Kings and Queens

Salam all.

Time for another episode of total crapness (don't use this word wherever you are, it's only reserved for those who doesn't care). So, let's go.

What if we were Kings and Queens? All of us?
What if we were someone BIG?
What if we were all the same?

What if we all want the same thing?
What if we don't care about power?
What if we just live and die?
What if we don't mind saying Hello and Goodbye?
What if we were all crazy?
What if we just be HUMAN?

Believe it or not, being human is the hardest thing to do.
You, me, do we believe that we are actually human?
How do we know we are?

I never understood how to be a human.
They say by making mistakes.
But making to many mistakes is making me feel less and less human.
Why is that?

Quote

“We need others. We need others to love and we need to be loved by them. There is no doubt that without it, we too, like the infant left alone, would cease to grow, cease to develop, choose madness and even death.”

-Leo F. Buscaglia

Uncivilized

Salam all.

I got plenty of times in my hands. The worse part about having too much time is that, you just want to do everything! But in the end, nothing ever gets done, you know what mean.

Aside from taking lots and lots of pictures, I am now in a middle of writing a fictional story. Yes, like I said, too much time in my hands.

I already have 1 short story done but no one has read it yet. I don't know, I guess I'm not ready to let anybody read them. Full stop.

So what's the deal with the world today? Let's see, I've actually lost track of what's happening around me. I know. I haven't watched the news for quiet a while now. So, I heard about this riot that's been occurring in London and the heartbreaking story about one of our own, Asyraf. You guys heard what happened? He was beat up and then mugged. I saw what happened. No, I wasn't there but I watched the video.heh.

The video showed him, sitting down and bleeding on the side of the road and confused. So one of the guys who happened to be there picked Asyraf up and tried to help him. I was like okay, so there is still some good people out there. But then I took everything I said, back. Another guy came up to Asyraf and began to sneak his hand into Asyraf's backpack. While he was going through the bag, the first guy who was so-called-helping joined the other guy looking inside Asyraf's bag.

The second guy took something out of the bag, (found out later that it was a PSP) and walked away like nothing happened. Then the fist guy did the same thing. He walked away, ignoring his first intention; helping the kid.

So, I almost teared up when I watched the rest of the video, showing Asyraf tried to stop them from taking his stuff but he was injured so he couldn't put up much of a fight. All he could do was watched them walk away. Then he just continued walking, bleeding and hoping someone would help him. But no one did. I could tell he was confused.

I felt him right at that moment. How could this have happened to him? The first guy, I know he was trying to help Asyraf. He looked like he really wanted to help him. But then, when he saw an opportunity, he gave in. That's what saddens me the most.

Anyhoo, Alhamdulillah, Asyraf is okay now and the police managed to capture the guy who stole Aysraf's PSP (I think). And you know what else that shocked me? The guy who stole the PSP, is a son of a billionaire!! What the fish! I mean, do you see what I meant by opportunity? What is a PSP to a billionaire lah kan? He could have bought himself one. But why did he stole it? (Kepuasan diri. Nak ambik kesempatan dkat org yg xberupaya. Kurang ajar namenyer.)

Ape2 pon, syukur bnyk2 Asyraf selamat mnjalani pmbedahan rahang kat Royal Hospital London. Owh, and ade pihak yg bsimpati dgn keadaan Asyraf dan bantu die. (Drg belikan PSP dan gantikan PSP die yg kne curik, support die blajar, and also help family die). Bguslah...ade gak org nk bantu.

So, think about it. Why do people do what they do? It's not about the hardships of life anymore. It's just for the fun of it. It's sad. Whatever happened to the so-called civilized people? It's just a name now. In fact, it always has been.

To watch the video and read the story click here.

Drama di Tempat Kerja

Salam all.

Lame aku xbermadah kat cni yer. Rindu kat korang...hahaha
Ade ke orang rindu aku? (jgn jawab).

So, by looking at the title for this particular entry, I'm sure you guys are wondering what kind of drama am I talking about yea? Nk cite la ni, ce sabaq...

Pagi2 aku dtg office, aku dok la luar sat, sbb ade mak cik cleaner nk cuci lantai. Ttibe ade la uncle chinese ni dtg. Aku kenal die sbb die ade dtg amek form semalam. Die ni sgt cerewet org nye. Nk kata scary pon ade gak. Anyhoo, even though die chinese, die da masuk Islam. So die saudara baru. Die ni mcm ade bnyk probs tau sbb dtg2 je die trus bkk citer masalah die kat ktrg sumer. Die kt brg die bnyk kne curi, kad entrance die la, duit die 20 inggit lah..kat dlm umah die plak tuh.

So, the problem is, masalah tu jd kat dlm umah die, what can we do? Btol x? Die kt ade pencuri, but then xde sape nmpak. Die pon xde nmpak. Mmg xle wat ape lah.

