There's No Place Like Home

Salam.

We went to Bangi yesterday to check some place out for an event. Atie, Ima and I went there and talked to the owner. Well, actually the owner's niece. So after we did what we had to do, we went to Atie's home which is not that far from the said place.

The moment we arrived, I saw her mother. There was a big smile on her face when she saw me. I can definitely feel the warmth. She said, she thought I'd never come. To be honest, I thought so too. But there I was. And I've been waiting so long to be there.

Her mother was so nice, her father was absolutely humorous, and her little sister is such a sweet girl. They were very kind to me. I felt like home. I tell you one thing, I can clearly see the happiness that their family was spreading out. Her relationship with her father amazed me, though it really shouldn't. But, it is only because I've never had that kind of relationship with my father. So seeing them like that, I wish I had the same feeling. Her sister was absolutely funny. But I think she worries a lot. About everything. Which is weird for her age. I didn't get the chance to speak with her brothers. They were quiet, technically.


IA

Laugh-Maker

I’m very bad in giving attentions. I can’t do two things at once (let alone multiple things). I would always be the last one to know about things my friends talk about. Also the last one to laugh at a joke. Usually, when that happens, I became the joke. I guess it's not a bad thing. I fancy being the 'laugh-maker' (I just made that word up). It's good to know that you are not being left out. I know. Irony.

IA

That Wall

Salam.

Been feeling weird today. But then, I'm always worrying about the littlest things. Writing would help.
Have you ever met anyone who just doesn't care about anything and anyone around him? I have spent so many times trying to figure him out. How his brain works. I still don’t get it. It seems like he just builds this huge walls around him and no one could break through. Not even those close to him. Everything about him is complex.

Whose fault is it? Maybe it’s no one’s fault. I don’t know. Experience told me, the thing or a person we hate the most in our lives could be the only thing we want and need the most. It’s complicated. But then again, isn't life is?






IA

Rant

You can’t trust someone because you want to. It’s either you do or you don’t.

The Elevator Incident

This story happened to me a while back. I've blacked out most of the details so I'm probably going to exaggerate the story a bit. I had it planned perfectly. In my head.

So the exaggerated story goes like this. On Nov 27th 2011, my mom suddenly came up with a crazy idea to go camping (well, it is a crazy idea because she wanted to go on the same day). So without a thorough plan, we went to 3 different stores just to find the right stuff to go camping! (we almost canceled it too).

As soon as we arrived on the 2nd store to find the tent, my mum, my eldest brother and I took the elevator. 7 people got in; the 3 of us, 2 women with a lil’ kid (not lesbians!), and a guy. So, just when we thought the day wasn’t going to be any interesting, the elevator froze! It just stopped.

I was keeping it cool...okay, I lied, I did felt like I was going die. But one of the woman was totally freaking out beyond belief! She was shouting and screaming “Please get us out of here!” and she was pressing the emergency button like crazy. We thought our ears were going to explode. I think mine almost did.

When the security got on the line, she was becoming insane. Whole heartedly, I'm ashamed to admit that, I wanted to slap her on the face and shout “Can you please relax! You’re not the only one in here. In case you haven't noticed, we’re stuck in here too. Seriously..” onto her face. Of course, I didn't. Which was a clever thing to do because it would have made her go crazier. We just stayed cool and even make jokes about it. Then the woman started to cool off. We were stuck for almost 10 minutes.

The funny thing was, the security guy kept on saying “Please be patient, we’ll get you guys out any second. Okay, ready. Please keep your distance from the elevator door” over and over again until we got to the 10th minute (I honestly thought that they were going to blow up the elevator door). Seriously, he could've just told us that we were not getting out until 10 minutes later. After we managed to get out, we looked for the exit. Got in the car. Went back home (yes, after all that ruckus, we didn't buy anything). But no, the camping thing were still on. Looking back on the incident, the movie ‘Devil’ by M. Night just popped out of my head.




It was all and all an interesting incident. Though I'm not sure I want to experience this again. Other updates coming!




IA

That One Feeling :)

Perasaan kasih itu datangnya dari Allah, perasaan sayang juga dari Dia. Hati mungkin melarang, jiwa mungkin meragui. Tetapi Dia yang menentukan pengakhirannya....berserah pada Allah. :)

Assalamualaikum semuanya. Bersua kita lagi dimalam yang cantik ini. Jgn lupa menjawab salam saya dahulu sebelum anda meneruskan perjalanan membaca entry ini yea. :)

Sebelum apa2, saya ingin mengucapkan selamat menyambut Ramadhan al-Mubarak pada hari esok. Hari pertama puasa. Alhamdulillah kita semua masih hidup, sihat dan bernafas lagi untuk menyambut ramadhan yang mulia ni. Moga Allah menerima segala kebaikan dan amalan kita dibulan mulia ini, Amin...

