We're moving on

Salam readers!

Aku and the family mmg busy gila untuk bulan ni dan bulan depan. We're moving to a new house. Again. *Sigh* Kitorang duduk sini baru 2 taun setengah. Memandangkan abang and kakak ipar aku nak pindah rumah lain jadinya kitorang pun decide nak pindah jugaklah. At least sewanya kurang sket daripada rumah sekarang ni.

Penat memang penat. Especially skang nilah tengah dalam proses angkut barang yang muat dalam keter sikit2. So 22 hb ni baru pindah semua. Umah sana pun tengah dalam proses nak cat dinding. About 40 percent done. Ada hikmah jugak tau sebenarnya bila nak pindah ni. Sebab the exact moment kitorang dapat rumah baru, time tu jugaklah owner umah sewa sekarang kata nak naikkan sewa umah. Alhamdulillah kat situ.

The thing is kan, rasa geram jugaklah dengan owner tu. Sebab kalau rumah ni semua perfect takda cacat cela, mungkinlah jugak bernas dia nak naikkan sewa but that is NOT the case. Banyak yang rosak dan dia tak nak baiki pun sebab banyak pakai duit sangat. See? Kitorang yang banyak keluar duit baiki adalah. So my mom pun cakapla semua tu kat owner tu. And then baru dia mcam cakap okeylah, dia takkan naikkan. Dia tanya my mom merajuk ke pasal tu. Hahaha.. No fam. Mak aku pun cakap, saya bukan merajuk, tapi saya marah. Haha. Amek kau. Sebab kita patutnya mudahkan hidup orang, bukan susahkan. Harap2 orang seterusnya yang sewa rumah dia tak lalui apa yang kitorang lalui. And harap dia baikilah semua benda yang rosak kat umah tu. Kalau tak...

Anyhoo, we're gonna start our life again. Hopefully the new change of environment will be good for us all. Insyaallah. Dan bila memikirkan nak mengecat bilik aku nanti rasa macam ughhh.. haha. But tak kisahlah. Senang kemudian tak gitu? Lol. Kbye.

P/s: bilik aku tiga segi bentuknya like what is this?? haha. Sapelah arkiteknya, rasa macam nak ketuk kepala dia. Camne nak susun furniture nanti wey?!

The best people to spend your time with is always your Family

Hey guys. One quick question. Do people read/write blogs anymore?

Why I asked? Well, cause I don't think many people do nowadays. Haha. I was thinking of deleting this blog the other day (like I did long before this, but never actually deleted it). I guess I was running out of ideas. Not much happen to me. Well, a lot happened, but I don't have the necessary urge to write about them anymore. If you know what I mean.

With that being said, it's been quite a while since I wrote my last entry. Though I haven't deleted this blog yet, I did however, deleted a lot of silly entries. Stuff I wrote when I was a little crazy and not myself. Whatever that means. Haha. And I've been making this blog private during the course of the time I took to decide whether to keep this blog or not. The verdict? Well...I think I'll hang on to this piece of diary for the time being.

What's new? I just got back from a not-so-vacation last week. Me and my mom went to PD just sight-seeing and taking pictures at the beach to take our messed up minds off of something bad. You know I love beaches! The sound of the waves and the view...gosh. I used to dream of buying a house near the beach. But now...meh. Maybe never gonna happen.

Just me and my mom. <3 td="">

This was at Hotel Grand Lexis Hibiscus' lobby (the hotel definitely lived up to it's name I tell you that). Do you see that guy at the background with the guitar? Yeah, well funny story. I took a video of him singing and posted it on my IG. My caption involved something along the lines of 'cute singing guy...' I know, lame. Haha (but he was seriously good). So the next day, a girl commented on the video, saying the 'guy's name is Khai, and he said hi' to me. And I was dumbfounded. Totally shell-shocked! It means that the guy probably read my lame caption. Damm...

So about 2 days later, I was shell-shocked yet again! Because out of nowhere, the guy liked that video and commented 'thanks.' Crapppp... Now it is confirmed that he really read it. It was so embarrassing. Let me just go hide. Uhuh.

It was a huge coincidence that my aunt and her family
was coming to PD as well for their own vacation.
They invited us to stay with them for the night. And
we had tons of fun together!

So that morning (or was it that night?), I got a message on Facebook from someone I used to know. And I was kinda surprised because before that, my family talked about him a little. What a huge coincidence. Oh well, I didn't reply though. What for? He was a part of my past and I've already moved on. And...also because my aunt said not to. Lol. Because if I replied, then I might open a door that I would probably regret opening later on. And she was right (not that I wanted to though). 

