One's Own

Salam all.

It's been a while. I've missed this place so much. I got a lot to say but the mood just doesn't want to come out you know. Maybe it's cause I'm thinking of too many things at once. With lots of assignments that decided to come and visit and all. Life isn't easy. Of course, that goes without saying.

I guess everybody have their own abilities and ways to handle these stuffs. As for me, I'm lazy. I think that's a word best describe how I am right now.

Sometimes I think I whine a little too much. I'm always complaining about my so-called miserable life that when I look at other people's life, mine does not stand out so much. So why do I always feel like it isn't fair?

I have everything in life that I could possibly have and it is never enough. I can see, hear, and speak. But I'm always using them the wrong way, and sometimes not even using them. My mum told me an incident that occured in the LRT Putra this evening. There was this one teenager, probably about my younger brother's age; 17, he went in and sit next to my her. He automatically say Assalamualaikum to my mum and smiled at her.

She thought then, what a well-mannered boy, unlike some. Then she noticed something different about him. He wore this very thick glasses and he had to place his hand phone very closely to look at it. It seemed like he had this problem with his eyes and he couldn't see very well.

My mum was very touched and she felt sadness and amazement toward this boy. Did I mention that this boy was very good looking, fair skin and kind of like a cute guy (or so my mum described him to me). She said, you can't find boys like that easily today. She's right.

So be humble, even if you're high up in the sky. Be grateful and thankful for what you have and not whining for the things that you don't. Sometimes you think you're the only one having this big rock on your shoulder, but there are others. and their life is probably a lot harder than ours. A little food for thought.

P/S: Everybody has their own ability. Don't doubt yours.