Saturday, May 14, 2011

Done the Undone?

Just like in my other blog:

We always feel extremely disappointed with things that we didn’t do and opportunities we let slipped by our fingers. We always spend time thinking about what we could have done instead of thinking about maybe we are meant for something else.

Don’t have regrets. I mean it’s good. But you can’t change what the past says. But you can listen to the future

Stop being safe, just be bold! Explore the unexplored. Be what you’ve never been! I know I’m saying this too myself too.

:)

Discover, yeah!

Shhhh.....

I don’t like to talk sometimes. Yea, I just keep quite whenever I’m feeling like there is no use to open my mouth. But, most of the times my mouth just can’t stop talking. heheh…

So how do we deal with stupid less intelligent people? Other than words against words, how about…silence? Trust me, you will feel better. Though we might feel annoyed cause we can’t fight back, but our annoyance is much less compared to the other person’s..hahaha

toodles.. ;)

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

The Heartbreaker!

Dear diary, apsal time nk tggu result xm kluar msti rse cam jantung aku yg nk tkeluar? apekah mmg sume org rse cmni? (except org yg mmg study btol2 la..)

Skang aku tgh mnuggu result kluar after kul 5 ptg esok, eh arini la mmandangkan dah pkul 4.56 pg aku still xtdo2 lagi. (ni nana pnye nescafe la nih..)

Aku hanya doakan pd Allah spy aku dan kawan2 aku dpt lulus dgn baik dlm keputusan xm ktrg esok. Moga Allah berkati keputusan ktrg dan ilmu yg ktrg dpt. Aminn...



The real heartbreaker! :P

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Phobia or just Normal?

Hey guys, just want to share something. Do you guys have any phobia? or phobias?
Well, I have “Dromophobia” and “Coulrophobia”. What's that? Well, dromophobia is the fear of crossing the streets, and coulrophobia is the fear of clowns (including good clowns).
I've seen a lot of people with coulrophobia, but seriously how many people are dromophobic?
I tried to ignore them and tried hard to change but I just couldn’t. What should I do. It’s creeping me out and it’s given me a lot of troubles. Especially that dromophobia thing. Seriously, I didn’t even think it’s possible. T_T
Not just troubles to me, but to my friends. Every time I want to cross the streets they will have to hold my hand really tight so that I wouldn't let go. Yes, I've done it before. My friend held my hand really tight, and then I saw a car. I was extremely scared so I let go of my hand from her. She got to the other side but I was left there. My hands were really sore as the result of the struggling to get my hand off of her. That was crazy and funny at the same time. Haha..
There were also one time, where we were crossing the street, I freaked out again when I saw a car going really fast (or so I thought it was) and I pulled the same friend when she was ready to cross.
Really this thing is bad. My friends had to constantly watched out for me whenever we would cross the road. Or they would look for me if I'm safely crossed. But there would be that one time they would forget. Hahaha...
I have no idea how to get rid of this phobia, but I can just live with it.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Unbelievable?

Woa...why is my title for this entry so freaky? No? It's not? Well, I guess I'm just imagining things then. Anyhoo, yeah, I have been disappearing for quite some time haven't I? Did you guys miss me? Haha...it's worth a try.

Sorry, I didn't mean to just go away like that. I am really tied up right now. With lots of things. Okay2..the truth is...I have a new lover. Oooppsss, sorry2..I meant to say I have a new blog. Not here, but it's on an another site. I've been busy updating my entries there than here. Which id weird. I know. That site is just addictive!

Well, that doesn't mean I'm just going to forget this one. I'm going to keep posting my stuff. Mainly taken from my other blog. If you guys want to check on my other blog, I'm more than welcome to have you guys. But of course, who's actually reading? hehehe...

Another scary fact is that I've joined this site for almost 3 years now but I had only joined that site for only 4 months, but my posts on that blog, is a whole lot more than my posts, here. Scary huh? So where's the wrong in that?

Maybe I need to find that colourful, exciting, adventurous ideas like I seem to get for the other blog so that I can make the same thing happen here. It's not easy but I'm going to try.

So keep 'listening' yea!~

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Anger Issues


Arrrgghhh....buduh!!! AKu tgh angry yg teramat skang!!! Nape ni! Nape sume ni jadi kat aku ni!
Sape nk tolong aku selesaikan masalah yg bkn masalah ni?? Why, why, why???

Aku xphm seriously. Nape yg sampai jd cmni?
Nape mesti macm ni? aiyo, aku da pening kepale la piki..smpai ulang2 bnde yg same.

Mmg aku da penat. penat sgt2.
Ape aku buat sume nye salah, xbtol.
Aku ni bkn nye ROBOT!!
Aku xde special program yg bole di'set' utk tiap2 hari puaskan hati semua org!
AKU BUKAN ROBOT!!
Tau x!!

Aku ni manusia aje..
Klu aku buat ssuatu, aku nk org first, tnye diri sndiri, nape aku buat cmtu.
Aku bkn xpikir pasal org len. Bodo la aku klu aku xpikir.
Aku serabut dgn maslah kat rumah, skan xkan aku serabut pasal org lain pulak!!!
Kenapa?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aish~!!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

My Boyfriend Is....

My boyfriend is weird.
Why? Because I am weird too.
We'll be walking around the city, laughing all day at anything.
Yea, that would be fun.

My boyfriend is a 'singer'.
Why? Cause I would really love it if he sings to me.
Even if he's not a Malaysian Idol.
Yea,that would be very romantic!

My boyfriend is a listener.
Why? Because each time I'm in pain, he'll listen.
Even though he's also in pain and he doesn't want me to know.
Yea, that would be comforting.

My boyfriend is caring.
Why? He'll be worried if I trip on my own shoe.
Or maybe when I'm not myself.
Yea I would be thankful.

My boyfriend is tall. Very tall.
Why? So I can hug him tight (after married la) and listens to his heart beating.
Then I will be okay again.
Yea, I would be really content.

My boyfriend is a friend.
Why? Because I can talk to him about almost anything.
Though people said that a guy can't be a girl's friend.
I would really like that.

My boyfriend is determined.
Why? Because if he sees that I want or need something,
he'll make sure I get it, eventually.
Yea, that sure is beautiful.

My boyfriend is a Joker.
Why? Because he will always make me laugh.
Or maybe an attempt to get me laughing.
Yea, I will surely laugh out loud.

My boyfriend is a true boyfriend.
Why because he will be the one and only for me.
Until the end of time.
Yea, if he is all these, he'll be worth it.

I will always be next to him through whatever.
He is...my Boyfriend...

Well, future boyfriend that is.

Daaa.....

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