Phobia or just Normal?

Hey guys, just want to share something. Do you guys have any phobia? or phobias?

Well, I have “Dromophobia” and “Coulrophobia”. What's that? Well, dromophobia is the fear of crossing the streets, and coulrophobia is the fear of clowns (including good clowns).
I've seen a lot of people with coulrophobia, but seriously how many people are dromophobic?
I tried to ignore them and tried hard to change but I just couldn’t. What should I do. It’s creeping me out and it’s given me a lot of troubles. Especially that dromophobia thing. Seriously, I didn’t even think it’s possible. T_T
Not just troubles to me, but to my friends. Every time I want to cross the streets they will have to hold my hand really tight so that I wouldn't let go. Yes, I've done it before. My friend held my hand really tight, and then I saw a car. I was extremely scared so I let go of my hand from her. She got to the other side but I was left there. My hands were really sore as the result of the struggling to get my hand off of her. That was crazy and funny at the same time. Haha..
There were also one time, where we were crossing the street, I freaked out again when I saw a car going really fast (or so I thought it was) and I pulled the same friend when she was ready to cross.
Really this thing is bad. My friends had to constantly watched out for me whenever we would cross the road. Or they would look for me if I'm safely crossed. But there would be that one time they would forget. Hahaha...
I have no idea how to get rid of this phobia, but I can just live with it.

Unbelievable?

Woa...why is my title for this entry so freaky? No? It's not? Well, I guess I'm just imagining things then. Anyhoo, yeah, I have been disappearing for quite some time haven't I? Did you guys miss me? Haha...it's worth a try.

Sorry, I didn't mean to just go away like that. I am really tied up right now. With lots of things. Okay2..the truth is...I have a new lover. Oooppsss, sorry2..I meant to say I have a new blog. Not here, but it's on an another site. I've been busy updating my entries there than here. Which id weird. I know. That site is just addictive!

Well, that doesn't mean I'm just going to forget this one. I'm going to keep posting my stuff. Mainly taken from my other blog. If you guys want to check on my other blog, I'm more than welcome to have you guys. But of course, who's actually reading? hehehe...

Another scary fact is that I've joined this site for almost 3 years now but I had only joined that site for only 4 months, but my posts on that blog, is a whole lot more than my posts, here. Scary huh? So where's the wrong in that?

Maybe I need to find that colourful, exciting, adventurous ideas like I seem to get for the other blog so that I can make the same thing happen here. It's not easy but I'm going to try.

So keep 'listening' yea!~

Anger Issues

Arrrgghhh....buduh!!! AKu tgh angry yg teramat skang!!! Nape ni! Nape sume ni jadi kat aku ni!
Sape nk tolong aku selesaikan masalah yg bkn masalah ni?? Why, why, why???

Aku xphm seriously. Nape yg sampai jd cmni?
Nape mesti macm ni? aiyo, aku da pening kepale la piki..smpai ulang2 bnde yg same.

Mmg aku da penat. penat sgt2.
Ape aku buat sume nye salah, xbtol.
Aku ni bkn nye ROBOT!!
Aku xde special program yg bole di'set' utk tiap2 hari puaskan hati semua org!
AKU BUKAN ROBOT!!
Tau x!!

Aku ni manusia aje..
Klu aku buat ssuatu, aku nk org first, tnye diri sndiri, nape aku buat cmtu.
Aku bkn xpikir pasal org len. Bodo la aku klu aku xpikir.
Aku serabut dgn maslah kat rumah, skan xkan aku serabut pasal org lain pulak!!!
Kenapa?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aish~!!

My Boyfriend Is....

My boyfriend is weird.
Why? Because I am weird too.
We'll be walking around the city, laughing all day at anything.
Yea, that would be fun.

My boyfriend is a 'singer'.
Why? Cause I would really love it if he sings to me.
Even if he's not a Malaysian Idol.
Yea,that would be very romantic!

My boyfriend is a listener.
Why? Because each time I'm in pain, he'll listen.
Even though he's also in pain and he doesn't want me to know.
Yea, that would be comforting.

My boyfriend is caring.
Why? He'll be worried if I trip on my own shoe.
Or maybe when I'm not myself.
Yea I would be thankful.

My boyfriend is tall. Very tall.
Why? So I can hug him tight (after married la) and listens to his heart beating.
Then I will be okay again.
Yea, I would be really content.

