The Old Memory

Hey everyone,

Been a while. And by a while I meant, last year. Haha. I haven't been around that much because I really don't have anything to write about. Or rather, I just don't have the same passion to write anymore. Is this me, growing up? Gosh I hope not.

Anyway, this wont be a long one. Just a post to remind myself I'm still here and will be here until I'm not.

News flash, 'my old memory' just added me back on facebook. Again. I have no idea why. He was the one who unfriended me. Humans are weird. What's weirder though, is how that made me feel. Some painful things I wish not to remember now flooded right back in my brain. Damn.

So what will be my answer to it?

I.A.

I was wrong

Salam guys.

Selalu aku tulis dalam blog ni (and other social media) yang aku bukan perempuan biasa. Yang aku lain sikit berbanding dengan girls lain di luar sana bila dalam bab relationship.

But guys, aku rasa aku salah. Nampaknya aku sama macam mereka. Sebab semua situasi yang jadi pada mereka tu belum pernah jadi pada aku, jadi aku dengan yakinnya kata aku berbeza. Oh how I was wrong. Sebab aku mula dah rasa benda yang sama.

Mesti korang tak faham kan? lol. Takpalah, biar aku bermonologue sendirian di sini setelah lama tidak berwarkah.

Bye.

Mjolnir

Salam guys. 

Haha, aku mmg suka berjanji nak update cerita tapi tak update jugak. Susah la sebab gmba semua dlm fon and aku macam biasa, menjadi seorang Iera memang agak pemalas nak transfer bagai. 

So, apa lagi? Nak cerita apa? 

Oh yeah, Thor: Ragnarok dah keluar! Finally. Tapi aku pergi twitter ada je makhluk2 durjana yang bagi spoiler. Kuaja betul. Nasib baik aku stop baca. Eee benci la orang cam ni. 

Kbye. Tu je nak cerita. haha.

Short for a moment

Salam semuanya...

Amboi, lama tak menulis. Aku takda idea la guys. Serious. Tak bnyk benda yg best jadi pun. Well, ade tapi not worthy untuk jadi story kat sini haha. Lagipun sape je yang baca blog aku nih? Yang sejak dari 2009 aku buat. Pergh lama gila. Ada ke orang yang buat blog dah lama tapi still setia menulis? Haa... patut bagi award kat aku. Ececeh...

Back to the question, ada ke orang baca? Memang tak la. Kalau ada cer 'Hai' aku sket. Dulu aku tau ada sebab kawan2 aku yang salu stalk blog aku ni. Dorang jelah. Tapi skang aku rasa tak dah. Sebab masing2 dah ada hidup sendiri. Ada yang dah jadi mak orang dah pon. Aku je yang belum lagi. kahkah. Insyaallah soon that dream will come true. hehe. Dan aku pun memang tak publicise kan blog aku ni sgt.

So...apa lagi nak cerita nih? Okay, kejap aku godek ext. hard disk aku tengok apa gmbar yg boleh aku olah jadi cerita (poyo) dan aku akan dtg balik ye sayangs2 sekalian. Break sat na.

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Guys, lama gila aku search tapi tak jumpa. Hahaha... Ada bnyak je gambar tapi aku tak tahu nak cerita apa kahkah. Aku pun hampa guys, tenang. Okay2, kejap lagi aku nak pegi family gathering kat taman umah aku ni. Nanti aku hapdet la apa yang jadi kay? Awesome.

It's been a while

I can't think straight. Something is wrong. Can't talk about it.
I feel helpless right now.
Somehow, this feeling is familiar.
Thought it might never come back.

But hey, it's been a while.

The thing we longed for but can't understand

Salam all.


Gosh, seems like love is the easiest thing to do isn't it? I feel like we all fall in love too easily. As easy as falling down literally. But how do we know it's love or perhaps just an infatuation? Something that often times becomes the blur in between those two feelings. A thin line. And it often becomes the reason we say goodbye. Because we confused between the two.

Kenapa aku mengarut ni? Tapi kau faham kan apa yang aku cuba nak sampaikan sebenarnya? I hope so. Sebab sekarang aku tengah dalam dilema. Am I in love? Or am I just lonely? Argh, aku tak tahu. Maybe it is love, tapi aku tak suka nak confirmkan perasaan tu sebab aku takut tak jadi. Sebab bila aku mengharapkan sesuatu atau kasihkan sesuatu selain dari tuhan, itu jadi sesuatu yang tak bagus untuk aku. Macam sebelum ni. Jadi aku cuma serah pada Dia untuk tentukan and just go with the flow. That would be much better.

Tapi sejujurnya, my walls are still high up in the sky because of what happened before. But surely, it is slowly falling down. But I'm not gonna tear it all down sebab kita buat apa pun jangan bagi 100 percent everything. Mesti selalu ada batasan. Get it? Oh well. Berfalsafah pulak dimalam hari. Hahaha. Kbye.

Just wanna say hi.

Salam.

Hai! Wow, Blogger has new themes! Nice. Tapi kurang best sikit sebab dekat blog tu kena tekan button lain untuk tunjuk my profile. Blergh.

Kbye.