P/S: I sure hope you read this Mr. H. I really do. Because I need you to know where I stand. Not next to you. I wish the best for you though!

And a little selfie. Ok. Bye. Haha.

Later guys. 

I.A.

Once

Looking at you again,
made my heart flutter,
Like the way it used to.

But it's no longer the same.

Love is blind. Sometimes it's stupid.

Someone who cares about you and love you will NEVER ask you to do something you don't like. Something you hate. They will accept you for who you are and everything that comes with you; be it the good or the bad. They will accept your ways of dealing with things, feelings, surroundings, and even people. They will respect your ways. As you will theirs.

Even if you decided to do what they want, it is only because you love them and don't want to lose them. But inside, you hate yourself. That's not right.

I.A

Pebenda?

Assalamualaikum,

It's weird. Kalau sebelum ni, aku ada je benda nak ditulis dlm blog aku ni. Almost everyday akan ada entry. Tapi sekarang, berbulan2 diam pun still tak tahu apa nak tulis. Adakah aku sudah bosan? No, not bosan, sebab aku masih suka menulis. Mungkin hidup aku dah tak seceria dulu kot. Kalau dulu aku jenis yang lalalala...lantakla apa pun, apa jadi, keep on going. Senyum, gelak, ketawa, serabai ke sememeh ke, peduli apa. Teruskan dengan hidup. Tulis apa nak ditulis. Sekian.

Tapi sekarang, banyak sgt rules. Too much thinking. Too much guidelines. Always trying to be on the safe side. But mostly, aku rasa mungkin dah takda apa yang aku masih belum tulis lagi kat sini. Semua dah dibincangkan dan dihuraikan. Lol. Dan aku kehilangan idea sekarang. So sad.

Oh yeah, aku dapat berita Backstreet Boys, N'sync and other 80s group (tak semua ada la tapi -_-) akan bergabung dan meletop dalam satu movie Syfy pasal zombie this upcoming April Fool! Cool. Lantaklah org kata Syfy ni suka buat cite bodoh dan cliche, peduli apa haku. At least lagi bagus dr drama or filem meleis perfect 10 or Isteri utk dijual tu. watdehel.

Nick Carter FTW!! Sekian. I.A

Pebenda aku nak cerita ni?? -_-"

Nice work

Salam readers.

It's been a year since I've written anything!! Okay, that was a new year joke. Kind of annoying is it? Especially the bathroom joke. Like why don't you go die. Lol. Anyhoo, nothing important or huge happened to me for the past few months I've been gone. Just little things not worth mentioning.

I've started writing again. Fiction of course. In fact, I'm working on something right now. It's still in progress though. The most frustrating thing is that, every time I started working on a piece, I'd lose all the ideas as fast as I got them. Instant writer's block. Then nothing ever gets done. I have like lots of unfinished stories in my disposal. Maybe I'm not cut out to be a writer. Lol.

But hey, If I hated it, I would've given it up a long time ago. Nope. Still gonna keep going (pasal cerita Gelap tu an...an...an... aku nak smbung, tp malas bertingkat-tingkat. Kihkih. Maap le yeop).

Okey so... It's actually past my bedtime, and I can't sleep. And I'm running out of things to write. See, instant writer's block. Ah, damit.

I.A

Nice work, genius. -_-"

I'm letting you go

I want to be the happy girl I was before. Away from all those negativity. Being in love while being hurt is just not an option. Eventually you would have to choose what's best for you. What I chose for myself is not only for myself. It's for those I care about too.

I was happy with you sometimes, but then something went wrong. It was beautiful while it lasted. I think it was nothing more than just a puppy love. It's not really love. I was naive. I was wrong. We both were. And forgetting it the best way to go. Maybe things could've been different if our ego weren't so high up in the sky. Maybe we could've fixed it. Maybe we could go back to the way it was. True, so much maybe and possibility, but we can never know the future. And I don't want to wait and see. Because in waiting, there could be more disappointments.

No more regrets. We should go on living. So much more to find in life. This is not the end. It's a beginning. Kind of like the universe's dare for us to do better in the future. So let's make the best of it.
I won't let you in again. I can't. You are my past. A part of my memories. As I am, yours. And I want us to stay that way. I'm letting you go now.

With love,
I.A.