 laen. Ktrg siap wat competition lagi sape abes dulu registration students. Of cos la aku kne compete ngan si Khair, Nik, and Ketua. Tp drg mng dulu, ish!

Ape lagi yer, oh, time first day drg dberi kumpulan and drg kne buat bendera utk group masing2. Bndera tu jd drg pnye barang amanah yg drg kne smpan n jage leklok klu x kne curi oleh ktrg. Sonok men curi2 ni! hahaha... Yg best skali, drg kan student sains, so drg ni kne pggil ktrg sume Professor, and ktrg kne pggil drg Doctor. Sonok tu, cam real jer. Drg pnye mission, kne cari vaksin utk pnyakit yg baru kat dunia iaitu 'Virus Gremlin'. Klu x dpt tau la kan jd ape.lol

Each group dberi 2 juta ae (cam ringgit la). Klu ade wat salah cam xpggil ktrg Prof, xpggil group members Doctor, ilang bendera, and ape2 je, tolak markah. Mmg ramai la kne tolak markah.lol.

Time best lagi mase ktrg jage game utk 'Lembah Berasid'. Haha, sian group2 nih, drg kne ngan aku and Bro. Zul (mostly Bro. Zul la buat, aku baik jer..heh). Aku siap bole mintak maaf g kat drg pas da abes aktiviti tuh..haha.

Si Nik plak, ko mmg ske mngacau yer. Die jd pak guard plak kat tmpat org jge. Tau kje gelakkan org jer. Kau la Sang Kelembai tu yer? Haha. Xle bla pggil aku kancil! Sbb ape? Sbb aku ade nmpak 2 ekor binatang dlm kandang tu mcm kancil, mcm rusa. Aku pon tanye la Nik "Ni ape ek? Kancil ke?" Nik pon "Hahaha, kancil yer..kancil la tuh". So, smpai sudah aku igt tu kancil. Time da abes aktvt tu bru die ckp tu rusa lah. Aku da agak da sbenanyer (yelah tu). Nik pon smpai abes pggil aku kancil. Ima!! tgk Nik! lol.

Time jge explorace pon best gak! Aku ngan Farah dpt jge same. Ktrg jge tmpat buat 'Limbo'. Limbo nye plak tinggi nye lbeh kurang 2 kaki je (ke sekaki? ntah la). Mmg seksa budak2 tu kne. hahaha...lawak2. Time 'Kala Bulan Mengambang' pon best, drg kne kluar mlm2 cari member drg yg ilang. Drg dberi lilin, & 3 btg mancis jer. Buat la cmne jgn bg api pdam. Aku & Bro. Wan kne jge group ktrg. Tp xle bgtau ape2. Sian drg sume..haha.. P/s: Bro. Wan, nape tnye sy course ape and ape sy nk jd bile nk grad lagi skali? Bkn sy da pnah bgtau ke dulu? Bro. lupe ye? Sedeh tol...lol

Owh, ade gak la students yg cam best gile and sporting. To group I, mase explorace, even though time da abes, krg still nk main game tuh. Krg mmg the best lah. Owh, and group atie, L, ade la srg budak ni x igt namenye, cute gak la, mcm budak2 muka die. Bile tnye umur bpe, die kt 22. Ape lg, tkezut la ktrg! Igtkn muda lagi. Rupenye sebaya. To drg sume xtau ktrg ni kakak ke adik drg. Sbb ktrg da diingatkan utk jgn bgtau umur and ape2 selain drpd yg ktrg ni student. That's it. Sbbnye drg xnk student2 ni ilang respect kt ktrg bile tau ktrg ni just mcm drg. Get it? Awesome.



Ok lah, dah la, xk cite pjg2..hopefully drg sume xrse
boring time ktrg handle program tuh.
Doa sgt2..to Ima, too bad ko xdpt join lah, ktrg sume salu igtkan ko. Ape2 je, ko. Smpai 1 time tuh aku ternyanyi lagu "Oh Fatimah...Gadis ayu..." sbb tringat kat ko...hahaha... jumpe long sem nnt!!

comel x kami 3 org dgn bju same? hahaha...


That's it! Adios!