Tears, Weakness or Strength?

Salam readers.

First and foremost, I must apologize for I will discuss yet again about the matters of life. It is a kind of an inevitable thing for me. I can not describe how much I think about these things everyday. Things that relate to human. Today, my question would be, tears; is it a sign of weakness or it is a sign of strength?

Let me begin by making an assumption - although I'm certain this is true - that every single human in this world have cried. Be it that it was 20 years ago, 15 years ago, 2 years ago, a month ago, 15 minutes ago, or maybe even right now. There are lots of reasons behind those tears. Sadness, happiness, or maybe something in between.

Or it could be because of the littlest thing, or other people or maybe just you. And sometimes, you cry just because.

So what is crying to you? If it's a sign of weakness then why do we feel better after we cry? And if it's a sign of strength, then why do we feel embarrassed to just cry? Why are we given this ability in the first place?

Why do some boys/man think that crying is not a cool thing to do? Does crying makes you look weak and makes you look like a girl? So, girls/women are weak? Perhaps...

Everyone is capable of crying. Even a heartless man will have that spot in his heart somewhere. But are they capable of showing it?

To me, tears can tell you a lot about a person. It shows purity, innocence, love, sympathy, loyalty, and many of the good things. That is who you are. So just cry. Because one day, you will tell yourself I wish I had cry...but it will be too late.

It's not a weakness, it's not strength either. It's just being human...

P/s: dedicated to my dear friends, Atie and Ima.

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Ignorant or just Plain Stupid?

Salam all.

Hari ni yang sepatutnye jd hari yg penuh kaler2 utk aku, ttibe dgelapkan oleh 2 org girls nih. Xle blah ayat kan.haha. Aku xtau la ape nk jd manusia2 zaman skang nih. Dah xde kesedaran sivik dah.. sengal la drg nih (termasuk aku jgak). Mesti korang ttanye kan ape yg budak ni melabun dan merepek nih.haha.. aku cite aku cite yer..

Actually, bende ni da bnyk kali aku update kat blog ni (tak tau la klu krg xbace ke x). Tp mmg bende ni common lah. Td time aku nk beratur nk mkn lunch, ttibe ade la 2 org minah ni selamba tenuk je potong line aku and Ima. Mmg la xde sign sruh queue up kan. Tp kau patut sedar sendiri lah, klu tmpat2 cmni mmg kau patut beratur lah. Aku xkesah klu kau nk ptong pon kan, tp at least, hati aku sedap la sket kalu kau minta lalu ke, excuse me ke x pon ape2 yg bleh wat aku xsakit hati. Tp sbb kau senang2 je ptong xckp ape pon.

Yang sorang tuh plak tudung 'lebih'. Act according to your look lah. Otherwise people will say you're hypocrite! And when that happens, u deny like crazy plak...

So, in conclusion, you guys please...have if not a lot just a tiny bitty sense of caring and responsible. And please be aware of other people's rights! Our rights!

Jgn la smpai orang2 kat Malaysia ni jadi macam org2 dlm kejadian kat China tuh. Budak umur 2 tahun kene langgar lari, xde sape pon tolong. Jalan2 and tgk aje budak tuh. Xde ke rse responsible ngan nyawa org? Once ko nmpak budak tu perlu pertolongan, and klu ko xtolong, and die mati, ko pon berdosa skali! Budak tuh dok kat tgh jln tuh nyawa2 ikan. Dah la kene langgar bukan sekali.

Yg lori tu plak, ade ke patut dah langgar skali, die stop and langgar lagi skali ngan tayar blakang! Sbb nk make sure budak tu mati! Pemandu tu kata, klu budak tu mati, die perlu byar sket jer, tp klu xmati, maybe die kne byr lagi mahal. Sekali lagi aku tnye, kita ni manusia ke atau? (krg pikir la sendiri, yg pasti I wasn't going to write 'binatang').

Satu je yg aku benci ttg citer kat China tuh. Ade makcik tolong angkat budak tu ketepi, Makcik tu try nk tlg ngan minta tlong org rmai kat ctu. Tp drg kate mind ur own business! nape xtolong pggilkan ambulans? Nape xtolong die? Klu xbleh tlong, at least duduk ngan die pon xpe. Nape biarkan die?

Hancur luluh hati aku tgk video tuh. I can't keep writing cause' if go on, I'll cry. Klu krg nk tau lebeh lagi click here.