Die cite lagi, kad entrance die hilang, nnt kene buat baru byr lagi duit..bla bla bla lah...
Mula2 die cite kat akak jge kaunter tu. Ala, akak yg aku kt cantik tu Kak Rozie. Die pon dgar jer.. Die da xthn die blah..bole plak uncle tu ttibe cite kat aku plak. Aish.

Die cite dgn penuh kesungguhan yg teramat..amek kao. Aku pon xtau ape2 an, aku angguk jela. Just being polite. Smbil aku sengih2...ttibe akak Rozie pggil dr dlm. Aku pon masuk lah. uncle tu pon blah. Sorry uncle, bkn sy xnk dga, tp klu sy dga pon ape sy bole buat. I am just a temp.hehe..

Oklah, smpai ctu je. Aku pon continue ngan kje aku. Ttibe die dtg blek. Die tnye kak Rozie ape perkataan 'harimau' dlm bhs Arab? walaweh...aku pon terkesima lah. Ttibe je harimau apsal.
Akak Rozie and Boss pon terkesima gak. Aku dlm hati aku tau ape translation die, tp xckp la kuat2. hehe..

Pastu die bgtau sndiri, mula2 die explain pkataan tu dlm BM, BI, Tamil, Chinese, Hokkien..segala. Amek kao! Then die kt dlm bhs Arab, harimau is 'Namirun'. Mmg btol lah. Tp ape yg die nk ckp sbenanyer? Die kt org Islam pon xtau. IDe tnye imam kat masjid pon imam tu kt nnt die cr kamus. Pastu die kt pasal racist agama ape ntah.

Tp die mmg tegaskan td, die kt "I am a Chinese, and sy masuk Islam tp bkn masuk melayu. I am a Chinese. Korang agak2 ape maksud die ea? Aku pon xphm lor..

Ok, pastu die ilang blek. Ok la..kak Rozie and Boss dok ckp pasal die. Aku pon dga la. Bkn nk eavesdrop okay! xkn aku nk tutup telinga kan??? haha...

Ttibe! Jeng3! Die dtg blek. Kali ni pkataan baru plak 'sudu'! haha.. Die tnye ape makna sudu dlm Arab.Ktrg terkesima lagi...Again die explain dlm sume bhs tuh. then die bgtau dlm bhs Arab. Aku xigt la ape. Die mcm xpuas hati nape bile die tnye makna kat org Islam Melayu, sume xleh jwab. Uncle, ktrg blaja Islam bkn bhs Arab. Mmg la blajar bhs Arab tu pnting. Tp jgn la assume klu org Islam drg tau bhs Arab. Tp sy blaja yer..hehe. Terkial2 la gak.

Dah, itu je. Pastu diie da xdtg lagi dah. Hehe... Ok, cite lain plak, hari ni pergh, bz teramat la syg! Org anta form org amek form org salah bg form org xcukup form..huh! Mcm2!

Ade plak 2 org budak ni, dtg bg form, parents mane? :P duit yg kne byr pon xde. Dah la xnk senyum..sakit hati I tau.haha.. Ttibe budak2 tu ilang. Kak Rozie soh call tnye duit, aku call, Aunty tu cm marah, xde pon kt kne byar 30 inggit bla bla bla...ahh...aku pass kat akak Rozie..hehe jht kan aku? haha

Aku mmg stress ari ni. Seb bek ade 2 org budak kecik comel giler wat aku sng hati blik. Aku senyum kat budak srg tu die sengih..comel gile! Pastu die men pengsan2 kat atas lantai. Haha lawak tol...

Dah la, aku stop cni jer. Tangan aku da sejuk, aircond office ni pnye pasal. Ye aku kat office skang ni srg2...haha. Aku pon xtau la nape drg dok kt AC ni xsejuk. Gile la...onye la sejuk kat cni! Smpai drg bwk kipas stand tu bukak skali! Aku da naik beku doe!!

Pas kje ni, bru la aku tau, rupe2 bkn sng nk kje ni. Kene deal ngan mcm2 jenis org kat luar tuh. Patut la slalu org kje ni stress yer?

P/S: Isnin ni pkataan ape plak agaknyer?

Daaa!

Nightmare on This Street

Salam all.

Sorry, the title has nothing to do with the movie. It's just a title. I had a bad dream last night. It's been a while since I had one. I don't know why I had it (I think maybe I was too tired last night).

So, my dream went like this, I was kidnapped by a girl who's also a psycho. Yea, kidnapped! Along with 2 of my friends (I think there were 2). I don't know them. I just assume that both of them were my friend judging from the situation. And, I couldn't see what they all looked like, including my kidnapper.

All I remember was, we were in a dark house, and there she was, with a gun. So, aku bkak mata, aku nampak kawan2 aku tuh. Tp peliknye ktrg xkne ikat pon. That girl was screaming and yelling something to us tp aku xigt die ckp ape. Smpai satu tahap, aku marah, aku jerit balik kat psycho tuh.
Die pon ape lagi, marah jgak la. Die soh aku keluar ke halaman rumah.
Owh, lupe plak, tempat dlm mimpi aku tu sebiijk mcm rumah kat kampung aku.