My boyfriend is a friend.
Why? Because I can talk to him about almost anything.
Though people said that a guy can't be a girl's friend.
I would really like that.

My boyfriend is determined.
Why? Because if he sees that I want or need something,
he'll make sure I get it, eventually.
Yea, that sure is beautiful.

My boyfriend is a Joker.
Why? Because he will always make me laugh.
Or maybe an attempt to get me laughing.
Yea, I will surely laugh out loud.

My boyfriend is a true boyfriend.
Why because he will be the one and only for me.
Until the end of time.
Yea, if he is all these, he'll be worth it.

I will always be next to him through whatever.
He is...my Boyfriend...

Well, future boyfriend that is.

Daaa.....

Like, like, like plz!!~

One Delicious Evening!

Salam...
Lagi2 aku kat cni meng'update' blog akuh.
Kawan2 aku pon dah naik boring. Hahaha...

Anyhoo, aku xkn la nk menapak kat cni klu aku xde story utk krg kan?
So ni lah aku nk story ni..
Aku actually bru je balik dr reunion with aku pnye x-roommate yg da grad.
Name nye Kak Diana, tp ktrg pggil kak D jer.
Die skang da bkeje and senang dah, Alhamdulillah.

So, aku, Onnie, Noona (sila lihat gmbar2 sebelah utk tau sape mereka)
and 'si Kucing Terbiar' (Anum), pon story2
ngan die ape yg blaku kat campus skang.
Bnyk bnde la yg ktrg story mory.hahaha.
Ktrg sgt rindu kat Kak D.

Kak D belanja ktrg makan kat 'Sakura Kristal' near Taman Melawati.
Best tmpat dier..cantik plak tu. Mknan die pon of cos la besh!
Sprti bese lah kan, order aku pling lmbat smpai cos aku order
Singapore fried noodles.
Kne pg Singapore bru leh order..hahaha...

Anyway, we all had a great fun together.
Sonok sgt2 walopon xlame cos curfew pnye psal.
Ktrg nk ucap trimas bnyk2 kat Kak D coz igt kat ktrg and blaja ktrg!!
Take care and we will all pray for your success in life always, Amin..

Meh2, nengok gmbo nih:~



Tadaaa! Ni lah air yg aku order.
'Carrot Milk'. Sedap giler..
Walopon kat mne2 restaurant pon ade kan,
tp yg ni len sket. Hehehehe...

(ttibe rse nk minum agi lah...erghh..)








Yezza...ni lar Dessert ktrg utk mlm ni..
Smpai 2 tuh...

(Sorry aku xigt apekah yg diorder hehehe..)

Tp mmg sedap giler!!!!
Aku ske yg dpn skali ni.
Yg coklat kat blakang tu xbpe sgt coz die coklat.
Hehehe..sedap nye, terliur I lagi skali...haishy...





This is Noona (bace yg atas blek).
Sebelah tu Onnie..haha..sibuk tgk phone jer..
Msg pakwe la tuh..hahaha..
(sorry Onnie!)

P/s: ma, nape aku tgk ko lam pic ni cam cantik jer...haha..
(noona bce gerenti kembang idung..kikiki..)









Ye, Onnie, termenung jauh nmpaknyer..
Mengenang siapa agaknya...
Adekah si arjuna yg dpikirkannya??
Hahahaha....opppsss, again, mianhae onnie..
Sje skali2 usik2 kan.









Yeaahhhaa!!! Akhirnye aku dpt gak bgambar ngan Kak D srg tanpa ade kehadiran si Kucing Terbiar...hahahaha....

Kak D, thanx again for that delicious, wonderful, perfect evening...Hope to see you again..

Keep in touch my dear and Take care!!
Muahhxx2!!




Abes daa cite aku...


P/s: tringat mse sebilik ngan Kak D, Kak D bgtau die xske sgt sushi coz xreti mkn.
Now, hari2 die mkn Sushi! Yayy...!!!!

Adios!

Beautiful My Cat!!

As-Salam...
Hey2...lagi post utk hari ini..
Lovely nyte ain't it? hahaha...
Gile ke ape aku nih..
Wah, entry ke2 dlm mse setengah jam!
Sape yg se'addicted' aku update entry turun tangan!
Lol...

Bkn salah aku, actually, aku ngah boring.
Bile kt boring, kt akan lakukan ape saje utk hilangkan boring itu.
Apsal ttibe formal lak ayat aku nih? Geli la...