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Hello and Goodbye

Nobody said life is easy. Nobody said life is hard. I wish someone did. I wish somebody had told me that life is going to give you a hard time. That you're probably going to spend the rest of your life laughing, or maybe crying. Or maybe just something in between. Maybe you're going to spend you whole life saying hellos, or maybe even saying goodbyes. That sometimes people will disappoint you, and hurt you, break you and worse, they might leave you all alone.

I wish there was a manual on how to survive in life. Tell me steps that I need to take whenever I feel lost. Guide me through painful times. I wish I came with a reset button. So that whenever I feel hurt, I can go back to where I was before. Then everything will be okay again. Why can't I change my heart to a different one every time I feel sad? Why don't we have spare parts? Why don't we have replacements, why?

Because we are perfect. We don't need spare parts. We're not a machine, we're human. Even though we can't change our heart but we can feel and get better. Because we can laugh after we cry and we can say hello after we say goodbye. Some will hurt you, but some will hold you. We don't have a reset button cause the past teaches us to not make the same mistakes again. That's why we are who we are.

Bila Lelaki Seperti Perempuan

Salam readers...Annyeong, Konichiwa, bla bla bla...tdo...zzzz

Dah, merepek lagi..uih. Mlm2 nih...xleh nk elak lah. Oh yea, controversi x tajuk saya diatas tuh?? hahaha, klu sy bjaye buat kamu2 terkesima and stop nk bce, attention getter sy berjaya lah. haha.

adoiyai...sy pelik sy tahu.

Okay, baik saya jelaskan maksud disebalik tajuk sy yang 1 nih. Xde kne mngene ngan ape yang kamu2 sume pikir okay. Sy just nk citer satu pengalaman sy bjumpa ngan lelaki yg perangai nye cam ppuan.

Lelaki ini....wah mcm lagu Anuar Zain plak...haha. Lelaki ini, seorang lelaki. Yelah, lelaki lah. Tp die ade perangai cm ppuan Maksud nye die cerewet, sgt2 pnye smpai aku pon rse ppuan pon xde la cerewet cam die. Die pun cepat merajuk smpai xbertegur ngan org and mcm2 lagi lah. Nape yer? Anyhoo, xnk la elaborate pjg2 pasal nih. Aku nk citer pasal die and ade lagi srg yg ske btanye soklan yg pelik2. Xde la pelik pon tp krg akan terangkat kening gak la bile dga drg tnye.

Ade satu hari, Saya, Atie, Ima beserta dua budak lelaki Peers, Nik and Kaer kuar g uruskan pasal Peers Grad. Sepanjang ktrg kuar sesamer tuh, drg asyik tnye soklan pelik2 yg xde la pelik tuh.

Soklan2 nyer mostly dtanyer oleh si Kaer. Dan aku seperti di interview plak oleh budak itu:

1. ko kesah x klu hidop sorang2 and xkawin? - aku jwab, klu xde jodoh nk wat cmne, aku bole jer. Aku mesti la nk kawen, tp klu dtakdirkan xkawen, aku redha asalkan ade org aku syg ngan aku.
2. ko da grad nnt nk jadi apew? - aku nk jd writer. Aku ske menulis. Tulis cerita fiksyen la.
3. ko ade tulis cerita ker? - ade la.
4. Nak bce boleh? - xboleh la. xde sape pnah bce lagi. Sbb aku xconfident lagi nk bg org bace. Bile aku tgk blek ape aku karang, klu aku rse nk edit, aku edit la.
5. Cbe ko nama kan sape tokoh yang ko suka and admire - aku xigt la. Tp yg aku tau die ske bg quote best2 pasal life. (time ni aku mmg xigt namenye, skang da igt, namenye Mark Twain)
6. Ko ske laki tggi ke rendah? - aku ske laki tggi la, sbb aku tggi. Tp klu takdir dpt laki rendah aku trima jer. :P
7. ko ske laki camner? - aku ske laki yg simple. Yang x complicated. yang lebih kurang cam aku jer. X cerewet sumer. (aku ckp gini sbb ko tu cmtuh Kaer...hahaha..
8. atie tnye drg: korang rse pgg tngan awek seronok ke? - drg jwab.....tettttt! aku xleh bgtau..hahaha

Ade lgi kot drg tnye tp aku xigt. Tgk la, lelaki tnye soklan2 cmni. Cam ppuan plak...huhu... Skang da phm nape tajuk entry aku cmtu? hehehe...

Bai!

Chipsmore v.s Biskut

Salam readers!