Okay, sambung. Ayat2 diatas itu dipetik dari Facebook saya. Oppsss, yea saya tahu, terjiwang pulak.hahaha..berpuitis aku yer. Actually, terasa jiwang nye sebab dalam BM kot. Kalau dalam BI tak rase sangat...haha. Why yea?

Kenape aku tetiba jiwang dalam BM? Adelah sorang hamba Allah ni yang memebuatkan aku jadi begitu. Aii, salahkan orang pulak, tak baik2. Okay2, memang aku yang nak jadi jiwang.hehe. Tapi dia pun salah satu sebab jugak la.

Yea, perasaan kasih dan sayang itu memang datang dari Allah s.w.t. Melalui satu kajian aku, aku dapati bahawa perasaan manusia semuanya datang dari Allah, sebahagian dari sifat2 mulia Allah ada terdapat dalam diri kita manusia. Sayang, kasih, cinta, kebaikan, dan semuanya. Cuba bygkan kalau kasih manusia itu cantik, apatah lagi Allah, tuhan kita yang menciptakan kita semua? Mesti tak tertanding cantiknya! Subhanallah...

Kesimpulannya, kadang2 even perasaan kasih dan sayang itu pun boleh jadi sesuatu yang terlarang. Maksudnya, kita kene ade batasan. Sebab tu kita ada conscience. Atau kata hati. Bila hati kita kata jangan melakukan sesuatu yang tak baik, itu tandanya Allah sedang membantu kita. Pernah tak kita betul2 mendengar?

Perasaan cinta dan sayang memang susah nak tolak. Kita suka dan sayang seseorang itu, bukan sesuatu yang buruk. Ianya terletak di tangan kita sendiri macam mana kita bertindak dengan perasaan itu. Ok? Dan yang paling penting, cinta dalam Islam itu bukan macam cinta yang kita lihat sekarang dimana2 ye. Ape2 pun, kalau merasa ragu, kita minta petunjuk dari Allah. Insyaallah, Dia akan membantu kita. :)

Yea, entry jiwang. Pasal awak la saya begini...oh Mr.P. Apa2 pun saya berserah pada Allah untuk menentukan. :)

p/s: Cinta yang baik adalah cinta yang diredhai Allah. Banyakkan amalan dihari mulia ini. Rebutlah malam Lailatul Qadr..Insyaallah. :)

Assalamualaikum!~

How to be Patient

Assalamualaikum wahai awak yang comel! Ye, awak la, takyah tgk org sebelah. ^^,

Kesusahan itu dimana2, kesenangan itu juga dimana2. Yang tinggal cuma nak cari je. Apa yang aku dapat, semua kesusahan mesti berpunca dari diri kita sendiri, cuma kita je yang tak nampak. Perasaan marah, benci, dengki, jahat semua tu kan bole kita let go, letak ketepi je if we are strong enough to not let our ego stand in the way. Tapi kan, berapa ramai bole buat camtu?

Kadang2 jugak, kita rasa kita ni dah perfect, semua okay and orang pun suka pada kita. Tapi berdasarkan dengan ape yang aku sedang alami waktu ini, aku sedar yang tak semestinya begitu. Mungkin dalam diam, ade orang yang sebenarnya sedang menahan marah dan bencinya pada kita. Antara sebab mungkin disebabkan apa yang kita cakap, apa yang kita buat, even apa yang kita tunjuk kat ekspresi muka & body language pun boleh buat orang tersinggung dan marah. Tapi kita rasa apa yang kita buat tu takde apa pun. Dan kadang2 pun, kita langsung tak sedar yang orang tu tersinggung.

Apa yang aku belajar lagi, dalam hidup ni, kita kene constantly observe ourselves. Yes, memang macam tu lah hidup. Buat salah, tak buat pun salah. Normal lah tu kan. Bila marah, berapa ramai yang boleh senang2 je forgive & forget? Tak ramai. To forgive is easy, but to forget? Kita kan manusia. Mana boleh lari dari rasa tersinggung yang teramat. Human is actually the most fragile being. That is the truth.

Seperti yang aku kata tadi, kalau kita marah, benci pada seseorang tu, apa kita nak buat?
Teknik aku bila aku tersinggung:

Firstly, tiap2 lepas solat, aku akan doa pada Allah, bersihkan hati dari merasa sifat2 mazmumah.
Secondly, decide how ur gonna handle the situation.
Thirdly, think of the consequences if you let go of your anger; with your words, facial reaction or body language?
Fourthly, take a deep breath.
Next, calm yourself.
Then, remember, they are human, and so are you. Even you could make the same mistake.
Lastly, smile and smile. :)

Sabar itu kan separuh dari Iman. Kadang2 memang susah. Aku pun selalu terlepas jugak rasa marah tu dalam body language and facial expression. Again, normal lah. But most of the time, I'll try to avoid doing so.
Tapi perlu diingat, kita perlu fikir elok2 sebelum berkata2. Kita tak tahu sape yang akan tersinggung kan?