Anyhoo, not the time for mah craziness.
Utk entry ni, aku da reserved special place utk kucing aku yg seko nih.
Name diberi, Karl. Klu name Melayu Khal.
Umur, err..errr unknown hehehe...(bole x, lol)
Kaler nye putih with slight brownish.
Kaler matenye Kuning.
Ekornye pjg smpai ke kpale die.hahaha..
And die sgt GANAS!!

Ye, itu la basically klu nk summarize sape kucing aku yg sbenar..
Bende yg die ske buat adelah lari! Ye, kdg2 tu ttibe je die lari dr beranda masuk celah tv, atas sofa, sume lah. Mcm ade bnde tgh keja die.
Pastu si Karl ni xske mkn Whiskers! Apekah?
Bkn ke kucing mmg ske mknn kucing?
Tgk dlm tv tu cam syiok je drg mkn an?
Ghupenye tipu je...die mkn ikan rebus hari2! Gile la..

Another thing about him, die dah tau dah kat dapur tulah letaknye mknn.
Ktrg tpaksa tutup pntu dapur sbb kat blkg ade ruang keluar beranda.
So takut die klua kan. Bile bkak je pntu tu, klu die ade kat dpn ruang tamu,
berdezummm die lari nk masuk dlm dapur.
2, 3 kali la gak aku nyaris nk jatuh sbb die.

Next, die ni mmg kuat gigit.
Ko bg lah tgn ko, msti die gigit.
Bkn la gigit cam ghimau tu.
Gigit2 maja jelah. Tp die pnye gigit tu luar bese sket kuatnye..
Hehehe...saket gak la. Time aku blek je umah, tangan aku kiri kanan msti penuh
luka2 hasil kerja tangan si Karl nih.
Seb bek la ko kucing, and naseb bek aku ske kucing.
Klu x aku gigit ko blek (eyh?).

Sejarah dsebalik nama 'Karl'.
Xde sejarah, nama tu je yg bile pggil die pandang.
Western gak kucing aku nih. (lol)
Ok la tuh, drpd name 'Samad' xpon 'So'od' or 'Chot' (kasi sengau sket ye) hasil ciptaan makcik aku...kyahahahahahah...

Tp ktrg ade sejarah dgn kucing lain.
Ye, sebelum Karl, ktrg pernah bela sekor kucing len iaitu Benny a.k.a Ben.
Ktrg bela die xsmpai 2 bln pon.
Ttibe die hilang xdpt dkesan.
Ktrg syak die kne kidnap dgn org coz our ben was really Gorgeous!
Die baka 'Maine Coon' iaitu gabungan kucing ngan raccoon.
Mmg sgt sedeh time tuh. Aku siap nangis gile2 tau igt kat die.
Aku nanges senyap2 jelah. Pas da abes nangis tuh aku ckp diam2, utk Ben
"Goodbye Ben". Coz aku tau, die xkn balik dah..

Wokeyh! Cerita td made my eyes teary! Xske2!!!
Moving on, yg pergi bialah pg. Skang ktrg ade Karl.
Karl pon cantik gak. Bulu die sgt tebal especially kat tengkuk and ekor die.
Tp aku xtau die baka ape.
Skang aku xtau rupe die cane coz aku da 3 mggu xblek umah.
Waaaaa rindu!!!!!

Kesukaan bg kucing aku yg pelik ialah die ske kacau aku time aku nk smayang.
Ape kes daa...
Time aku berdiri, die landing kat atas sejadah dpn aku.
Cane aku nk sujud?
Bile aku sujud je, zoom die lompat atas kpale aku.
Camne aku nk khusyuk?? Soh klua xnk.

Pastu Karl ske men Kotak. Die ske dok dlm kotak and then sergah org.
X ke bole mndatangkan heart attack?? Pernah la kne 2 ratus ribu kali...
Dan die ske men hide and seek. Aku ske men game ni ngan die.
Mcm Ninja je aku tgk. Scary pon ade coz die ttibe je sergah.hahaha...

Ktrg pon xde la jahat nk biar die dok dlm umah je.
Tp ktrg pon takut gak die hilang mcm Ben dulu.
So, tiap2 kali die klua, ktrg kne pi cari die.
Slalunye die xpg jauh la. Coz die xberani.
Paling jauh pon ktrg jmpe kat tgkat atas.
Die dok kat dpn umah org atas yg same ngan ktrg.
Die igt itu umah ktrg.. (xke pandai tuh?)