Ade isu hangit eh hangat nih sy nk citer same kamoo sumer. Tp padahal xde la hangat pon, sje terover. Baik korang jgn terus bce, nnt korg marah sy plak...hehe

Td sy dan bbrapa kawan2 Peers, Atie, Ima, Nik, and Daus Ketua pg Kelab Darul Ehsan nk book tmpat utk Grad Peers nnt. So time otw kat lam keter tuh, aku ade perang mulut sket ngan si Nik tuh. Ktrg perang pasal Biskut and Chipsmore. Ingin sy tegaskan dsini, sume nye si Nik yang start dulu, bkn sy. Sy tgh nk komen pasal Abg yg handle KDE pnye matters yg kejap ade kjap xder tuh aku pon cakap la, abg tuh mcm biskut, kjap ade jap xde.

Ttibe si Nik ni cakap, bkn biskut la, Chipsmore. Walaweh..mmg la aku tgh mksudkan biskut chipsmore tuh. That's why aku ckp biskut, bkn kuih ke ape ke!

Pastu die kt chipsmore tu bkn biskut tp coklat yg kat atas die. Ceh...ape kes! coklat tu mmg la kat atas...atas ape, BISKUT! cbe tgk blek iklan 'Kejap ade kjap xde' dulu krg igt x? Kan dlm iklan tuh, BISKUT Chipsmore tuh yg kjap ade kjap xde kan? Bkn nye Chip coklat tuh! Jd basically btul la aku ckp abg tu mcm biskut! Biskut Chipsmore. Mmg btol la, chipsmore tu chip coklat tuh, tp die kt chipsmore tuh bkn biskut. Ape kah! (marah ni marah). Klu bkn biskut ape? ceh.

So, pada NIK yg nk lawan mulut ngan sy tlg la tgk facts awk tuh dulu. Geram! Cakap sbb nk lawan je semater...ceh. (Atie and Ima, sorry, sy tau kamu side ngan die, tp cbe kamu pikir gak btol x sy ckp).

Elek dulu...sy xde la marah giler..hehe..sje je nk emo..xde pe pon actually..haha. Just nk tegakkan ape yg btul. Sy nk ckp je td dlm keter, tp Atie yg tgh drive mcm stress je dgar so sy diam je lah. But then, krg bce la kat cni...

Sape xetuju angkat tngan!

Ha, tgk gmba ni, kan die tulis ctu, COOKIES! Cookies yang ade bnyk chips! (sggup google cari tau).

Kesimpulannye, jauh mne ko pusing, aku tetap btol NIK!

Bai.

Worlds Within

Salam beloved readers :)

It's a beautiful day isn't it? Bayang je la...ok.

It's been agesssssss since aku last update blog aku nih. Dusty2!!

Duster pon xleh nk cuci. Ye, mulalah aku merepek. Sengal lah! haha!

Ok, skang mungkin korang akan berbisik sesamer sendiri ape hal la minah ni...sakit jiwa kot.

Xde, aku xde sakit jiwa. Walopon ade bebrapa test yg aku amek kat Pakcik Tenet ni mngatakan yg aku ni agak stress sket, tp I'm still holding on!

Aktivity aku di ruang virtual nih kurang sket lately. Sbb per? Yelah, jd student smbil ber blogging part time nih kdg2 susah gak. Lgi2 plak aku xtau la nk melabun apew kat cnih.

Anyhoo, skang aku nk citer pasal orang. Yer, balik2 tajuk org...kan. Xkesah la.

Aku ni jenis ske observe org. mmg ske tahap yg smpai aku sndiri xsedar aku tgh usha org wahaha..dan bile aku usha, aku nmpak la manusia ni sbenanye same jer, cuma perangai lain2. Mcm pepatah Melayu la rambut sama hitam, hati lain2. Btol ke nih? Klu salah tlg tunjukkan yer..hehe.

So, aku nk cite pasal style. Skang ni aku tgk ramai yg dah berani. Based on my observation kat campus akuh, budak2 zaman skang dah maju. Aku tgk laki xkesah pkai beg cm ppuan pnyer, ppuan xkesah pakai beg laki pnyer, bju ppuan lai pkai...bju laki pon ppuan pkai..ish, bunyi cam kontroversi ek? xlah..aku bkn mksudkan cmtu...maksud aku skang bnyk style yg da unisex. Dua2 bole pkai. Get it?

Sume pon cm gedeban lah....haha.

Dah cukup, xtau nk kt ape dah...later!