Time dkat halaman tuh, die point the gun at me.
Aku plak, xtau la cmne bole ttibe ade handphone kat tgn aku.
(aku igt2 mcm aku ambik senyap2 dr die).
Handphone to aku igt jelas, mcm hphone aku dulu SE W910i.
Tp lain sbb kaler die hitam.

So time die tgh marah2 aku tu, aku nmpak mcm die nk tembak aku.
So aku telefon polis. Bru nk tekan 9, ttibe ade srg polis 20 kaki dr ktrg.
Sorang die jer. Bile aku nmpak die aku terus jerit, ppuan ni nk bunuh saya.
Then I have no idea why I started to run.
When I ran, the psycho shot me at the back.
I fell, and then polis tuh draw his gun plak and try to shoot the psycho.
Aku bangun nak lari, aku toleh blakang, polis tu kene tmbak, kepala die dah putus.
Walaweh, kepala putus? Aku rse psycho tu guna pistol jer.
Xpe lah mimpi pon kan.

Anyhoo, pastu aku nmpak kawan2 aku pon lari keluar, masuk dlm hutan.
Aku pon ikut sama lari. The psycho pon kejar ktrg.
Aku igt, aku nyorok blkg pokok..haha..
Tp siyes, I was absolutely terrified.
Takut sgt2. Time tgh nyorok ttibe bunyi handphone.
Rupe2nye alarm phone aku bbunyi. Ceh. Kacau mimpi aku plak.

Mase aku terbangun tu, nafas aku turun naik sbb takut.
Rugi xdpt tau ape jd.
Camne pon, mimpi aku ni mcm cite horror kan?
Kalu buat jd filem best nih..haha

P/s: Maybe mlm ni smbung blek kot mimpi. Ade ke? :P

1st Day At Work

Salam all.

No special story for today. Just want to share with you guys on my 1st day at work. I'm on a semester holiday right now so I'll be at home for 2 months. Since I don't have better things to do (than just sitting in front of this old lappy and rant), my mom hook me up with this work. It's just an easy job, checking papers and forms, that's all. And it's only for 2 weeks.

1st day saya mcm cuak jugak, yelah 1st time kerja. Saya xpernah keja lagi sbelum ni. Smpai2 je ade akak cantik kat dlm office tuh. So die bgtau ape saya nk kene buat, then saya pon terus buat. Keja die senang jer. Bagi borang kat penduduk tmpat saya tinggal ni. Saya kerja dkat office umah saya jer. Management pnye office.

1st time kje, saya mcm kekok, xtau ape nak kne explain. But then akak cantik tuh explain skit2 kat saya. Saya pon, bile org dtg nak ambik borang, saya kne explain cmne nk isi borang2 dkat org tuh plak. Xde susah mane pon.

Overall, 1st day nih boel tahan cuma boring jer. Yelah kalu xde org dtg nk amek borang, saya termenung jer lah kat ctu. Tp kan, akak cantik tuh garang. Die tegas btol, takut plak saya ni. Suara die kuat, nak compare ngan suara saya ni mcm langit ngan bumi...haha

Thanks to Allah, sumenye ok. Akak tuh pon, even tho die garang tp die baik dgn saya.hehe. Owh, td die bg punch card, aku pon tercari2 la mane punch machine tuh, rupenye kat post guard. Pg kat ctu ramai la abg2 guard. Segan plak saya (xle blah). Da la xreti nak guna punch card tuh. Saya pon tanpa segan silu tnya drg, camne ek, saya xreti lah. Drg pon tunjukkan. Baik btol abg tuh! hehe. 1st time punch card, best! Tp sy still xreti lagi la, cmne esok?

Anyhoo, esok 2nd day, hopefully better than today. Amin... Ok, smpai sini, nk pg tlg mama sy masak lauk bbuka nnt, selamat bbuka korang sumer! Jgn lupe bce doa.

P/s: Kucing sy Glow, nk masuk kuali panas, kang jadi goreng kucing kang!, jerit mama saya. Sy pon kat dpn jerit blek, "Kucing goreng la mama, haha." Mak saya tergelak ajer.

Toodles!~

A Message...

Salam all.

I'm still awake right now. Tomorrow, I mean today is the 1st day of Ramadhan. I can't believe it's finally here again. Alhamdulillah I'm still here and well to perform my fasting. I pray that this Ramadhan, I will be a lot better than days before and Allah s.w.t will bless me and my family. May our deeds during this month be accepted by Him. Amin....

This Ramadhan will be the 1st Ramadhan that I will be able to complete at home ever since I was in Yuaiea! Like2..hehe

To all my Muslim friends, Happy Fasting. Take care of yourself and drive slow.hehe.