Ok2, da pjg sgt nih. Stop dulu lah. Aku kasik krg tgk gmbar sket...




Ini lah Ben. Kucing ktrg yg tlh hilang. Ni gmba mse die still kecik. time dah sebulan lebeh tu, die da jd sgt2 gebu!! Krg bygkan lah...xde gmba die mse tgh cantik coz xsmpat tgkap :(





Ni kucing ktrg skang, Karl..comel x??
Hehehehe, soh puji plak.

Die sgt ske dok kat luar tingkap.
Klu die srg2 die tido la kat ctu. Comel nyer!~





Huh, tgk ni, xsenonoh btol tdo.
Time ni aku tgh dok sebelah die.
Aku igt nk main2 ngan die tp die dok bersihkan diri plak.
Aku pon layan diri jelah. Dok diam2..
Ttibe die pusingkan badan die and tido!
Apekah?? pelik btol la kucing aku ni.
Die ikut aku baring terlentang.
(kat bwah gmba tu tgan aku)





Ni lagi satu. Die sgt ske tdo dpn PC.
Mmg tmpat favourite die ni, sbb panas.
Org tgh dok gune PC pon lantaklah, die naik jgak.
Ske btol kacau.

Mmg die salu kne marah ngan adek aku Shah sbb time die tgh shok2 men game ttibe dtg lah makhluk ini menutup screen..hahahaha..
Nice work Karl!! padan muka die!



Okay, kisah kucing2 aku da abes...
Say thank you Karl!

Meoowww2!!!

P/S: teringat mase aku tgh solat, die dok bersihkan diri die. Pas aku abes je solat aku igt nk bace Quran la jap. Start je aku bace, die stop bersihkan diri and dtg dekat. Pastu die cium Quran tuh..nyaris aku nk nangis..

Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana menciptakan makhluk yg begitu sempurna dan mengagungkan Mu..Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah...

(lpas die cium Quran tu, die terus cakar aku eh..kuang asem pnye kucing!)

My World...

As-Salam..
Hohoho..whadup ya'll??
I'm suddenly in a mood for another crazy entry.
But, I can assure you that this entry will never be as crazy as my older entries.
In short, not that crazy lah..
But don't get confused yer, tajuk entry ni xde kne mngene ngan tajuk album
si Justin Bibir eh Bieber tuh ye..
Ish, intro je pon dah melalut.
Suda...suda...!

Anyhoo, aku spatutnye getting ready for my Korean class tonyte.
But, since Onnie and I have agreed to skip this itty-bity-tiny class just this once,
so, yeah, I don't have too.
It's not that we don't like the class. On the contrary, we had fun!
And Ezry Park @ Park Taek Soo songsaengnim (teacher in Korean) is also very nice!!
And he speaks Malay!!! (Walopon xbpe fasih, tp bile die ckp ktrg phm)

It's just that us both are extremely tired and we just have too many things to do.
We're going to have a quiz tomorrow nyte at 8. The Psycholinguistics quiz that I told you guys.
The one that got canceled, remember?

Then I'm going to have to send invitations too students for Sharing Moment Seminar, conducted by Peers Society at 9 tonyte. Which I will be the Project Manager @ Person In Charge.
The thing is, I wasn't supposed to be a PM. I was informed that I was going to be the MC.
But then adelah, org2 ni yg sesuka suki hati die tuka bg aku jd PM.
Not that it's a bad thing lah. It's a great thing. PM tuh..
Cume aku xreti je nk jd PM2 ni...
Tp xpelah, aku jdkan ini sbgai pengalaman aku nnt. TQ lah..

So on 19th Feb plak ktrg akan ade seminar.
Tajuk nye 'Balancing between Love and Study'.
Aku plak telah dpilih utk jd Assistant Secretary kpd Onnie.
Bnyk nk kne siapkan. Reports, proposal, sume lah..
And aku rse aku langsung xmmbantu Onnie pon.
Sian die wat srg2 jer.. mianhae onnie!

Bnyk lagi lah bnde nk buat.
Serabut kot otak nih...
Ptutlah bnyk je uban atas kepale aku nih..
On No!!

P/s: speaking of 'kepale', teringat plak mase Songsaengnim cerita, dulu time blaja BM, die salu switch between 'kepale' and'kelape' hahahaha...

Annyeong!!