That One Reason

Salam all.

Arghhh....this week has been a very hectic week. With presentations and assignments flooding my brain. It is a miracle that I'm still 'alive'. It doesn't end there. Last Saturday, I got a summon. I was fined for not paying the electrical item. And the most horrible thing I said was 'stupid'.  Next week is going to get even more hectic! I guess this is the price I have to pay, being a student.  Anywho, I'm not really a the mood to talk about that. It's going to blow my head off.

Last week, on Thursday, I, together with my besties, Atie, and Ima, went to see a theatre performance entitled 'Laila & Majnun'. (we're holding the ticket). The overall performance was awesome, but sadly, it was only a 1 hour performance. We were like 'huh?' when it was over.

That's not the main issue here. The main reason why I wanted to go was because of someone. Yea, I know. A guy. See I don't know exactly what my feelings are for him, but, all I know is that, I kept on wishing I could see him. He's someone who I could say a friend. Means I know him, we talked, we waved at each other lots of times. But that's it.

Yes, it's embarrassing, but I went to the show for him. Cause' he's the... Okay, stop! (I can't say any more than what I have already said. You'll never know who's going to read this). The whole time of the show, I kept on looking at him. (But I did watch the performance okay). See the thing is, I don't think he even notices me. But it doesn't matter. I'm happy watching him from afar. To see him smiling back at me, is good enough. I couldn't possibly ask for more. He's not mine. If I want him, I have to ask from Allah.

But if he's not mine, then I ask Allah, please distance him from me. I don't want to have this feeling, any more than I should. The other day, I saw him, and of course, I went all white. He saw me, I saw him, but he didn't keep his eye contact. Yea, I got the clue. TQ.

Allah is great. He gives us all the feeling of love, care, but watch ourselves.
:)

Messy

Yea, don't mess with me...

Lol..well, I'm not exactly in a bad mood, I was just kidding. I just thought that this photo was very adorable! Comel lah!~

Nekozuki

Yes, I am a Nekozuki.

That is a Japanese word for cat person. Though that's not a real cat that I'm holding.hehehe

I have cats, 5 of them. Fluffy, Glow, Sky, Nile, and Black. Love them all.

I have no problem with those who are afraid of cats (though I do think it is absurd) but I very much HATE those who hate cats!~

The Most Foolish Traveler in the World

Salam all.

One story for today~

A traveler was on a journey. He was so foolish that he was easily tricked by others.

"Please, money for medicine..."

He was tricked by the villagers, and lost his clothes and shoes.

"My sister is sick..."

"I have no money to buy seeds for the field..."

But, since the traveler was a fool, even when the villagers thanked him with lies saying "You saved me!", he believed them and kept saying, "Be happy, be happy!"

In the end, the traveler became bare-naked, and was so ashamed. So he went inside the forest. But this time, he met the monsters living in the forest. The monsters want to eat the traveler's body, so they began to trick him with lies.

Of course, the traveler fell for it. So he gave away his legs and arms, one by one.

In the end, the traveler only had his head left. Then he gave away his eyes to the last monster. As the monster ate the traveler's eyes, it said, "Thank you. I'll give you a present in return." and left something behind.

But, it was just a piece of paper that had "fool" written on it. Yet, the traveler began to cry. "Thank you! Thank you! I've never gotten a present before!"

"I'm happy! I'm happy! Thank you! Thank you!" he said and poured tears out of his already gone eyes. And then the traveler died soon after. End.

Note: I think this is a very sad story. While some might say that the traveler is an idiot or stupid for losing everything, I say he's actually a character whom I wished I could be. Not saying that I want to be stupid. Even though the traveler was tricked every single time, I do believe that he knows he's being tricked. But why did he still help them? Sometimes, there will be that person who doesn't care but just want to help. Unconditionally. Yes, I want to be like this taveler. I want to do good things and help people without feeling reluctant or asking for something in return. I just want to give. What do you guys think?

Cre: A story told in 'Fruits Basket'.

'Till then!~

Black & White

Salam all.

Another entry for this beautiful day~

Everybody has a bit of good and bad inside them.

But our actions determine which is dominant.

Sometimes what we see and hear and experience can also make a

big difference in determining who we are.

What if this is just an excuse to do bad things?

We know what is good and bad, and we can think and evaluate.

Still, it doesn't change anything.

It's frightening how easy it is to become bad.

Situations and circumstances can do that to you.

It would be very sad if we can't go back. If we can't find our way back home.

It'll be even sadder if we can't change anymore.

But, people change. Yes, they do.

Even if they say they don't. Our mind is influenceable.

And that's all there is. People we see, and talk to,

we haven't a slightest idea of who they really are.

People keep looking at life on the surface.

In the end, they will often get lost and sink down under.

Life is not all about the beautiful things. It is not about peace.

There are also ugly things and there will always be wars.

It is just the matter of how brave you are to pick up the sword and fight back.

But our greatest war is in our hearts. And this is the hardest war yet.

Till then!~

Retro

Salam all.

Just a quick photo before I'm off to campus in a few minutes. What do guys think this is?

If you say it's a helmet, no, it's not. Not even close. It's also not a microwave and definitely NOT an astronaut's helmet...though it does have a resemblance...lol.

Do you guys surrender?

It's a TV. Yes. I'm not kidding!

P/s: please tell me I'm not the only one who had just known that this is a tv...cause I would be very embarrassed if I am. T_T

Quote

"Anything can happen on TV. The question is, where have you seen that done in real life?"

-The Mentalist