Let's learn something from this cat!
Arite..that's all folks! Daaa!

Kenangan Sour

Assalamualaikum everybody.

Secara overall nye, aku mengaku, aku seorang yang pemalas. Camne nak bagi rajin ni?? Aku ade assignment yang due next week on Tuesday. Now is already Saturday. Can I get in done on time? Phew... Aku ase sangat tak besh nak wat Literature Review! Copy paste is soooo NOT allowed!

Tak kesah lah. The other day, time tgh syok makan, ttibe aku ase ade bendasing dalam mulut aku. Aku igt tulang ke ape, tapi bile aku rase, sakit pulak lidah aku. Aku igt nak telan je lah, just bear with it. Yelah, bukan tak penah telan tulang selama ni kan. Tapi tak tertelan. So aku decide tak boleh jadi ni, aku pun bawak la keluar. Oh shoot! Korang tau ape bndenye? Dawai basuh pggn hamekkaw! hahaha.. jap apsal aku gelak plak nih??

Patot la sakit lidah aku. Ghupenye! Aku tunjuklah kt Onnie and Farah. Farah grab pggn aku, terus tnye aku beli kat mane. Aku bgtau jelah. Die terus blah. A few minutes later die dtg blek, grab aku pulak. Ish budak ni. Die bwk aku g belakang nak slow talk ngan akak kedai tu. Akak tu nmpak cuak gile, yelah, kalau aku tertelan camne? Cedera anak orang. Die kt die tak tahu la cmne bleh termasuk dawai tu. Selepas memberikan beberapa alasan, beliau pun dah xtau nak cakap ape. Aku ngan Farah pun taknak la besar2kan citer.

So aku just ckp, takpelah, ktrg cuma nak bgtau je jgn jadi lagi lah, nasib baik aku tak telan. Haha...kalau tak masuk spital kne bedah..ecewah, terlebih suda! So ktrg pun berlalu lah pergi. Nak mintak duit balik, tapi aku pikir blk tak pyh lah. Redha...haha.. Tapi cedera gak la lidah aku.

Okey, itu cerita lain. Owh, dapat souvenir dari Korea! I like! Trimas Khair! Tak dapat nak appropriately say thank you kat ko.hehe..

Owh yea, handphone aku yang setelah bertahan utk beberapa lama akhirnya terkorban jua. Rosak terus! Scrin totally gelap, yan g ade bunyi jer...hahaha...terimas atas budimu wahai SE Aino. Akan ku kenangi kenangan kita bersama. Gedik!

So now hangin' around mom's phone. Wonder when I'll get a new one? hehehe...takpe, bersyukur dengan ape yang ade!!

Dah, makin lame aku kat cini, makin tergendala kerja aku. Untill next time!

Daa!!

A Short Story

Assalamualaikum ya'lls!!

Dalam short sem, semuanye pendek...eyh, memang la dah name pun short sem. Budus...haha.. Maksud aku, dengan asignment pun dapat dengan cepatnye. Tak best!

Tapi what to do? kene la bkorban apa saja demi kesejahteraan bersama..eyh?

Anywho, kelmarin, balik dari kelas, aku lalu sebelah satu keter ni. Ade la a few girls dalam nye. Aku nampak drg dok usha2 aku dari dlm keter tu smbil sengih2. Aku igt drg kenal aku. Tapi aku tak kenal drg la.hehe. So aku pun senyum je lah. Tapi drg pun act macam malu2 plak..apehal la drg nih. Aku pun tak tahu pesal. Aku pun tanye lah kenapa? ttibe sorang girl tu jawab, "awak cute lah".  sambil tersengih. Kawan2 die pun same.

Woit, ape dehal la pergi puji aku time aku tgh nak lintas longkang? tunggu la aku dah lintas dulu. Seb bek tak terjunam ke dalam.hehee..sebab aku terkesima dan tersipu malu macam kerang busuk! Tapi yang tak tahan, jawapan aku, "time kasih.." bwahahahaha!! Ape la ira oii!


Ignore lah aku punye perasaan yer..itu lumrah.haha. Owh, aku nak amek kesempatan ini utk berterima kasih kpd semua yang mendoakan aku dihari lahir aku 29 Jun ari tu baik ditalipon atau pun dimuka buku! Terima kasih bebanyak! Love ya'lls!

Anyhoo, last friday aku the rest bdk2 APC g pantai! Sonok gile aku kt sne, maklumlah, budak bandar susah nak nmpak laut an. Budak bandar la sangat! Ktrg g pantai bukan sesaje, ade activiti sbenanye. Malas la nak cite pjg2. Cekidaut gmba kt bwh...

Di tepi pantai yang indah....haha.. aku dengan Farah, my so called little sister. Tak tahu la pasal org asyik igt die adik aku. Muka ktrg nmpak same eh?

Si kakak menolong si adik...hahaha...scary doe batu2 kt situ.

Ima & Atie. Spek Ima besar btol...huhu

Daaa....