Lost-Cause

"Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backward."

― E.E. Cummings

Do you guys believe in second chances? Whether you did something you're not proud of, or whether you feel guilty about something bad that happened because of you. And when you've lost someone, you feel like you don't deserve another chance at life when he didn't. And you're just too afraid to look back at them. To remember them.

When everybody else is thinking that you've been given a second chance, you're thinking; why me? Why was I - of all people out there - is given a second chance? What makes me so special? Why do I have to live and why does he have to die?

To believe in something is some kind of a push for us. It gives a reason to live. But when you have lost that belief, you wish to hold on to whatever's left of your memories.

You're afraid to go out. Afraid to face the world and afraid to lose your memories. But the fact is, you don't want them to think you're forgetting them. You can feel them disappearing slowly. You've made a promise, you won't let go. You want to keep that promise. But you're disappearing too.

There's no such thing as a lost-cause. Whatever you do, will always mean something. No matter how small it is, and no matter how impossible it may seem. There must be a reason behind everything.

You just have to figure it out yourself.